something that has followed for years, would like to hear opinions
Posted by Vice658 , in demonic, paranormal entity, Uncategorized, spirit, Attached, following 01 November 2013 · 342 views
Alright I suppose I could just get right into this it started back when I was about 7 years old. I was a pretty normal kid then nothing really special but I started having very disturbing dreams that left me with a feeling of insecurity one that stood out was I was in my bathroom next to my room washing my face. I remember looking at the mirror and feeling like somthing was wrong with my reflection then I noticed that it was just staring at me it got worse from there when its mouth tore open to let out this horrible sound and its body caught fire as the skin was peeling off its body it put its hands to the mirror and proceeded to bash its head against the mirror and that is when the mirror began to crack. I remember running to my room and hearing it break through screaming in tongues and banging against my door. I was just a kid and powerless I woke up feeling very scared. It was worse when I went to the bathroom there was dirt everywhere on the mirror like someone just splashed dirty water all over the place. My parents were not helpful back then they just thought I wanted attention. This continued until I was 9 and then things escalated I started to hear horrible things. Sometimes angry whispers at the worst I would hear somthing that sounded like an animal was being brutally killed outside my window. But I didnt see anything then. I heard breathing behind my shower curtain I still remember my dad searching the house with his gun but nothing. Then when I was 10 it peaked at some of the worst experiences I started to feel and see things. I remember being woken up to somthing shaking my arm. I remember my arm was hanging over the side and somthing was pulling me by my arm I pulled and it pulled back and finally it gave and I saw a hand attached to somthing that looked grey holding my hand it had these strange talon like fingers that left a cut on my hand it went away not before letting out a strange deep humming sound. I became fearful of animals I started seeing black emaciated animals outside my window staring at me as they walked by sometimes a cat or a dog or somthing else but they all had this strange blue glue on their eyes it was very bright not normal at all versus somthing like street lights reflecting on their eyes. Back then I was convinced whatever this thing was it was a shape shifter because if I turned away I could hear somthing like the sound of a bone breaking. This all led to me one night being in the kitchen alone everyone was asleep I remember feeling cold and that voice in my head saying you need to leave. I remember feeling like I needed to turn my head and instantly I saw what was wrong my hallway that led to my room was not there it was replaced by a wall of just blackness like a void. There was a mirror at the end of my hall and it was nowhere to be seen. Then I heard it a very low sound that progressivley got louder like a choir of screaming people. I started to hear that bone breaking sound again and it was getting closer and that is when I saw it for the first time. It was very large not fat just a massive body it was crawling on all fours it looked almost like a man but it was not a man its joints were cracking around its grey skin and its eyes had that same eerie blue no pupils but it was staring at me as its head lolled back from side to side breaking as its mouth looked like it had no lips just these black gums with shards for teeth it had black hair that just seemed to be flowing against gravity. I remember it getting closer I was frozen in fear when I ran to grab a knife thinking this can't exist as I went to stab it. With one motion it stood up I was frozen looking up it had to hunch over to look down at me with this horrific smile I tried to say the word god when its talon hand encompassed around my head. I would say I blacked out but I wasn't unconscious I was aware of myself in this darkness surrounded by the sounds of laughter, crying, screaming. I woke up on the floor the next morning to be scolded by my mom. It left me alone for a long time but I always felt like it was behind me or even worse in me. We moved to a different house further away. It wasnt until I was 19 things really picked up again. Most notably voices being heard at the house when I wasnt home. My dad confided in me one day how late at night he woke up to a door slamming and heard me talking to someone so he wakes up but when he gets to the living room noone but the phone was starting to make noises he had never heard before and he started crying went back to his room and prayed he told me. I had a similar experience I was asleep but my friend was woken up to what he had thought was me yelling at my dad. He went to my room to ask what had happened but obviously I was confused when he woke me up. I later confided in my friend in my experiences my friend mocked this entity I remember telling him that it isn't safe to mock it I think it will be angry with you. The next day I got a call from my friend who was in tears saying that he was being followed by a cat on his way home from work and that it was staring at him outside his window. He asked me what he had to do. I told him that its feeding off your emotions and that religious text or symbols just provoke it more. I came over he was pretty shooken up and had said that it left before I came but not before banging on the roof. I am 25 now and haven't had any real experiences for maybe2 years now. I am always cautious and aware of my surroundings. I still get warning flags at certain places like as if I was just giving it another bread trail I stopped drawing it because I felt like that in itself was like opening a doorway. I do not know its name whenever it did speak it sounded like a bunch of voices ringing in my brain. As a kid I simply referred to it as "Other" I am wondering opinions on some things feel free to ask questions I will answer as best as possible.