Growing older
Well, tomorrow's my birthday.
I dread it every year now, because it just serves as a reminder that my grandparents have gone. It was always the four of us, mum, me and them so since they've been gone... I've hated it. It reminds me that they're gone and how much I miss them.
Christmas brings about the same emotions. It feels like it's getting worse now, not better. Time's not healing these wounds, though I wish it would.
It doesn't help that all my friends are far away, so I can't hang out with them to take my mind off it (although one is coming to visit soon thankfully). Although I'm not sure there is anything that actually can do it effectively. But I'll try. I'll go on Hyrule Warriors and smile at the little villagers on Animal Crossing (which hold birthday parties for you). I'll cuddle my new kitten and watch Doctor Who at night.
I'm also hoping my new boyfriend (who lives all the way in Australia, ugh) will be on so I can skype him as I open the mysterious package he's sent.
Hopefully tonight will help too as I'm heading to Birmingham to the sold out Welcome To Night Vale show (whch is awesome and always makes me smile and I still can't believe it's coming here).
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