But I can totally relate to the indifference and giving him to my baser emotions.
And you mentioned a lot of trauma to do with your childhood which could even describe me.
I suffer from bouts of depression but that's mostly an on-off kind of thing.
However because you've got a girlfriend is kinda making me hesitate to state you have Aspergers.
But if you answer this next set of questions in the affirmative I'll welcome you to the Aspergers community with open arms...
Do you tend to try and avoid people and offer nothing more than "please" and " thank-you" in front of strangers?
Do you have a problem with eye contact even with people you know and love?
Do you have a particular obsession which drives people insane when your giving them not enough attention because you are so consumed in it?
Are you consumed by certain set routines and get upset if somebody's disrupted your system?
There's other indicators but these four are by far the strongest so far.
For all you know it could be some other psychological condition.
It's worth pointing out that Aspies can have girlfriends and get married but it's usually with their own kind.
This could be an other reason why I'm not passing judgment on you till I've got the facts together.
Edited by Medium Brown, 18 January 2013 - 12:36 PM.