My Own Worst Enemy
Posted by Xanthurion2 , 21 August 2013 · 599 views
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Well now you all know just how inconsistent I can be. I said I would write a blog everyday that I wasn't writing something else and I didn't. I haven't written a damn thing since the last blog entry. I failed once again. I keep setting these stupid goals and actually expecting to reach them one day but I'll never get anywhere as long as I am wasting all my time. I don't even know what I do instead of writing. It seems like I wake up and maybe two hours later, I'm going back to sleep. It doesn't make any sense why I can't find thirty minutes out of a day to write or at least think about writing. Maybe one of these days, I can find the time. Because I really want this to work out. I want to be a writer. It seems like the perfect career for me and people seem to like my stories so I guess I have some talent for it. I would love to make it happen. The problem is myself. I am holding myself back from realizing my dream. And I have no idea how to defeat me.