# Things Get Out Of Control -- I Eject To Ken 3.0

Posted by IronGhost , 22 February 2012 · 601 views

Here’s the thing about the Love Beings:

In order to understand what the Love Beings are, one must realize this:

The infinite is merged and co-identical with the finite.

Think about that. In other words:

That which is without limit-- can exist inside that which is limited.

You might ask yourself: How can something that can expand without limit and infinitely be contained within a finite space?

Actually, this is something that has been worked out a long time ago, and in several different ways. One example is the Koch Snowflake, which was demonstrated in 1904 by Swedish mathematician Helge von Koch.

It’s simple to understand in a general way. Say you have a circle about the size of a dime. Inside of it you draw a simple triangle. You can measure the length of the three sides and get the total length.

But then you draw three little triangle on each side. You can keep adding little triangles endlessly. Every time you do this, you increase the length of the border of the object – in short, you create a diagram that can grow to any length, on into infinity – but it will always be contained within a finite space.

Of course, this is much more dramatically demonstrated with the Mandelbrot set, which modern computers have enabled us to demonstrate beautifully.

Fractal Zoom by Mandelbrot Set

But now try to imagine this happening on a level of much greater, expanded dimensionality, and you’ll at least have an idea – just an idea, I warn you -- of the nature of the Love Beings.

My knowledge of Koch Curves and Mandelbrot sets was a partial preparation for me in handling the onslaught of the Love Being hordes – but intellectual knowledge is not nearly sufficient to withstand bizarre things which you confront in reality, and through direct experience in the astral/dream world.

So, in addition to my intellectual comprehension of at least one mathematical model for infinity, I also want to tell you about a direct teaching I received in this regard when I was almost 10 years old – I firmly believe that if I had never had this teaching 43 years ago -- I’m sure I would have not been unable to endure the Love Beings.

The teaching I’m talking about is one I received when I was almost 10 years old  -- I’ve made mention from time to time here at UM of my  Near Death Experience in 1969 – and it’s relevant here so bear with me as briefly outline some of the particulars of that event …

It was a frigid northern Minnesota day. I was far out in a farm field with my brother and a friend. My friend has a .22 caliber rifle which he thought was empty. We were just goofing around and he was holding the rifle down by his hip. He was pointing at my midsection and we were trashing talking each other in a friendly manner like boys do. The next moment is a blur, but my friend pulled the trigger and shot me through the stomach. (The bullet actually struck my right pelvic bone then ricocheted upward and through my stomach and came to rest just under the skin behind at the back of my left leg).

I crashed down to the frozen snow. My snowsuit quickly began to soak with blood, sending steam into the 15-below -zero air. Brutal cold clamped down and around me like stone.

I was momentarily aware of the stunned looks on the faces of my brother and friend. They turned and ran for help, clumping away in heavy snow boots toward the distant farm house.

For me -- a moment of blistering, screaming pain was a hammer blow slamming into me to dislodged my consciousness from my body –-

--in the next instant, I was floating free about 20 feet in the air, looking down at myself – it seemed my physical form was a crumpled wad of paper tossed carelessly onto the icy prairie.

I was stunned to see that deep red blood had smeared a brilliant crimson pattern with incredible contrast against super-white snow-ice – it was like brush strokes of an art so beautiful -- so dazzling intense! –- my entire being exploded with joy!!!

There was more – but I’ll skip ahead now –

Floating there in the Minnesota air, a vortex presented itself and reached for me. I was sucked into “The Starry Tunnel” -- and blasted through a vast wormhole going somewhere at unimaginable speed, bit of light energy zipping by me –

Here I skip, skip, skip more events …

Suddenly I am floating in the middle of outer space!  What am I doing here? There are billions of stars in the distance, all of them hard pinpoints of light impossibly far away! It’s awe inspiring!

(At this point the wonderful Snow Flake Beings came to visit me – I’ll skip this part, too).

