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Sanity and compassion


shadowhive

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Well after my last blog post, and despairing completely and the rhetoric of some here, I stayed away because it was honestly getting to me.

So I left, went away for Star Wars Celebration and only came back (signed off) to see if some measure of sanity had returned.

Alas, it's not. If anything it seems to be getting worse. Between people thinking it's the end time, practically wanting a civil war or wanting swathes of the population unable to vote... it's honestly become crazier. And yeah, I'm thinking of doing what I thought about before, leaving indefinitely, because I just can't take it. I can't take seeing how little these people care about human life or other people's rights. I can't take how much they'd rather hate, or how much they love their guns, or how much they want the end of the world, how much they long for other people to just be slaughtered in droves.


So yeah, I'm out. I'm done. You can all stay and get more and more insane. Worship death. Worship guns. Go on killing sprees the second wthings don't go your way. But I won't be here to see it.

I hope someone can restore some mesure of sanity here someday, but I just can't see it, not when members left and right seem to be baying for blood.

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18 hours ago, Habitat said:

Compassion fatigue is a hazard for the sensitive.

Better to have the compassion than to avoid the fatigue.  Better to let go of what others do and think and just live your own life - it's all anyone can control anyway.  

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On 12 August 2016 at 9:29 AM, and then said:

Better to have the compassion than to avoid the fatigue.  Better to let go of what others do and think and just live your own life - it's all anyone can control anyway.  

To be honest and then, you're one of the main reasons I left. I'm not sure you'd know compassion if it hit you with a shoe. People like you seem to be just itching for an excuse to use your precious guns on people, it's why I left because I was sick of seeing it. I'm disappointed, though not surprised that of the first posts I see today has you (again) advocating for gun violence. Like I said, people like you are just looking for an excuse to use your guns and don't care about the people.

You're right about one thing though, letting go is better. I've felt better not seeing all the Trump rhetoric here and all the calls for violence (and how your precious guns matter more than human lives). I'm disappointed that nothing's changed, but like I said, not surprised. I doubt people like you will ever change.

So yeah, that's me out again. And if I ever think about coming back, I know whose posts will instantly remind me exactly why I shouldn't

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On Friday, August 12, 2016 at 3:29 AM, and then said:

Better to have the compassion than to avoid the fatigue.  Better to let go of what others do and think and just live your own life - it's all anyone can control anyway.  

Perhaps a good way to cope sans hope. It is comfotably numb spirit of antichrist. But if done to heal self as it is, no shame to be under that spirit now, but more can be and will.

 

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2 hours ago, shadowhive said:

To be honest and then, you're one of the main reasons I left. I'm not sure you'd know compassion if it hit you with a shoe. People like you seem to be just itching for an excuse to use your precious guns on people, it's why I left because I was sick of seeing it. I'm disappointed, though not surprised that of the first posts I see today has you (again) advocating for gun violence. Like I said, people like you are just looking for an excuse to use your guns and don't care about the people.

You're right about one thing though, letting go is better. I've felt better not seeing all the Trump rhetoric here and all the calls for violence (and how your precious guns matter more than human lives). I'm disappointed that nothing's changed, but like I said, not surprised. I doubt people like you will ever change.

So yeah, that's me out again. And if I ever think about coming back, I know whose posts will instantly remind me exactly why I shouldn't

Hey Lady Collective..do not add in to what you just first posted was a problem true for you....

Now share the care. And Then posted in spirit of care too. Honor please for even he rafrely bothers with me, i pursue and hound, like the hounds of the hunter who saw him as prey not master.

Let me be the frowny hissy fitter here.

Let the gun peeps, who I warred with so much before here, keep and value cold steel or wood maybe composite.

Let them care so much, ya lol, when they say the govt wants to take their guns, I eff with and say true: me too, i will be the first one to deputy up and knock and seize. Damn be the Constitution when arms were for national defense of foreign threat, no bueno either, but ya guns kill our own, and WHATEVER CONSIDER ME ENEMY,, you know I care, but I support it and it will happen you say? 

I say bury them in crates but not in your backyard we will do sweeps even whole plot excavations, to find them, and if none we will bury more network power to spy, and know when you walk back there, and I already monitor you via tv for the federal govrernment.

If you want states right can we shred that section of guns and ammend it so none can have, not even police, if not hunters.

The crooks, meh, ya they need em to hunt you and what you own for not sharing. I support the people of the land overthrowing the false leadera.

Bur wait don't you too? Yaya a day will come when you rise up and wave weapons.

