It doesn't look like life has been easy on you but somehow you've come out of it with more clarity. You have a good amount of intuition too. Doesn't look like you've always listened to it though. I'm seeing a man in spirit around you, he doesn't look much older than you but there is a protective feeling to him, like he protected you in life and still is. There is almost a fatherly feeling to him, I suspect he was someone in your family, older brother or even father or grandfather, they can appear as any age, most of the time it's the age that they passed at. There is something about his nose too, is keeps changing shape, it's the only feature I can make out besides very dark heavy eyebrows. The nose changing shape could be a metaphor for being nosy at times or that there was something wrong with his nose.
I'm seeing that there is still love in your marriage and you are both still trying to work it out. I could be wrong but it looks like you have been together for a very long time or at least knew each other for a long time. I suspect you will work it out, it feels like it's money stress mixed with a bit of getting older and your bodies changing that are the real problems here and everything else is secondary. Get to the root of the problem and everything else will fall in line.
Oh, this is a terrible time for finances for everyone. It looks like at least one of you are working but BUT there is a problem with that work too, looks like someone is just waiting to snap that job right out of the hands holding it. Unless one of you work with alligators, which is really far fetched... Things will get better but not tomorrow. I'm feeling that working out of your home might be an answer for one of you, turning a hobby in to a paying job or service? This has great possibilities!!
Let me know if I connected with you please.
Leah - You are so inslghtful! The male spirit you see is most likely my father, who passed away last year. He had a big nose. But, also funny you used the word "almost" protective because even though he loved me, he was very much a narcissist, so he was mostly in love with himself. In spite of the way he was in life, I miss terribly, and I'm glad you said he's around me.
Don't know about his eyebrows though - they were bushy but he was gray and had light hair younger. My husband is the one with the dark bushy brows...
Oh, the alligator reference! Not alligators, per se, but maybe sharks?? My work involves dealing with attorneys a lot, and I have come to look at them as "sharks."
The marriage stuff - it's true we've been together for a long time, but it's not all money and body changing either. I know i made a mistake marrying him in the first place. He wants to keep it going, but I've grown up and see the reality now. HIs values differ vastly from mine is the probably the root of the problem, not sure if that can be fixed/changed.
Thank you so much, Leah!!