When the Snow Flake Beings left, I turn around, still floating in space – and there!!!  -- OH MY GOD! – A giant being! – It’s a Buddha! – no, wait – It’s Lord Krishna! – no wait! – I don’t know about any of that stuff!  I’m good little Catholic boy from a small farming town! I’ve never heard of Buddha or Krishna before!

Skip, skip, skip events …

Then:

The Buddha-Krinsha being commands my attention:

KENNETH!  KENNETH! ATTEND ME!

I look. I give him by undivided attention.

KENNETH, THERE IS SOMETHING YOU MUST SOLVE!

KENNETH!  LOOK!  LOOK, KENNETH, LOOK!

The giant Buddha-Krishna entity spreads out two mighty hands, holds them palm upwards and splays his fingers wide … and there resting on the tip of each finger … I feel like I am hyper-ventilating in pure shock…

My consciousness screams:

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  OH MY GOD!!!!   OH MY GOD, WHAT IS THAT!

WHAT IS THAT?

WHAT IS THAT!

WHAT IS THAT!

THAT CAN’T BE!

THAS CAN’T BE – WHAT IS THAT!

The giant Buddha-Krishna spoke:

KENNETH, ON EACH OF MY FINGERTIPS IS THE LARGEST CONVEIVABLE OBJECT IN THE UNIVERSE, AND THE SMALLEST CONCEIVABLE OBJECT IN THE UNIVERSE – EXISTING AS ONE.

With this, the Buddha-Krishna shoots a ball of energy at me. It strikes me and absorb it. Contained within the ball of energy is a single concept:

CONTEMPLATE!

It was clear to me that the strange entity wanted me to contemplate the electrifying vision it had given me. (A paradox illustrated, for sure!) The largest object in the universe was coexistence with the most infinite tiny –they were one!

(Note, even though the entity I encountered clearly was of a Buddhist-Vedic motif, and even though I practice Zen meditation, I do not consider myself as someone who subscribes to these religions. As I was said, I was raised a Catholic, but today I recognize no religion.)

Needless to say, I was rescued from my predicament and was glad to shake hands with a needle of morphine a couple of hours later. Fortunately, our small town doctor just happened to be a almost legendary and superior surgeon – and so he patched me up and I survived.(The fact that I froze probably assisted with my survival).

The entire NDE experience lasted about three days, the latter part of it influenced by morphine, no doubt, but it smashed my view of reality forever.

The Buddha-Krishna entity had given me a task, of sort – a koan to contemplate and solve. As you know, a koan is a Zen riddle designed to be unsolvable so as to frustrate the monkey mind and force it to “go away.” A famous example of a koan is: “What is the sound of one hand clapping?”

Trying to solve a koan is like trying to chop down a tree, except the tree you are felling is the ax-handle in your own hands.

Yet again to make a long story short: I was able over the years to solve the koan of the largest and the smallest – not in the sense that I formulated a specific answer – for there is no answer to a koan – but in the sense I came understand and accept how two things which cannot possibly exist fundamentally as one can actually be just that – one and the same thing.

So this is partially the nature of the Love Beings,and a key to understanding them.

The Love Beings are Legion – But they are One.

The Love Beings can also innovate infinitely within their form. Their innovation is centered upon a singular concept – that of the energy of Love.

So there I was in The RET. I took up my position at my point in the Polyhedron of Love as conceived by the Love Beings. My beautiful Pepper Friend “manned” his point from his position in the Weird Area. The Love Beings completed the structure, and now they proceeded to come forth.

The globular ball of energy within the Ouija Cube began to flash and resonate at an accelerating rate. As it grew to the size of a grapefruit, it began to flash a green-violate strobe light that bathed the entire interior environment of The RET in an eerie on-off metallic, mercury-vapor glare.

