A Resolution To Live in a World of Fantasy
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I have resoluted that it is best for me to be in a world of fantasy, that I should not seek after a truth that can never be found and be torn in the spirit because of the attacks come against me, by culturized society and that I should escape even those propagated by my own mind.
As I sat within myself, knowing some of the fantasies I have entertained and knowing of the many mystical stories that have come about in books and all the more that exist in every dreaming man and woman’s ever increasing mind, I decided that is where I want to be.
I no longer want to be bound to a place whose reality only exists by the default of limited exploration. I am ready to take my step over the edge and lose myself all together.
I am not speaking of dangerous cliffs in which gravity still exists - where frigid water would turn my body blue, where my skull would likely crack against a stone or my my teeth would clatter just as violently, causing a need to go to the dentist and get my jaws wired shut - Nor do I speak of a place that I must second guess the accuracy of that in which I am living, that I would have to break from my adventure, to live again, for many precious years possibly, searching and scraping, collecting and trying to remember where I placed them: small bits of cohesiveness to appease my ever approaching enemy. To my enemy I flip the bird, and encourage them to shut me out altogether.
If you must come after me, it will only be because you wish to fall into my trap! But it will never be to trap me, and so, in my world, a priest does not live in accordance to any law established or precipitated in Mexico or Massachusetts. When they Baptize they will do so in full emersion and will save their sprinkling for the private times they spend with maidens in their rented rooms! And in this resolution I have firmly decided.
I am not obligating myself to be taken seriously by anyone. Deep truths will continue to find themselves and I will be there to witness and record them and these are the only places I want to be.
I am done with vocabulary. To contemplate a language other than my own at this stage of the game is too much for me to think of.
Look at me and think I’m weird and I will offer you a golden medal and mesh wings to wear as you walk down the street, and yes, you better wear them.
I can live better now, better for myself, easier. If I want to sit all day in one spot, watching the sky turn from green, to gray, to raspberry pie, that will be my obligation and if I want to get better at flying, than this would be the place to try it.
Yes, I have thought about worldly necessities, money, primarily - the root of all evil. But, I have taken the stigma off of it, for in my world anything is possible.
I will call upon the greatest king in all the kingdoms. I will sit in the presence of the wealthiest queen and eat at her banquet table. I will not come to them with problems, for in my world, problems only exist to preempt the finest adventures and to fulfill the most mysterious ancient prophecies. And, with friends like the King and Queen in my life, I am sure I could take a bath in gold coins at any time.
I have been having dreams lately of being naked and my drawings have changed, I used to only draw faces. But now my heads have appendages growing from their foreheads, my faces have throats, shoulders and arms, and even hands on some of them. And…the women have been revealing their chest, just as I have. I will not spend any time at all, at least not in the beginning stages worrying about the effect of my public nudity. Dancing while watching the ribbons of the sky is good enough for me.
As I grow in strength (as I am sure one day I will be the most notorious dragon), I will deal with the pursuit of my attackers, but for now I am a dancing fairy.
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