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Got her on the brain...

She never wants me.  Specifically.  She wants anyone.  She takes me when Prince Charming is with somebody else.  I'll always fail to be good enough for her though.  She was the object of my affection, fascination, obsession.  The right word for it depends on the phase in life.  No matter how it's described at the end of the day living happily ever after with her has been one of if not my biggest goals.  I've grown tired of fighting like cats and dogs. 

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Permission to speak freely Sir?

I'm not drowning in them. I'm swimming through. But, as of late I've had a million different thoughts that I don't want. Are some of them in line with actions previously taken specifically by my very own self? A select few. A finite amount. Are some of them generalized blanket assumptions based on past experiences with only a handful of individuals? Yes, and that's wrong. The rest are just completely hair brain like nothing I've ever had pass through my he

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Relieve the itch

relieve the itch relive the itch everything changes nothing changes what in the **** are you talking about relieve the itch relive the itch cat got the tongue lost for words when an explanation is paramount relive the itch relive the itch rampant emotions what's going on  anxiety paranoia fear depression minds in a cloud relive the itch relive the itch who are you nobody here stranger in Rome best not

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Time means new interpretations...

A heightened sense of awareness to the nothing new It brought a gambit of emotions concerning thoughts never before felt In a world where some things are just tolerated Such things are never wanted Often even conspired against for the purpose of deleting Do those things grow tired of being a burden Do they know to leave could mean death What does that do to them mentally Not in favor of stereotyping Not in favor of disconcern about embodying stereotypes Their character is their own bus

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Forever changed after the flight of steps...

Dear soul you're not mine. I cannot steal another man's right. Had no claim to some time. The fight to try to is one I would have lost. Joy you brought to my heart. It was unique. It can't be replaced. It's not fun to admit that we all mess up. Should have stopped the ride to keep you from pain. I wanted the dream oh so bad. And it hurt us all. Hope you're well. Know you were just caught in the middle. None of the storm was ever your fault. We were young and dumb with eyes bigger t

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Who are you, and how did you get here...

I've been doing a lot of thinking about how I have ended up in the shoes I am today. Just recently I told someone, "Yes, at one point you were solely a product of your environment, but ever since you left the home it has been your responsibility to choose and create your own environment." A few days later I caught myself telling someone else, " My current circumstances are nothing more than the sum total of all of my mistakes added up." Of course that is not true. If who I am now were honestly o

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Status update...

As I chant to myself, "you can change you can change." A part of me yells back, "there's not a chance in hell." Push that thought to the side. No time for moaning and groaning. Takes away from effort towards action, working, and growing. Been thinking a lot about my state of being. Spiritually has been dependent on replies from others. Emotional I don't like to be. Not elated, not too down, but cool, calm, and collected. That's just right. Mental, when I'm not in the past or over obse

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On your own dime On your own time...

Who you pray to when you want to or if you want to at all that's your business not mine his or hers Who you vote for what you stand for or if you care at all that's your business not anyone else's When you got naked who you did so with or if anyone else was involved that's your business your's and only your's How much you make what you do with it or what you have for lunch that's your business be careful what you do with it You may choose to share your business You may choo

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Always end less understood than when I began...

Started out caring about the needs of the many Said I'd try my hardest to help meet them I'm only one person But it takes each individual rain drop to fill a whole ocean Asking what's best for them not just for me Good for the goose good for the gander But then it occurred to me Wait a minute they didn't say and aren't doing the same If the geese don't pitch in they will get fat while the gander starves Now that I've been allowed to exhaust all of my resources What about me That's whe

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A series of unfortunate events leading up to still needing money...

I was trying to go to heaven Must have took a wrong turn somewhere because I ended up on the island of misfit toys by way of a rabitt hole the yellow brick road and some pixy dust At some point along the way there were aliens trying to abduct me but when Agent Mulder found us they said I had kidnapped and was torturing them In an attempt at repairing interstellar relations he tried to have the book thrown at me Fortunately I was able to save my own ass with the rudimentary understanding o

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Her good side (why we fell in love)...

The way life should be. Is just not the way life is. Life might never be how it should. In fact it might never even be somewhat good. It's possible that there could always be famine, war, corruption. People might always be selfish, irresponsible, negligent. The best of us may always be overlooked. Who knows. I know you care, but don't you mind yourself with unsolvable problems anymore. It doesn't pay to have a bleeding heart. Somehow someway the world has gone from tribes, to slaves, t

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An ant and a grasshopper walked into a bar...

Keep your head up and on your shoulders. No time to cry; because you're alone. Friends or complete strangers the truth is you always have been. Reality finally found you. It doesn't mean you get to melt down. If you do you won't be the first broken car in the junk yard. You've got to keep saving yourself from disaster. It is no one else's job to do. Majority sets parameters, and helps a few who can't help themselves. Assistance is not mandatory, and, if you get it, strings come attache

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I owe you vs. you owe me...