In a short time, the pulsating Love Being orb apparently achieved a critical mass! The energy globule expanded rapidly outward, reaching out with multi-colored arms of plasma light! Spidery webs of living energy snaked and arced out in an ever-expanding sprawling domain – it made me think that the first three seconds of the Big Bang itself might have looked like this!

I wished I was wearing lead boots that were welded to the floor – and also maybe a lead suit -- I felt I would be swept away in the blast of the shock wave – but the expansion of the Love Beings was benign in terms of physical force, like wind, maybe – which at any rate – do not exist as such as they manifest in our ordinary waking world!

The erupting discharge of the Love Beings began to take on infinite form contained within infinite space – yet much collateral energy was spewing and spreading throughout the RET!

I shouted to them:

LOVE BEINGS! FOR THE LOVE OF REALITY, MODERATE YOUR FORCE!

REMEMBER OUR PURPOSE! WE ARE TO FRY THE HAG!

YOU MUST OCCUPY YOUR POINT OF THE POLYHEDRON OF LOVE – WITH DISCRETION!

But the Love Beings seemed engulfed an enraptured within their own bliss! As their energy confronted my astral-dream body, dozens of discrete, hyper-meme forms -- or maybe quanta-constructs -- began to stream through the matrix of my own personal consciousness regime – scads of information that was not really information – but like a perfect combination of emotional-intellectual meme …

Ummmmm ....These individual hyper-dimensional constructs were completely novel hybrid hyper-particles that were equal parts emotion and intellect,and some bizarre form of Third Force, which I struggle to find a name for – again, all existing as one form in isolated quanta packets …… !!!!

I glanced up and out at the three giant Nephilim, and envied them as they continued to observe the amazing events inside The RET from behind their giant shields. I wish I had a shield! With each flash of light, I could see their faces – their eyes were wide and they were grinning wildly now, obviously enjoying the spectacle!!! I remember the briefest of commentaries flashed through my mind: (“Smile you giant freaks! Hope you’re enjoying the show!”)

But I had no time to nurse my irritation for the gawking Nephilim!

The Love Beings continued to expand – and within their impossible, multi-varied concoction of energy forms – greater contexts of meanings began to evolve, layers of intellectual-emotional values – it was endless innovation of that which is perceptible and meaningful, even though many of the meanings that were “sticking” and being entangled to my own energy-consciousness were beyond ordinary knowledge!

While the hyper-multi-dimensional-Mandelbrot-zoom of the Love Beings continued – I felt a sudden jarring connection with my Pepper Friend!

A brilliant bolt of energy connected me with the plant– another sizzling-thick bolt of laser energy shot out from Pepper Friend and connected with the Love Beings! The bolt in turn connected to me –

A PERFECT TRIANGLE!

THE POLYHEDRON OF LOVE HAD BEEN ACHIEVED!

FALSE BLISS CHABLIS WAS NOW AT THE CENTER OF A SCREAMING VORTEXT OF TRIPLE-ENABLED LOVE ENERGY!!!!

SHE WAS REALLY BOILING,MAN!

The Love Beings continued to ratchet up the energy volume!

I tried to hold on! I was aware – as if standing outside myself – that I was screaming!

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH NO!  OH NO!   I … I … I’M ..... STARTING ... TO .... SHIMMMER!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM SHIMMERING!!!  I AM SHIMMERING!!! I AM SHIMMERING!!! I AM SHIMMERING!!! I AM SHIMMERING!!! I AM SHIMMERING!!! I AM SHIMMERING!!!

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I couldn’t take it!

I EJECTED FROM MY ASTRAL/DREAM BODY TO KEN 3.0!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Look at it this way:

My normal self who walks around in the ordinary waking world is Ken.

When I am in the dream/astral world, I am in my dream/astral body – that is Ken 2.0.

But even when you are in your dream body or astral body – you can have an out-of-body experience from that body, too. The famous out-of-body pioneer Robert Monroe speaks of this extensively in his books, “Journeys Out Of Body” and “Far Journeys.”

