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Ok so right off the bat I wanna say that I don't drink, never have never will.
For personal reasons which only a select few of my friends know about.

But seeing as I have never been drunk I'am only a outsider looking in, so my question to to those who are "in" is this.

Why is there such a compulsion for getting drunk? It from my perspective is a horrible waste of life and cognitive ability.It makes you do things you wouldn't do sober, why is that a good thing? If you have to be under the influence of a drug to do something it's safe to say you shouldn't be doing it. I unfortunatly don't have any friends who don't drink at this point in my life, and to hear them talk about it pisses me off, why is it fair for me to sit and watch them destroy their lives? I have very few people in my life that I care about, they know exactly why I don't drink(I realize they don't push it on me, ad I thank them for it) but why don't they see the dark ahead of them? I'm afraid to tell a few of tem they have drinking problems because I wouldn;t want to hurt their feelings.I ca understand they do it cause it feels good, but they also d it to cloud pain instead of dealing with it.

I fear my time to help these people is running thin, I want to do the right thing, but I don't think I can if that means sitting and watching, there has to be another way.

After all this time of asking questions
Of trying to find something to quiet this soul,
I’m left alone within my mind
Into this self-made hell I dwell.
It’s not as hot as you think,
More so dark and cold with no room to breathe.

I’m sorry, I don’t think it’s gonna to be ok this time.
My heart has skipped its final beat, (it’s beating me down)
Onto the floor. That must mean that the pills are working.
The glass isn’t half empty this time,
I smashed it on the ground a long long time ago.
It shattered when it fell,
And I broke the pieces (Each shard’s another reason),
Another way to give up.

This skin is so tight (so tight)
That the air (the air)
Can’t reach my brain (my brain).
There is nothing telling my heart to beat any faster,
To let me scream for help.

I’m sorry, I don’t think it’s gonna to be ok this time.
My heart has skipped its final beat, (it’s beating me down)
Onto the floor. That must mean that the pills are working.
The glass isn’t half empty this time,
I smashed it on the ground a long long time ago.
It shattered when it fell,
And I broke to pieces (Each shard’s another reason),
Another way to give up.

I will never give up.
I will never take the easy way out.
I will never give up.
I will never take the easy way out.

The glass isn’t half empty this time,
I smashed it on the ground a long long time ago.
It shattered when it fell,
And I broke to pieces (Each shard’s another reason),
Another way to give up.

This is (This is life).
This is (This is struggle).
This is (This is love).
This is (This is war).
This is (This is life).
This is (This is struggle).
This is (This is love).
This is (This is war).

So much to say so little time for me, to explain the way I feel
You only see, things the way you want to see them
It makes sense to you all these things you do
You’ve got it all figured out while everyone is confused
How do you do it? (how do it?)
In your mind I'm just blind
You're right all of the time
If I think for myself, I guess I'm way out of line
I'm not who you are
I'm so sorry (im so sorry)

chorus:
I can't do anything right (right)
You don't know me, stay out of my life (life)
Kick me while I'm down, I want you to
I can't be like you
Don't want to be like you

I can't do anything right
You don't know me, stay out of my life
Kick me while I'm down, I want you to
I can't be like you
Be like you

No matter what I do it's never good enough
I give all that is me; still it's never enough
So, why try? I give up.
What does it feel like to be in your shoes
And walk over everyone like you do?
Tear me down again, I want you to. (want you to)
You're lovely, so beautiful and
You're perfect in every way.
Your interior rusted and I'm so disgusted
Can't trust it. You're busted.

chorus:
I can't do anything right
You don't know me, stay out of my life
Kick me while I'm down, I want you to
I can't be like you
Don't want to be like you

I can't do anything right
You don't know me, stay out of my life
Kick me while I'm down, I want you to
I can't be like you
Be like you

I can't do anything right (repeat)

Is that it?

