Nearing the conclusion
She used to tell me what I wanted to hear. I'll give her that. Not everybody does that. But, now she comes off like that was all she was supposed to do in order to earn my loyalty for life. The words needed to be mirrored by action if her intent was to keep my affection. Otherwise, I view them as nothing more than lies that were told in an attempt to manipulate. That makes her worse than most; because it's not everyday someone tries to con me. Now that I don't let her take everything I have while doing next to nothing for me my struggles appear to not matter to her anymore. The less she can even tell me what I like to hear the less I can force myself to be concerned with her troubles. I wish we could return to being complete strangers instead of this swearing we care about each other while hiding the pain we both feel over the other not seeing our pain. At least I can smile at somebody I don't know without thinking twice about them after I've done so.
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