Ok, where to start.....
You ask if you are a strange human being?
You want to know if anyone else has 24/7 energy coming from their hands?
You want someone to talk to about it, face to face?
You want to know if you're a healer....Have I missed anything out???
Ok,
Northender,
I hope you hear me when I say, as isolated, alone or strange as you seem, to feel you are in London, you are not. Truly.
I'd go as far as to say that, anyone that is a human being on this globe today and does not have some degree of registration of chi/ki, energy flowing through them, some sort of sensitivity, healing awareness. Is actually the one who is strange, not you. Ok Northender
What you are sensing is normal.
Are you a healer?
It is not for me to dictate yet, we all have the potential to be. You may well be or you may well be on the road to becoming one.
This is up to you.
Yet, as any healer worth their salt knows,
The first principle is, 'Do no harm'.
I 'd say the second is,
'Physician, heal thyself'. As a first tenant towards becoming a healer. Start's in ernest with oneself.
Yes, I have energy as and when I wish for it to heal, use in sensing and so forth, 24/7.
You will find many to talk to about this here but as for face to face, believe me..... In london too.
I used to live in London and whilst it is, on the surface, in many ways as you describe. There are also many good people, who are spiritual and exercise within the healing arts and practises.
Some practises that will help your skills and management of you skills are as follows;
Reiki, Thai chi...... As 'With Bells On' has said before me, chi kung of which there are many spellings, Kundalini yoga and other forms of yoga if you prefer, meditation, breathing techniques and many, many more.....All, I may add I practised whilst living in London. So, I know they are there. Perhaps you could search more?
Hope this helps.