Ok so school has been very boring these last few weeks so me and an unidentified friend have decided to make it much more interesting.
On school property outside by the bus stop there is onceof those portable signsthat advertise events and such.
Me and him decided we would go and change it to someting funny.
The sign had originally said "Boating Safety Course"
So we pondered and finally came up with
Anus Safety.
We took our pictures beside it and went on our marry way.
Then as we went back to class a teacher(who is such a kid at heart) saw the sign and gave us congrats on the handy work, he then told us that it would be an incredible feat to g and change the mcdonalds sign(he was jokin of course) so we said we were going to scout it out and he let us leave class.The sign read simply"New Philly Cheese Steak Sandwich"
So after figuring out how to get up ther to change it(boosting him) we took down the letters we didn;t want and made the sign say.
New Philly Cheese Dick"
We all took pictures again and had a good laugh.
The next day we came back to school to find our Anus Safety had been destroyed, we vowed to make the other side of the sign that said exactly the same thing(Boating Safety Course) say something so vulgar it would disgust anyone who saw it.
Now we are no amateurs we made it so that only the letters we wanted to be seen were visible and slid the others out(keep in mind the was a steel wire grid over top of this that made our job difficult and our hands bloody) with much work we finally(in broad daylight) made the sign say.
"I Ate A Fetus"
We all took pictures and such and laughed heartily.
If the sign is tere tomorrow we have a few more tricks up our sleeves that are t vulgar to say here.

The pics will be posted on here once i get the from my phone to my online album.

Sweet berries ready for two ghosts are no different than you.
Ghosts are now waiting for you.
Are you...
Sweet berries ready for two ghosts are no different than you.
Ghosts are now waiting for you.
Are you...
Dreaming! Dreaming the night! Dreaming all right!

Do we! Do we know, when we FLY?
When we, when we go
Do we die?

Sweet berries ready for two ghosts are no different than you.
Ghosts are now waiting for you.
Are you...
Sweet berries ready for two ghosts are no different than you.
Ghosts are now waiting for you.
Are you...
Dreaming! Dreaming the night! Dreaming all right!

Do we! Do we know, when we FLY?
When we, when we go
Do we die

LALALALALALLALAALALALALALAALALALALA

Do we, do we know
When we fly
When we, when we go
Do we die

Are you kidding me! Phil Mickleson wins again.
2nd green jacket for him, amazing round of golf today with oinly bogey on the last hole but it doesn;t matter after pulling out a 2 shot win wth a final round 69.

Well tomorrow marks the day of the best golf tournament of te year.The Masters.
The 1st of 4 major championships and the only tournament to play on the same course every year.
Agusta National.
Probably the nicest course you will ever play in your life.
Big names in the feild tomorrow
Tiger Woods
Phil Mickleson(My Boy)
Retief Goosen
Vjay Singh.
Mike Weir(Canadian Boy)

Hopefully i'll see Mickleson on top again like he was in 04, but as long as he makes it to sunday i'll be happy.

Ok so monday marks the first official day of spring break, and i couldn;t be more excited.

Sunday morning at 7:15 a.m the old Winnipeg Areana will be imploded t make room for a new sector of Polo Park shopping mall.I'a very sad to see the old Barn(as we call it) go down, it has so many good memories for me.(R.I.P Jets)
Anyway i will be fimling it and hopeflly if everything fgoes well and it looks good i will postit here for all to see.

Ok so recently i've been going to see an improv show at a church called Pullford in osbourne village.
The show is calld crumbs and all it is is two guys
Lee White & Steve Sim.
These guys will take one suggeston from the audience and start making a story around it that goes for around an hour.
It's hillarious so of thethings they come up with, like last saturday they ended up killing Mick Jagger before his show at the Fargo Dome and ended up playing puppeteir and made him do he show anyways.
Sometimes they get pretty risque a few shows ago they did a Racist dead baby show(don;t ask) but it was funny as hell, but anyway tis weekend their performing at the Gas Station Theatre to raise money for their anuall trip to Berlin where they do 5 weeks of improv.
So if your in the winnipeg or Berlin area soon i'd really recoment checking these guys out.

Crumbs!