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Nightmare & gift

Posted by White Crane Feather , 28 July 2011 · 88 views

I had a horrible nightmare a few nights ago. I was dreaming that my five year old ws being particular annoying and honrey. We were in a store and he would not stop touching things etc etc. I finally gave him something to look at to ocupy him, but I was not planning in buying it. Then the next thing I new he was tearing the plastic from it. Angry now, I scolded him. Grabed him and put him on this stool for a time out. Here's the deal I had a feeling he was going lurch when I let him go in a fit, I purposely turned away to let him tantrum on his own even if that ment he fell. He did. Landed at an awkward angle on his head. He lay motionless. I charged up to him. His eyes were open, and one if his eyes was filling with blood. My heart droped. I felt like I was going to throw up. I woke up.

Upon wakeing I was relived beyond measure that it was a dream, but still felt sick and vowed to never behave that way in real life. It was not out of character for me to do something like that. It will be now.

I thank the great spirit for allowing to learn lessons like these while dreaming. One must never be angry at children for being children. I already new this. But the image of my little boy on the floor motionless with blood in his eye is burned forever into my head will give me a constant check during frustrating moments.

What a wonderful and powerful gift.




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