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Lunar Wolf

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blog-0336907001450942509.jpgSo I don't think I ever mentioned this, but I have only four people in my family who know I am a Therian. Two cousins and my two sisters. I mean I have people who are family but not by blood or marriage that know I am and a lot of my friends know. I have never told my grandparents or my mother. Or anyone else really. A lot of them are so judgmental and very religious and it makes me hard to be around. I am an atheist but I do believe in reincarnation. I am a Therian with three theriotypes. I'm not a furry those are people who make fur suits like animals but don't have a deeper more spiritual and natural connection. Yes Therian and otherkins can't be furries, but many think that's what we are right off the back and we aren't. Ask before you assume.

Also I wear my dogs choker chain and his old collar. I began wearing the chain because of my anxiety. I get really anxious when in silence because I begin to think I'm alone and think things I shouldn't. So I fiddle with my chain or I'll just tighten and losen it over and over. My family doesn't like it saying I'm just following my friends and I told them it's because of my anxiety and then they got all **** about it saying go to a doctor or take meds. I refuse to take medication because I will not rely of bull**** like that. And I hate doctors and stuff I just can't go and talk to people. My collar I wear now is for the same reason but also because my dog got cancer and over the summer I had to put him down. I began to wear it so I could still hear the jingle as if he was still around. One day my grandfather said to take it off before someone from school calls and then said he doesn't have the money to take me to s doctor, saying basically that I have some mental illness.

On another note they have began to leave me alone about my stuff because they know they won't be making me change. They try to control my life what I should do with it, how I dress, how I cut my hair, who o date, and who I'm friends with. This is my life and I shall live it how I wish. I have an amazing mate that I am engaged to and will marry once I finish my schooling. I will grow up and will work and have a place. At the same time I will stay a Therian I will wear my tails, my chain, my collar. I'm going to be who I want to be not what society expects a girl to look like. I'm not going to dress in thin see through short short clothing.

My sex may be a girl but I'm genderfluid and learn more towards a guy, I ask those who don't know me to call me he/him and to use male pronouns. I've never seen myself as a true girl I never looked like one. Yes I may have the female parts, but that doesn't mean I have to be that gender. In my Japanese I bow like a man not like a women. I speak with the way a man would say I not how everyone or a girl could say it. I wear men shirts and I prefer boxers over a thong or girl underwear. You may see a girl,but I see the round hard edges of a boy.

All of this I have talked about I have never told my family. It's funny how parents will do anything but let their kids be themselves. Then they wonder why I'm so close to my mothers ex bf. It's because he is like a father after pipa or my papa passed away three almost four years ago. He has been there helping me giving me advice and reminding me to be me and never to let someone chain me down and change me.

That's all for now. This has been Shadow, Lunar, and Razor.

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