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Posted by markdohle , 16 December 2012 · 305 views

I am violent.  I have strong inner images that suggest that I fight, overcome my enemies with force and as well as overcome the rights of others so that I can get what I want.  I am also a man who has compassion and love for others and am a care giver by trade.  I am both angel and beast, perhaps we all are.  I believe for anyone to be just a decent everyday human being takes a great deal of inner balance, self knowledge and discipline.  We do it so often that this reality can be overlooked.  

Violent games and movies are loved my men.  I love them, know they are fantasy, but they are in fact violent.  Men are war like, we are built to fight, to protect, to attack as well.  This of course works against us, this instinct to fight and overcome others.  Wars are the outcome of this inner war forced out upon others.

Women can be violent as well.  The very best of us has an inner beast, as well as an inner reptile that we all need to deal with.  For some, I consider myself one of those, we may need to be more aware to simply keep this inner 'self' under control.  Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde  a story based on fact, not fantasy.  Two sides, two faces, two ways to do things….We are divided, at war with ourselves, well many of us are.

I do agree however that if those entities that exist just to make money, would consider the long term effects their games, drugs and foods have on our society it may help things a bit.  We are part of our culture, all of us; none of us are free from the influences of TV, mags, internet and our friends.  

We are sinners, we miss the mark, we are yet fully human.......perhaps mostly beast at this junction of our evolution.  Yet I have hope, for most people struggle like I do just to make it through the day and to hopefully make this world a better place.  I think this is God’s grace at work in all of our lives, a part and parcel of all existence.






dlonewolf85
Dec 17 2012 06:08 AM
I think you're right, not just in the philosophical sense but also from a psychological perspective. The Id and the Superego are nothing but our very own personal demon and angel. But neither of the two can be judged as being 'good' or 'evil'. Atleast that's how I see it. Too much goodness can stagnate a human being and too much violence destroys the individual. By that, I don't speak of the positives and the negatives out there in the world, but that which is present within each of us. The struggle that you speak of, this inner fight, is the friction that is needed by man to move forward towards maturity. I see it as being perfectly natural. However, I wouldn't say we're all sinners or that it's all just some divine work of a god. I don't believe in all that. But that being said, I agree with you, though I speak a different language.

Good read like always Mark. Take care man.
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Dont let your doctor give you SSRI's please. I assume that was more poetic then truthsaying.
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dlonewolf85, on 17 December 2012 - 06:08 AM, said:

I think you're right, not just in the philosophical sense but also from a psychological perspective. The Id and the Superego are nothing but our very own personal demon and angel. But neither of the two can be judged as being 'good' or 'evil'. Atleast that's how I see it. Too much goodness can stagnate a human being and too much violence destroys the individual. By that, I don't speak of the positives and the negatives out there in the world, but that which is present within each of us. The struggle that you speak of, this inner fight, is the friction that is needed by man to move forward towards maturity. I see it as being perfectly natural. However, I wouldn't say we're all sinners or that it's all just some divine work of a god. I don't believe in all that. But that being said, I agree with you, though I speak a different language.

Good read like always Mark. Take care man.

Thank you, you understand what I mean, perhaps most do.  Yes our perspective does leads us to use different language.

Peace
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AsteroidX, on 17 December 2012 - 09:01 AM, said:

Dont let your doctor give you SSRI's please. I assume that was more poetic then truthsaying.

LOL, don't worry I won't.  Thanks for reading.  Poetry seems to be very pointed, focused in ways that simple writing cannot be.

peace
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