William Shakespeare once wrote, "All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players..." He continued the dialogue with an elaboration on how he views the roles individuals play in life. Don't worry history and/or literature aficionados I'm not writing this in an attempt to dispute his views in any way. I find them to be quiet insightful, but while I was reflecting on his words and the concepts they brought to my mind I couldn't help but begin to think about how all of the actors o

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In light of ever escalating fear mongering...

As far as I see it, religion itself is not necessarily a problem, but more the manner the texts detailing the ways followers of any given belief system should conduct their affairs are being interpreted in and/or the failure of said followers to adhere to the guidelines of their perspective faiths, which is causing the world problems. Take the most hated religion in the world right now and ask the question "why are they so unpopular?" From what I understand about the faith they believe that God

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Mixed with a spot of perspective...

Yes, I am a skeptical, sarcastic, critical, and pessimistic jackass sometimes, but I do have the ability to take a step back and look at life from a different angle every once and awhile. As an individual it's easy to get drawn into the fatalistic mentality that so often coincides with concern for the issues and problems presently facing the world. Poverty, injustice, crime, resource management, the list can go on ad infinitum, and each category has it's own mile long list of contributing factor

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Baring of the proverbial soul...

I myself grew up in a christian environment complete with a private education, church membership, and all the bells and whistles. As a younger man I often parroted regurgitated propaganda in an attempt to promote or defend the religion of my friends and family. I hate to confess to having at times let my religious beliefs drive me out of my mind, but unfortunately there have been times in my life where that shoe fit. It saddens me to think about all of the times I may have been seen as deranged

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Proceed with caution...

Out of the junk heap comes a feisty one. Opinions none can change. Apparel's alluring tempting, but control yourself. She does it cause she's free. She feels cute. It's not for you. Does she want attention. Based on all signs I'd say she does. She smiles at the compliments. Takes small gifts, but she's not one of those girls. Doesn't care if you met another who seemed like her. She's not trying to fit a description. How dare someone for judging her. Honestly, modesty is a gr

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The Damned Soap Box...

Not too long ago in my travels I came across a soap box, and for some reason I felt the need to tell him about all that I have experienced so far in life. I can't be sure, but I think he finds me captivating: either that, or he's damned skilled at patronizing. Seeing as how I have yet to meet the soul who can keep a straight face for very long while lying about how interesting something is, I choose to believe that I have been found as enthralling. He says I should stand on him. He keep

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A Typical He Said She Said...

He Said: Hey baby, I recently read somewhere that seeing as how there is no guarantee that Social Security will be around when the members of our generation reach the retirement age everyone in our age bracket should be putting fifteen grand a year into their savings account by the time they reach the age of thirty, and it got me to thinking about how even if we were to immediately eliminate all of our excess spending there is no way either one of us could put that much money away. What do you

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Just Another...

Just Another, please insert whatever demeaning word, or statement, you wish, is all I am to you. You'll try to believe it till you die in order to allow yourself to minimize and invalidate thoughts someone else may see as important; so that you can detach from the feelings they provoke inside of you; because you can't handle them, your not trying to learn how to, and you don't like having them! It is socially acceptable to call me just another,..., and it's something that I'm learn

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I Might...

I might just leave, This house, This town, This state, This country, This world behind. I might just jump up and down and sing a song while I do it. Imagine that, me skipping and humming as I flow through outer space searching for a new place to call home. I want, no, I need to be where the beings have evolved past intolerance and greed. I might no longer be attached to anything on the third rock from this sun. I might have be

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Transcript from An Anonymous meeting... Eighteen months sober pt.3

My returning to and taking up residency here in Indiana coincided near perfectly with one of my younger brothers return from his second placement in a program for troubled youth. The place he was returning from had been created to be used as an alternative to getting minors involved in the judicial system; so that they didn’t have to be sentenced to a stay in a state correctional facility, and would have no long term complications in life stemming from legal interactions at a young age. Based on

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Transcript from An Anonymous meeting... Eighteen months sober pt.2

Anyways, I did fairly well in high school. I didn’t complete much of my homework, but test scores kept the majority of my grades at an above average level. Winning a poetry contest in a sophomore English class resulted in many of my classmates telling me about how I should seriously consider writing lyrics. That is the point at which I decided my true calling was to become a recognizable and successful musician. I knew the drummer and bass player of a local garage band that was in need of a chan

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Transcript from An Anonymous meeting... Eighteen months sober pt.1

I’d like to start this address with an apology. I won’t be making much eye to eye contact with the audience while I am speaking tonight, and I would like to express my sincere regret ahead of time if that is going to offend anyone in the crowd. I will not be able to visually engage with you very much tonight; because my last hardcore binge of drinking left me with cognitive functions that were noticeably impaired, and, even though I have been sober for quite some time, my brain is still having t

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