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Uphill climb

Posted by markdohle , 30 November 2012 · 224 views

Uphill climb


I have come to the conclusion that there are aspects of myself that will always be a tad wild and out of control.  Over long years of hit and miss I have come to the realization that all I can do is love those little devils and stop fighting them.  I just offer them to the Lord and they seem to quiet down a bit.  I suppose we all have thorns in our side that keeps us seeking inner balance.  Maybe they are needed.  There are times when I panic, then I look to the Lord and say, well here I go again, glad I can offer this to you. Whatever is good comes from you, your gift to me, well, all I have to offer is my struggle, inner pain, and my unbelief and doubt....and to my surprise, always, you take them and heal me just a little more.  Trust is getting easier, though still an uphill climb.