We got drones and satellite galore, we have spies on you, I report on you and my neighbors, and get payed, but we have the crooks too, who kill more better than you, up close and personal, none of that let us destroy our homes, nah we will home invasion err I mean have a warrant, same thing as we do it daily, so in we go, leave or die, we own your house and things, that is how the wise government and citizenry, even God, opposes your fear and want to ki.

Bless the enemy, let them live, just use partisan cleansing and set up refugee camps of safety and wellness, I mean prison system, and we will run em like you do now and smile, we will empty em to help us put you there. The guards will now have guns, and more more of them, and less and less of you grouping up, solitaty confinement, you are ok with it now, oh you can write to family free just buy our envelopes as great upsell rates, and address it inmate to inmate, you can go crazy alone or turn to God and ask for help and repent of your gun son, for your wives and kids are better in isolation too, for a home with no man just a baby father locked up is bad, so ya we will grab those guns, no prying from corpses? Life imprisonment so you can rot for choosing to lead others into capitivity, mark of beast true, and so we know we will tattoo on head if we cut your hand for first offense of posting online pro gun, other hand if you wanna posy again, three strikes? Loser you and yours get life, unless you plead and let one of us, crooks of hood or office, marry one of em, we need more brides, do the right thing, let them join US as....dang it costs so much now...beheadings randomly as we shift or close down areas?

Fuel for court or even release when and if mercy is granted? Nah, take em out back and off with their heads or hang or axe, no guns no bullets, wr made those factories transfer stations, eh guillotine factory, and we rush in with coolers to get your parts as others need em and pay lots, and spies of neighbors will be given bonuses so we lie and say ya they got guns, they go to church, look dirty at me, and never helped orphan or widow, foreigner or those low, instead they allow most guns to be so the low can keep killing each other, shifty giggles, and by wanting to defend in fear you let us be widows and orphans, and foreigners who refuse to be rich and speak as we do, powdered wig pigs of old you be, you fail at God ordained love of God with all four things, and love your neighbor like yourself, cause we wony convert you say oh well to hell with them, family unity nah, gub violence as illness with epdiemiolgy like any disease? Nah let em die off, or live like animals, they dont care? Lolol lie you don't care mr NRA supporter. They profit in death and you the voter civic minded as you claim, vote em in and more? Drink the snakekin oil dupe your cult of death is on you. While they profit and profit on your fear and our demise daily.

Best way to stop the violence in the hood like I said is shoot the voter and poster of gun supporters, you win we agree, guns are good? We got your wealth home job and car....problem solved we thrive and eliminate the root of evil and head of the snake, so keep on supporting guns.

 

And all posted above will happen spiritually, it has before, will again, ball in your court, clean your home at least if you refuae to help us clean ours,or we do it all with all you have given and allowed for survival, knock knock kick door find and shoot with better than you have in hand, or wait while they go vote and church who preaches guns gun me me me, and chill with netflix, cook and drink, and as you walk in from the sofa boom boom, or to keep it clean as you turn the corner? I want no blood on my driveway now it is, but dang the deductible we have to pay using your ID to get accounts and policy, haha we stole your identity, and give you bless and love, we are you, we care for us and wish you no harm, while you hate and guh celebrate plus cash and assets, so gangnsta of you conservitave-republican party of class warfare politica, but nah that is us right, we cry, and protest, cause you decided and kept power.

That final bit is truth enjoy the satire given in spirit of satan as choir leader, sing cumbaya and hold hands all, this will solve most things.

Think not? Come to our home, invite crooks to yours, and try? Bet you all bond, and dine, help and care more than your churches and even protests can do....

Cry to god and offer praise by cumbayayaing that thay wolves quit preying on us sheep by the prayer form I offered for not one stray will get away.

Peace to shadowhive and then. You two kiss and make up now. Let me be pest and enemy.

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Clarakore

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3 hours ago, shadowhive said:

To be honest and then, you're one of the main reasons I left. I'm not sure you'd know compassion if it hit you with a shoe. People like you seem to be just itching for an excuse to use your precious guns on people, it's why I left because I was sick of seeing it. I'm disappointed, though not surprised that of the first posts I see today has you (again) advocating for gun violence. Like I said, people like you are just looking for an excuse to use your guns and don't care about the people.

You're right about one thing though, letting go is better. I've felt better not seeing all the Trump rhetoric here and all the calls for violence (and how your precious guns matter more than human lives). I'm disappointed that nothing's changed, but like I said, not surprised. I doubt people like you will ever change.

