Wanting to understand my abilities

[Ricebubble]

It started with thinking déjà vu was linked to dreams, sometimes I'd wake thinking my dream was different yet it was just bits of a usual day n boring really then déjà vu brings back that dream.

A few years ago I dreMt my landlord died and I didn't pay rent for weeks as he used to come collect it. I told my partner and best friend and we had a giggle. Then it happened for six weeks I didn't pay rent until I found he had died, same night I had dream.

I started having a lot of dreams that came true from people dying to surgeries, etc and my partner and I who I tell everything started to look into spiritual stuff. I had already had experiences with spirits and my house that we lived in had a mischievous spirit who would move things etc. my best friends fb committed suicide and always comes to pass on I love us every now and then. Which I freaked out at the first two times lol.

I feel spirits, coldness in spots. In my current house when I feel a spirit around or see one I go to my kitchen and the lights will not go on at all..it happens a lot between 11pm- 12am.

I got into collecting crystals and tarot reading. Meditation helps my focus. My readings were so spot on.

Then about a yr ago I started knowing things I shouldn't. I can read people, I see clips of their past, know names of loved ones, I've written down stuff that relates to people such as dates and people who have past, and even a shop name that someone immigrated in decades ago. I've been doing this for a year and have been very accurate and recently I've been seeing a few future clips and knowing or feeling that things aren't right.

I met a man who was my best friends friend and got a dreadful feeling, didn't want him to be near my kids and felt yuck around him. I told my friend I was sure he was a peodophile, and not to have him near my kids and turned out a yr or so later that he had kiddie porn on his phone n stuff...ewww that made my spine tingle.

I think there's more but that will do for now, I have carpal tunnel and hand hurts at the moment from typing

[Scrunchkruckets]

i know what you are.....a mushroom... heee only jokin x

[Ricebubble]

I also feel others emotions and my moods can change with the mood of a room or person (I've also been diagnosed bipolar) if I look into a persons eyes I can feel their emotions and hurt and it's very strong.

[Davros of Skaro]

What is my birth sign?

[XenoFish]

Keep meditating, keep a dream journal, a daily journal, and listen to your intuition.

[_Only]

I can't explain it to you, but I've also had a dream only once of something that would happen months later. I had a dream I went with my friend to some guy's house (who I didn't even know yet) in his truck (was a few minutes away, he said). When we got there he gave us a tour, room by room.

Months later, I took this same tour with that man (who I had now met) and my friend, same rooms. But the odd thing, and part that lets me remember it was a dream, were the striking differences, though all else was the same. In the dream, it was a few minutes away and we drove in the man's truck there. In real life, months later, it was 2 states over, and my friend and I arrived by U-Haul we drove. Also, 2 things were different in his house. In the dream, the bathroom window wasn't set in the pane yet, and was just lying below it leaning against the wall. In real life, it was set and normal. And in my friends room in the dream, all of his stereo equipment was lying on the floor. In real life months later, he had left all of that home here in California.

Unlike you, this has only happened once for me, but it's enough to let me know what you feel like having dreams like this. I can in no way explain it, though.

[Blue Star]

Ricebubble, Is there a question in this or are you just wanting to share your experiences?

[Beany]

I often see those video clips running in my mind when I'm with someone. When it first started happening I was able to verify their accuracy, so learned to trust it. But in the process of verification I upset or disturbed a number of people who couldn't understand how or why I knew they things I did, and often things came up, i.e. molestation or rape or abuse, that the individual was not ready to talk about and didn't want to be reminded of. A couple of people actually became physically ill. So now I just watch the videos, keep my mouth shut about what I'm seeing, and look for ways to use the information that will support them and help them heal, often by gently steering the conversation in a way that creates a space for them to step into and talk about their issues if they choose to. But at the very least, and this is no small thing, it allows me to bring compassion and understanding to the situation, and leave judgment behind, and sometimes this is all that is needed for healing to begin. It doesn't seem like much, but it is something that some people have never experienced, sadly, especially the ability to apply it to themselves.

[sea-dove]

What is my birth sign?

ARIES ...

haha.. I have a one in 12 chance of getting that right.

[sea-dove]

Hi there

Im curious about what you are wanting to understand about your abilities exactly? anything specific?

I had already had experiences with spirits and my house that we lived in had a mischievous spirit who would move things etc.