So when you “eject” from your astral body, you embody yet another form of yourself that is even different yet from all the strange differences of your 2.0 body from your physical body. So to summarize, I was now involved in these events in three embodiments:

Ken
Ken 2.0
Ken 3.0

So under the intense onslaught of the coming forth of the Love Beings, Ken 2.0 was intellectually-emotionally unable to withstand the intensity of their infinite innovation and the brutal difficulty of the shimmering …

… rather than just waking up, as I thought I would, I instead ejected “upward” to the next level and embodied myself as Ken 3.0.

Ken 3.0 was blasted across the room from where the unbelievable energy of the Love Beings, Ken 2.0 and his Pepper Friend were maintaining the Polyhedron of Love, frying False Bliss Chablis in a “pillar of fire” at the center.

Ken 3.0 looked back at Ken 2.0 – and Ken 3.0 might have felt pity as he witnessed Ken 2.0 convulsing and jazzing and shimmering with everything that was going on there …

… But Ken 3.0 suddenly found himself being “sucked” backwards!

Ken 3.0 was not being pushed off by the massive energy emanations of the Polyhedron of Love and the generations of the Love Beings … but rather, he was caught in a field of energy which had gripped him from behind like a magnet, pulling it toward itself …

… Ken 3.0 looked turned around to discover the source of the magnetic pull that had him in his grip.

Oh my!

GULP!

It was the Hallway of Infinity!

Whether I … or I should say he … wanted to go in there or not …

…  Ken 3.0 was going to take an unplanned trip into the Hallway of Infinity!

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BiggerJ
...This is better than television. Had you ever become Ken 3.0 before then, or was that your first time?

Also, out of curiosity, how did you feel toward your friend who accidentally shot you? Did you remain friends with him? And did you ever tell him about the journey he accidentally sent you on?

One more thing - to what degree are you shunned by the people in your town? Are they nasty about it? Are you a social pariah, or just someone who's whispered about?
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Oh, and I forget to ask, do the staff at the RET ever react to these kinds of disruptive shenanigans?
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IronGhost

BiggerJ, on 23 February 2012 - 02:55 AM, said:

...This is better than television. Had you ever become Ken 3.0 before then, or was that your first time?

Also, out of curiosity, how did you feel toward your friend who accidentally shot you? Did you remain friends with him? And did you ever tell him about the journey he accidentally sent you on?

One more thing - to what degree are you shunned by the people in your town? Are they nasty about it? Are you a social pariah, or just someone who's whispered about?

Thank you,BiggerJ.

Ejecting to Ken 3.0 is something I have experienced frequently -- there will be more information on this in the next post.

Unfortunately, my friend who accidentally pulled the trigger that day eventually committed suicide. He was found in the back seat of his car on the shoulder of I-29 in North Dakota with a bullet wound to his head. The police ruled it a suicide, although his family never accepted that. They believed he was murdered. It's a long story, to say the least.

I strove tremendously to let him know after the event that I loved him like a brother, which I did without reservation,and that there was nothing to forgive him for, since it was only an accident,and I know he never intended to shoot me -- which was the truth.

I wasn't able to describe "The Journey" to him, or anyone else, partly because I was too young and unskilled with the higher communication ability one needs to talk about such events that make no sense to others. Whenever I did try to talk about it all, people would quickly shut me up and tell me things like, "You are pumped so full of morphine -- you are temporarily insane. Don't worry, these strange dreams will go away. It's all the drugs they had to give you ... etc."

My family said I talked about "really strange things that made no sense" for about a week. I eventually learned to keep my mouth shut for the sake of getting along in normal society.

As for my position among the local small-town conservative folks today ??  -- Yes, I guess you could say I am somewhat of a pariah (and, yes, someone who is whispered about, certainly. Let's just admit it.)-- but I don't mean that is a completely negative way. But it's best if I keep to myself, for the most part.

Cheers, Bigger!
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