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#1    smokedog

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Posted 25 November 2012 - 08:24 PM

like most people i'm going through a lot of crap in my life right now. it doesn't matter what i'm doing i feel fine like i can deal with the issues until i get home. the second i'm in the door the urge to harm myself is immence. i know the place is "haunted" the spirit has been with me since childhood, everyone who i have ever lived with has claimed to see him and feel his presence. fred as i call him has always kept an eye on things if that makes sense, will watch visitors until he's sure about them has always been helpful. but someone i live with is scared of him so on their behalf i asked fred if he could go stay in the camper instead. after that the person i live with has seen or heard nothing and yet the second i'm in the door the images of the various ways i could kill myself flood through my head. death doesn't scare me it happens to us all but the feelings i get when i get home really has me worried. i'm a big strong guy but i don't know if i can stay this strong for much longer. can anyone help?.. and moving is NOT an option at this point.


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Posted 25 November 2012 - 08:36 PM

View Postsmokedog, on 25 November 2012 - 08:24 PM, said:

like most people i'm going through a lot of crap in my life right now. it doesn't matter what i'm doing i feel fine like i can deal with the issues until i get home. the second i'm in the door the urge to harm myself is immence. i know the place is "haunted" the spirit has been with me since childhood, everyone who i have ever lived with has claimed to see him and feel his presence. fred as i call him has always kept an eye on things if that makes sense, will watch visitors until he's sure about them has always been helpful. but someone i live with is scared of him so on their behalf i asked fred if he could go stay in the camper instead. after that the person i live with has seen or heard nothing and yet the second i'm in the door the images of the various ways i could kill myself flood through my head. death doesn't scare me it happens to us all but the feelings i get when i get home really has me worried. i'm a big strong guy but i don't know if i can stay this strong for much longer. can anyone help?.. and moving is NOT an option at this point.
you know what?
if all this crap was happening to me moving would be the number one option.
the fact that you state this emphatically even though you claim all this paranormal stuff is happening that you cannot control and is affecting your ability to rationalize (feel like hurting yourself every time you go home???) tells me you are not being truthful.

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Posted 25 November 2012 - 08:44 PM

i am being 100% truthful. what point is there in lying and making myself look weak? i simply can't move because i cannot afford to move if u must know. and i'm not sure it's the house anyway. when i asked fred to leave the feelings started that day. believe me i would much rather have this be some mental problem then my reality.


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Posted 25 November 2012 - 08:46 PM

View Postsmokedog, on 25 November 2012 - 08:44 PM, said:

i am being 100% truthful. what point is there in lying and making myself look weak? i simply can't move because i cannot afford to move if u must know. and i'm not sure it's the house anyway. when i asked fred to leave the feelings started that day. believe me i would much rather have this be some mental problem then my reality.
if this is so, have you made an effort to see a professional about this problem?

edit to add:
seems to me that if you are in danger of hurting yourself (due to unseen forces) you cannot afford NOT to move

Edited by JGirl, 25 November 2012 - 08:47 PM.

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Posted 25 November 2012 - 08:59 PM

i have tried to seek help but once i get to the appointment my head is clear i can think straight and i have no harmful thoughts. being what i always thought as a rational person i would see no point in blowing the little money i have on a headshrinker when i can pay my light bill instead. had the electric company by to test the wires and stuff make sure nothing simple like that is the problem. fred has been with me for almost 25 years now and not once have i ever asked him to leave me alone i always felt "safe". now it seems like the place i grew up in my childhood home (where i currently live) i'm not safe..wtf?


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Posted 25 November 2012 - 09:03 PM

i'm on this site almost eveyday altho this is my first post i'm not one of those "lets make up a story and see what happens" kinda people. i served my country, i know fear, can handle most issues without blinking but this really scares me

Edited by smokedog, 25 November 2012 - 09:04 PM.


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Posted 25 November 2012 - 09:08 PM

whats the history of fred and why did you ask him to leave in the first place?
i can understand why i wouldnt want a spirit in my house but just wanted to hear your perspective for more info.

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Posted 25 November 2012 - 09:29 PM

If you only have these feelings in the home,it,can be somehow home is associated with sadness and hopeless ness for you,OR ,something is there influencing you .
For the former ,you need to search yourself ,and see if this is true ,and just be above it ,or go talk to someone about it .

If its the latter ,cleanse the home ,or move .