So yeah, that's me out again. And if I ever think about coming back, I know whose posts will instantly remind me exactly why I shouldn't

Once more in new frame do not cement that reality  by saying he is this and that, instead let sympathy care go? Ask for true empathy as you seek it too? Right?

Sympathy is false care but want and demand or turn away cant be done, empathy is i am you and you are me, god is in all, and just common human decency too, and see empathy grow and and heal, renergize you, and others.

Soft vs hard power yo, woman know the first, men the last, let us be the accusers and whiners, you mother and sister me and and then. We honor you but have our convictions until Spirit Perfects and Advocates, that conviction is true change and grow not being set in our ways. Blog more, write a poem or story here, play the witty update game like Sea Horse Turtle Snake, she masters it, like others too, Manfred Von Hester has it down pat too, one entertains in good cheer like women do, the othet does deep but low magic and changes reality, morr nicely than me.

And say and then I know in your heary of hearts you want all to heal and let us ignoe trump pandering to identity politica and hope together he has wise counsel to be good to foreigners, widoes, orphans? And us all the best he can and so it is.

No spellcheck Samsung? Do I need to install or activate? Meh let it be to slow you down fuerther thus no punctuation, or skip me dont read it works better when it goes from me to you heart to heart mind to mind hand in hand as i coo on repeat, cumbaya omigod i mean my lord, come faster, in me and others.

Let life be made and born.

Pun not intended but there it is, innuendo not, for that is intended, undertone ya, now search all for double meanings of bless. Keep your mind in the gutter to care more and keep it with you and others, you can...use heart to not overthink like me? And create bless sans words too.

And use mind so heart does not be selfiish.  I see you go up and down ladder of Jake now Izzy, demon and angels in you, daemon is good, sickness and illusion is not demonic, but say they are, ask any you find once only to go get forgivness and tell others and return to help.

And see your curse change to bless even at times being "so called curse" but do same for good clean fun or heals and voila, target pratice is healthy and bonding, or can be, and guns are good for i hate tv or the forum, bye bye screen, and the cell oh no toss it up, if i shoot it down haha it had to go. Was gonna be obsolete in 1 or 2 yeas and made to waste so you buy more.

Viva land land, smoke signap? Hopes from afar making us draw nearer, and good ole knock knock, how was church or your vote, nah not for me, but i brought cookies or maybe a meal if you are in need bro.

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Finally about the title, john the b went loco and lost his head twice, cause he cared so much, he dreassed odd and ate less well, but he cared and those truly in need came.

My posts are a cry in the wild too. But i lost meh head long ago, lack of ability of social connection as i felt like the op and left every place til i was alone, i blame the vain by dwight yoakam tella it best? I blame the black i blame you i blame all til none were left and then i blame myself. These works are done but i want resolution and bring about end times lalala and day of creation, day of the lord, i augmebt the spirit as it works like it does, now i care for me too but still care more for you in a selfish way. Inside deep? If i wont win then let them win i say. Change it please so blesssing is blessing and not curse but i curse and curse to bless. Not my choice but i want to be simple and good friend of a few and father and supporter like bro sis aubt uncle neighbor passerby.

And so I am the constant samaritan helping all the fallen on the path. I cant be given all for me but i can serve, be the jew in power, i love my samaritan wife and kids too much to sell out.

 

 

I shall and It shall and It shall and I shall inshallah y ojala.

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8 hours ago, I hide behind words said:

 

I shall and It shall and It shall and I shall inshallah y ojala.

Interesting combination of words there.

Arabic insha'allah (roughly translated 'if God is willing') and Spanish ojala  (roughly translated 'hopefully'). I'm just curious how you made the association?

And the Samaritan/Jew connection. I'm intrigued. Can you share more about this?

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5 minutes ago, simplybill said:

Interesting combination of words there.

Arabic insha'allah (roughly translated 'if God is willing') and Spanish ojala  (roughly translated 'hopefully'). I'm just curious how you made the association?

And the Samaritan/Jew connection. I'm intrigued. Can you share more about this?

OJALA:

EtymologyEdit

From Old Spanish oxalá, from Arabic وشاء اللّٰه(wa-šā’ allāh) ("and may God will it"). Compare English inshallah, Portuguese oxalá, Maltesejalla.

I say Ojala as God willing and forgot hopefully...haha same jale.

But I had less hope and still do, and as Spanish is infuenced by Arabic via the 700 years of peace and enlightment and acceptance of all faiths, with university and libararies books galore, while europe was meh meh and few tomes for the monks...

