Dream Journal Chapter 8: Public Transportation Problems
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02 November 2012
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Night dream I was at some city I didnt recognize at night, and was trying to get home. I had to take BART, but it was late and I wasn't sure
if I would be able to get back, as it seemed the transfer station might be closed. As I got on one train, I was worried that I was going too
far in the wrong way. I asked a worker on there for help and she seemed to tell me the station I needed to go to transfer. It was going to be a
lot of money I was thinking, but I was willing to pay it to get home. I was thankful to the woman. As I was getting off the train, I
remember I was suddenly in costume, wearing a Hannibal Lecter mask and Jason jumpsuit. A man on train noticed me and smiled at my outfit.
Later I was at work and was leaving, and taking [co-worker] home. Also, some older woman saw me before I was leaving and took a real liking to me,
being very friendly. She wanted me to come to her house. I stopped there on my way home, and [co-worker] stayed in the car outside while I and
a few others went in. I remember worrying that she would be comfortable waiting outside with the window up, as I had taken the keys. Inside,
I realized the older woman was attracted to me, as she wasn't there but had left a type of love poem that had a pretty colorful sexual first
line. I was a bit surprised and embarrassed, but flattered. I saw her a bit later and she said the poem was for me. --- 11/1/12
if I would be able to get back, as it seemed the transfer station might be closed. As I got on one train, I was worried that I was going too
far in the wrong way. I asked a worker on there for help and she seemed to tell me the station I needed to go to transfer. It was going to be a
lot of money I was thinking, but I was willing to pay it to get home. I was thankful to the woman. As I was getting off the train, I
remember I was suddenly in costume, wearing a Hannibal Lecter mask and Jason jumpsuit. A man on train noticed me and smiled at my outfit.
Later I was at work and was leaving, and taking [co-worker] home. Also, some older woman saw me before I was leaving and took a real liking to me,
being very friendly. She wanted me to come to her house. I stopped there on my way home, and [co-worker] stayed in the car outside while I and
a few others went in. I remember worrying that she would be comfortable waiting outside with the window up, as I had taken the keys. Inside,
I realized the older woman was attracted to me, as she wasn't there but had left a type of love poem that had a pretty colorful sexual first
line. I was a bit surprised and embarrassed, but flattered. I saw her a bit later and she said the poem was for me. --- 11/1/12
This wasn't the first dream I've had experiencing having trouble finding where I needed to go to get home on public transportation trains. These are fear dreams for me, feeding off of my uncertainty and lack of confidence. I am constantly lost and doubting myself in them, and looking to others to help me out of my situation. I don't like that, but it's how I feel in my waking state pretty much, but to a less obvious degree. I hope to someday have a dream that I am riding BART, know exactly where I'm going, and maybe help another lost traveler find their way home. Then I'll know I'm on the right track.