Do take care. A house clearing would of been a very good idea when you get something like that in your house. I was still a teen when I moved into a house in which had what I believed at first was a mischievous spirit... I even gave him a name (I think I called him harry) and used to laugh at the tricks and the hiding of objects he used to do (he was very frustrating but I never let him bother me at that point).. but it turned out that this spirit wasnt as I thought.. he was actually a DEMON!! and the darkest being Ive ever felt yet. (he some how hid his energy from me so I just thought he was a normal mischievouis spirit). Ive since experienced a few other different demons but nothing like the darkness of that one in that house!! sheer evil. Incubuses and an ancient powerful demon who tried to kill me felt like light spirits compared to that other!

I wont share my whole story about the so called at first mischievous spirit, as it would really creep you out..but I could of been really hurt by that demon. Do take care.

Edited March 21, 2014 by sea-dove

[Ricebubble]

Thanks sea do e I thought there'd be no harm with a mischievous ghost I sure will cleanse my house. I'm feeling really drained after a reading with a new girl I met on Friday, she has a lot of negative energy I've cleansed my crystals must cleanse myself. Any tips on best easiest self cleansing??

I often see those video clips running in my mind when I'm with someone. When it first started happening I was able to verify their accuracy, so learned to trust it. But in the process of verification I upset or disturbed a number of people who couldn't understand how or why I knew they things I did, and often things came up, i.e. molestation or rape or abuse, that the individual was not ready to talk about and didn't want to be reminded of. A couple of people actually became physically ill. So now I just watch the videos, keep my mouth shut about what I'm seeing, and look for ways to use the information that will support them and help them heal, often by gently steering the conversation in a way that creates a space for them to step into and talk about their issues if they choose to. But at the very least, and this is no small thing, it allows me to bring compassion and understanding to the situation, and leave judgment behind, and sometimes this is all that is needed for healing to begin. It doesn't seem like much, but it is something that some people have never experienced, sadly, especially the ability to apply it to themselves.

Yes I have too found that sometimes people are not ready for the information. So what do we do wait til they ask??

[sea-dove]

" I'm feeling really drained after a reading with a new girl I met on Friday, she has a lot of negative energy".

Have you cut the connection. the energetic links/cord (or whatever you wish to call it) between you both which would of formed while you were reading her?

"Any tips on best easiest self cleansing??"

Just like crystals can be cleansed in salt.. it works quite well for people too. The easiest way I find is to just go and have an auric cleansing bath and laze around there. This will help clear aura. I usually use 1kg of cheap salt (table salt will do) and 250g of bicarb soda (this is also called baking soda) (some people use less salt, I probably over kill). Spend 20mins in this bath and you will find it really helps take away the ickiness and contamination from being linked with the other. This is also a good thing to do once a week just to clear from the stuff we pick up in just daily life.

I always say a quick prayer too before doing anything which involves psychic connection to another.. best to be safe then end up sorry. Being in just love and light alone with making sure no bad karma is done (something I once thought was enough to protect a person but I found out I was wrong the hard way!) ..one can still run into trouble..... so I ask now that what I do will be in the highest good of all and ask for protection before working with/on others before I link with them.

"Yes I have too found that sometimes people are not ready for the information. So what do we do wait til they ask??"

Always go by how you feel inside. If you get info on someone you arent sure about giving them.. try to feel it out.. ask yourself does it feel innerly right or not to share it? Just cause one knows something about someone, doesnt necessarily mean we are supposed to say it.

Sometimes something can also be put tactfully to someone.. not quite saying exactly what one is picking up but enough that they can be given the message they need to hear and take action on it. eg I had a soul mate over from England and he'd planned to go to Indonesia on the way home and stay there. I had a dreadful feel about that, I actually thought he'd die if he went there so I was really freaked out over what I was feeling.. I dont think I ever told him it would probably be his death if he went but what I did told him was I had a very "bad feeling" about it told him "something bad would happen to him" and begged him not to go there, begged him to fly straight back to England and miss his Indonesian surfing holiday there (he's a surfer).

Fortunately he knew me well and knew to trust me to listen. So he cancelled his plans (it was something he'd been looking forward to doing for a very long time to). Lucky he did as he would of been there when the big boxing day Tsumani hit. He would of been staying by a place by the surf beach and would of been out there in the water every day. He would of died. (He thanked me for his life after that happened and those thousands of people got killed)

Anyway.. Im just using my example as an example of how we can say something without really freaking out another but still have them heed a message.