xcvtreyy Posted February 21, 2005 #1 Share Posted February 21, 2005 My name is Laysaw Thawching. I have something to reveal, kind of, but I amn't sure I have the right forum. I don't think this post will send, and I'm typing in vain, but it will be some perfectly logical freak occurrence that perturbs the natural course of my life. I'm on the verge of insanity because someone - or something - has taken control of my life to such a degree that I can't even tell what's real or not anymore. I'm not sure how much of my life is being manipulated by this seemingly all-seeing power. Every day I wake up thinking "This can't be happening, it's ridiculous." but then a ridiculous coincidence or unimaginable disaster throws a brick through the window of my mind. They're trying to keep me barely alive, just able to function enough to keep the joke going or complete the experiment. I don't yet know who they are, but I think they're paying most - if not all the people I know and regularly see - to perpetuate whatever twisted game I'm involved in. I am convinced that this "manipulator" is either able to read my thoughts, see through my eyes, or has set hidden cameras throughout the places I frequent. To illustrate from whence I'm drawing this conclusion an example should go: if I Ok, here's an example: I'm trying to THIMNK of an example and everytime I get close to conception in my mind it just blurs over and I forget what I'm thinking! Clearly the force that has control of my life is not only able to read my thoughts, but also control my mind (at least to some degree) as I had speculated. This explains exactly why everyone's been acting so weird around me, not because they're being directed to (although they're still being directed), they're adlibbing it. It's because the things I make say no sense ****. I didn't INTEND to write that, WANT to write that or even REMEMBER ****ing writing it, but now that it's there I feel compelled to leave it. When things like that happen to me biminutely it's no wonder people are reacting so weird. They can justify it. Not that it matters now that I know, I know it's a facade! My 'friends' now even have to act their genuine emotions, how sad. I just wish I knew how deep this went - who's watching, who's being watched, who's not part of the scheme, is it actually 2005? Essentially, I posted here because I think that this conspiracy may be operating at a divine level. The crazy mind-blowing coincidences and phenomenol 'convenience' of the timing of the things that happen in my life could only be orchestrated by an international scale conspiracy stystem or something else. Can anyone think of a way I can escape this tragic circumstance? I'm writing this in the vain hope it will send and that your replies won't be schematised ot fit in perfectly destructively in the calamity that's my life. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chris_com28 Posted February 21, 2005 #2 Share Posted February 21, 2005 It seems to me that you just have a mental problem. Do to your doctor and have yourself checked out. You may just be extremely paranoid. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Good Ol Skeptico Posted February 21, 2005 #3 Share Posted February 21, 2005 Well, my life can be a calamity too! Sometimes I feel like I'm in a divine comedy in which God flings me around into one humorous situation after another! The thing is, NEVER take life seriously. The more you do, the less you'll enjoy it! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stellar Posted February 21, 2005 #4 Share Posted February 21, 2005 It seems to me that you just have a mental problem. Do to your doctor and have yourself checked out. You may just be extremely paranoid. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mad Manfred Posted February 21, 2005 #5 Share Posted February 21, 2005 Yay. Another attention seeking thirteen year old. *picks up a broom* Shoo! SHOO! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Magikman Posted February 21, 2005 #6 Share Posted February 21, 2005 I"m sorry, but this is just too silly for words. xcvtreyy, find a way to censor the obscenities, usually the 'back' button works wonders. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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