A lot of my time these days is spent working 40-60 hours a week; I don't always have a lot else on my plate, seeing as I've fulfilled all my graduation requirements, however I do meet with my high school counselor now and then. She's been having..."difficulties", with her marriage for a while now, and a couple weeks ago while we were doing our Tuesday lunch thing, we were waiting for the waitor to bring our food out, and she was telling me what's been happening on that lately, and she started crying. I felt really bad, and after we talked about it for a while more she stopped crying and was doing a bit better, but for a moment while we were eating, I had this brief thought, something along the lines of being worried that she'd accidentally mess up something on my transcripts or other paperwork, being in this kind of state. How wrong is that? How much more horrible could I possibly be? I wanted to jab myself with a fork from the table or something, because I mean, she's under a ton of stress with what's going on between her and her husband, and internally she's in some major emotional turmoil. And I'm thinking about a prospective mistake that could probably be fixed with 5 minutes and some whiteout? I feel really guilty...
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