I really hate work. Really a lot. My birthday is soon and I always take off for it even if I don't do anything, but what really irks me is that everytime I try to take a little vacation time I'm always "needed here."
Yet anyone else can just come in one day and say they're gonna be off for a week, and it's no big deal. ...
So my birthday is in about a week. Makes me wonder about some stuff, that I'm just not going to go into.
I don't know what I'm getting, if I get anything at all. This year it's just gonna seem like another day. I don't even really want to acknowledge it, but I guess I'm gonna have to.
Last year was so much better. It'll never be the same again.
Yesterday after the required attention I gave to my father, I was called to a friend's house to help get the liner into their swimming pool. Now I didn't know what I was getting into because the sand that goes under the liner was in no way ready. It had to wet down and packed. Today I feel like my back is breaking.
Ok so yesterday I was half watching tv half staring out the back door, when I heard Rodney the guinea pig start kicking stuff around in his cage. I didn't think much of it cause he does that when he's happy, or pissed at me for something.
I glanced over, and saw him using his food bowl to put his front legs on and look out. I just shook my head...
I saw her today. I can't believe I still feel an electric shock to my heart, and my legs start to shake. I feel like my whole body is gonna shake itself apart. Is it always going to be like this?
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I was sitting here thinking if we'll ever have answers to half this stuff. I'd say one day we'll know what's going on with UFOs. That's just a given. One day humans will reach space farther than the moon and answers will be found.