Even a Saxon nun marvelled at the architecture.

 

I just knew Inshalla and Ojala were same...

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 In Samaritan tradition, Mount Gerizim is held to be the highest, oldest and most central mountain in the world

The mountain is sacred to the Samaritans who regard it, rather than Jerusalem's Temple Mount, as having been the location chosen byYahweh for a holy temple. The mountain continues to be the centre of Samaritan religion to this day, and over 90% of the worldwide population of Samaritans live in very close proximity to Gerizim, mostly in Kiryat Luza, the main village. Passover is celebrated by the Samaritans on Mount Gerizim,[4] and it is additionally considered by them as the location of the Binding of Isaac(the Masoretic Text, Septuagint and the Dead Sea Scroll versions of the Book of Genesisstate that this happened on Mount Moriah, which Jews traditionally identify as theTemple Mount). According to rabbinic literature, in order to convert to Judaism, a Samaritan must first and foremost renounce any belief in the sanctity of Mount Gerizim.

 

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The Masoretic Text of the Tanakh says the Israelites later built an altar on Mount Ebal, constructed from natural (rather than cut) stones, to place stones there and whiten them with lime, to make korban (peace offerings on the altar), eat there, and write the words ofthis law on the stone.

The Samaritan Pentateuch version of Deuteronomy, and a fragment found at Qumran, holds that the instruction actually mandated the construction of the altar on Mount Gerizim, which the Samaritans view as the site of the tabernacle, not Shiloh.Recent Dead Sea Scrolls work supports the accuracy of the Samaritan Pentateuch's designation of Mount Gerizim rather than Mount Ebal as the sacred site.

 

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And what does this mean?

 

 

An instruction immediately subsequent to this orders that, once this is done, the Israelites should split into two groups, one to stay on Mount Ebal and pronounce curses, while the other goes to Mount Gerizim and pronounces blessings. The tribes of Simeon, of Levi, of Judah, of Issachar, of Joseph, and of Benjamin were to be sent to Gerizim, while those of Reuben, of Gad, of Asher, of Zebulun,of Dan, and of Naphtali, were to remain on Ebal. No attempts to explain this division of tribes either by their Biblical ethnology or by their geographical distribution have been generally accepted in academic circles.

The text goes on to list twelve curses, which were to be pronounced by the Levitepriesthood and answered by the people withAmen. These curses heavily resemble laws (e.g. "cursed be he who removes his neighbour's landmark"), and they are not followed by a list of blessings described in a similarly liturgical framework; some scholars believe that these more likely represent what was written on the stones, and that the later list of six explicit blessings, six near-corresponding explicit curses, were originally in this position in the text.The present position of these explicit blessings and curses, within a larger narrative of promise, and a far larger narrative of threat (respectively), is considered by these scholars to have been an editorial decision for the post-Babylonian-exilic second version of Deuteronomy (Dtr2), to reflect theDeuteronomist's worldview after theBabylonian captivity had occurred.[

 

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simplybill

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Interesting. Thank you for the explanation about the Arabic influence on the Spanish language. And, I didn't know the Samaritans had such a unique culture, so thank you for the informative reply.

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Clarakore

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Samaritans were treated akin to slaves under jim crow

 

Ignored they could not address or look eye to eye or pass trail on the same side but had to cross to the other side of the lane

But hey if they don't like us we cannot force them? We see still your eyes, if you want to rant a rave hate gaze and mad dog, well even a samaritan on a bad day we would turn away content but hopeful they heal, and I like the view better on this side of the lane, we sense fear and disgust, we do not want to feel such we choose to cross and look a mite or a fallen man, a jew, no one is coming to help, and we helpd always..

And at times we hummed and crooked a shoulder, breathe and see the lane again now with patience redoubled? Serentiy, my foot even made a pace or two and we continued....as an old man with his son who jumped and weed...

And this lane has robbers and thieves, probably us we tax too for fun, and knife if the smile and demand with chime and bow, gentleman bandits, road agents, we do clean up here it is ours, and they can heal in time.

-the view of one samaritan

 And many today.

 

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49 minutes ago, I hide behind words said:

And at times we hummed and crooked a shoulder, breathe and see the lane again now with patience redoubled? Serentiy, my foot even made a pace or two and we continued....as an old man with his son who jumped and weed...

This is mesmerizing. You seem to have the gifts of a true poet. May I have your permission to share this on Facebook? If not, I understand.

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