Edited by Simbi Laveau, 25 November 2012 - 09:30 PM.

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Posted 25 November 2012 - 09:30 PM

from what my mom tells me fred came from the house my step-grandma's brothers and sister lived in when i was young (5 or 6). it was an old old house even back then. we used to go and visit and stayed the night a few times. i slept in the attic which was converted to a bedroom. ma says she would come check on me and i would be laughing and playing with someone altho i remember nothing about this. after one of the uncles died in the house the only time we went back was to help clear it out. i was 13. mom and dad reminded me about fred as a joke and i being skeptic at that time invited my friend home with us just playing around. well he came. and has been with me ever since. aunts uncles friends gf's my ex fiancee my kids everyone who has spent any decent amount of time over here has seen him. my sister had some problems growing up acted up a lot and everytime she would try and do something to me something twice as worse would happen to her. i asked fred to leave cause my roommate was getting scared.. he tends to stand in the doorway at night and "watch u sleep" as she puts it.he has never harmed anyone and i always took it as he was just keeping an eye out on me on us.


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Posted 25 November 2012 - 09:35 PM

two of your statements:

"i have tried to seek help but once i get to the appointment my head is clear i can think straight and i have no harmful thoughts. being what i always thought as a rational person i would see no point in blowing the little money i have on a headshrinker when i can pay my light bill instead"

"i served my country, i know fear, can handle most issues without blinking but this really scares me"

do you see what's wrong here?

Edited by JGirl, 25 November 2012 - 09:36 PM.

Posted Image.. but as for this house of cards you are building..  a butterfly fart would knock it down.


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Posted 25 November 2012 - 09:36 PM

It sounds like Fred was protecting the house .Something else is giving you the bad images .Ask Fred to come back,and just not reveal himself to your frightened party .

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Posted 25 November 2012 - 09:38 PM

View Postsmokedog, on 25 November 2012 - 08:24 PM, said:

like most people i'm going through a lot of crap in my life right now. it doesn't matter what i'm doing i feel fine like i can deal with the issues until i get home. the second i'm in the door the urge to harm myself is immence. i know the place is "haunted" the spirit has been with me since childhood, everyone who i have ever lived with has claimed to see him and feel his presence. fred as i call him has always kept an eye on things if that makes sense, will watch visitors until he's sure about them has always been helpful. but someone i live with is scared of him so on their behalf i asked fred if he could go stay in the camper instead. after that the person i live with has seen or heard nothing and yet the second i'm in the door the images of the various ways i could kill myself flood through my head. death doesn't scare me it happens to us all but the feelings i get when i get home really has me worried. i'm a big strong guy but i don't know if i can stay this strong for much longer. can anyone help?.. and moving is NOT an option at this point.
if it gets that bad, why can`t you go and stay in the camper. I know I would if being in the house made me suicidal, and see if living away from the house makes you feel any different.

Edited by freetoroam, 25 November 2012 - 09:40 PM.

In an ideal World a law would be passed were NO guns were allowed and all those out there destroyed, trouble is the law makers are not going to take a risk of trying to pass that without making sure they are armed first.

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Posted 25 November 2012 - 09:48 PM

maybe you could apoligise to fred

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Posted 25 November 2012 - 09:49 PM

free- the camper is actually a piece of junk that i'm fixing. i would freeze my butt off if i stayed in there.
simbi- i have thought about this lots of times. but i made a promise to a friend that i would do what they asked and my morals the values instilled in me growing up won't let me go behind her back and do this, she is very scared of him for some reason.
JGirl- i fail to see ur point.. my service had nothing to do with this. i don't have ptsd i'm a fully functioning hard working hard studying person.


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Posted 25 November 2012 - 10:00 PM

View Postsmokedog, on 25 November 2012 - 09:49 PM, said:

free- the camper is actually a piece of junk that i'm fixing. i would freeze my butt off if i stayed in there.
simbi- i have thought about this lots of times. but i made a promise to a friend that i would do what they asked and my morals the values instilled in me growing up won't let me go behind her back and do this, she is very scared of him for some reason.
JGirl- i fail to see ur point.. my service had nothing to do with this. i don't have ptsd i'm a fully functioning hard working hard studying person.
i didn't suggest your service has anything to do with it.
those two statements contradict one another. that is what i'm pointing out.

Posted Image.. but as for this house of cards you are building..  a butterfly fart would knock it down.





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