My Realizations

[paranormalguy]

To start, I want to explain something. Growing up my Grandfather was a huge inspiration to me, and He has got a very unique mind. The best way that I can describe him would be having an Abstract mind in the most Rigid way possible. Now he 'raised' me as a thinker, rationalizer, questioner and 'creater'. On the other hand my Mother raised me to be a 'Knower', I went to a private school and was tought to know things. I was programmed to want to know things, learn things, and then know things. So I had very conflicting ideas as a child, with two contrasting 'formats'. My 'rig/stract' side was wondering, 'what ifing', tearing things apart and putting them back together... while my 'knowing' side was trying to take things as they were and find a place in MY mind for them. I'm not sure if you picked this up, but neither of my inspirational figures tought me to live... that part was oddly enough filled in by my dog. Scruffy played, fought, did everything the rest of my family didn't.

All that should hopefully explain how I came to figure out what I have figured out, which really doesn't take a conflicting mind to figure out, and that is how people are living now adays. There is so much negativity now! If you put any amount of energy into concerning yourself everytime you make a mistake or something bad happens not only will you run out of energy real quick... but it won't be well spent. Don't get me wrong, you shouldn't just be apathetic and not care... but people, especially young people, need to learn to aknowledge... than deal with what ever comes... there is so much suicide and whatnot. I personally can't imagine being 'sad' let alone killing myself. So I think people should figure out how to shift perspective every once in a while... get a fresh view of things... that's been keeping me busy for a good long time.

Sorry for the long read, but if you've got this far I want to thank for your time... hope it was well spent, and if you've got any comments, disagreements, questions I'd love to read 'em!

[Admiral Danger]

i stopped caring last year in the summer holidays, now im as happy as ever