Posted 14 February 2013 - 01:38 PM
this will be a reach to understand or beleive ... so take it any way you like ... try to hear the undercurrent , rather than what may seem the data and facts .
i took a breif visit to a place called the void . i stood in for god as the soul of awareness .... the infinite nature of awareness...eternity , and infinite space was changeless ... with out a single place , that was in any way diffrent than any other for as far as the mind could reach... from the atomic to the edge of infinity... one uniform space with out diffrence of any kind... one seamless magnetic feild with out polar change... no sadness , or joy... infinite apathy...
no light or dark , color or tone... eternity was with out any uniqueness for as far as the mind could reach....
i stood at the edge of eternity alone , and the horror of the lonlyness was like no nightmare the mind can hold .
the flames of hell would be delight to this singlular stillness of changelessness ... years and seconds were the same... light years and microns were no diffrent... and i was alone in this nightmare of the void few understand clearly ... and only a handfull of monks have ever known . the howling winds of solitary lonlyness were so bitter , pain would feel like a spring wind to the isolation of changelessness ...
in under 30 seconds , i fully understood the mind of god ... this is the place god ... who is the infinite nature of awareness ... this is where god lives . and love is the meaning of life .
what love is . is hard to explain , but easy to understand ...
your born at a moment in time between the last moment of the last black hole ... that eats the last bit of matter , and is the last single spot in all of infinite space... and the bang of infinite energy that gets the tinest bit of location... and blooms into all space .... between the beginning and the end of time... you have a life time ...
your born in the same place , at the same time... in between the bang and a hole... each time.... everytime ... you are you because of when and where your born ... your a ratio ... a relationship between energy and matter... unique to you ... and only you... you are specific and unique in all of eternity ... and you happen as a precentage of eternity ... and a percentage of infinty.
look around you , every one you see has made this same trip with you an infinite number of times... some more times then others ...
hold your breath, you will need it . you do not have to do eternity alone . but your going to do all this an eternity of times... as you .
you re-live this- .... this life is what eternity looks like... it never changes , except how ever you change it... its as bad or as good as you make it...
what love is... is looking into your mothers eyes, seeing her soul , saying to your self.... THANK GOD , there you are , i thought i had to do this alone... there you are... i see you and we can make it.. here we are , and we can do this togather... i do not have to do this alone.
when you have been to the void as i have , you understand the meaning of life all to clearly ...
watch the movie "contact" listen to what the alein says to ellie.... then multiplie that an infinite number of times...
And frankly speaking , you have not even scratched the surface of the true nature of void .
what i have been reading here is so good , i respect what i read here so very very much , but honestly , if you spent 3 minutes in void , you would know .
when you know , you hug your enemy and ask if they will stop being a jerk , the stone in your shoe is just a learning experiance that is a pain in the foot ... your a nut case that no one understands , but tolarate for reasons you never really understand ....
to find your self you must lose yourself in the service of others .
seeking god is a selfish endevior , that is noble , and good .
there is no good or bad... there is only point of veiw , and stuff that is good and bad from your point of veiw .
god does not have a point of veiw... but you do .
your not god... any more than an atom is infinite space , or this moment is eternity ...
but your awareness is to god... what this moment is to eternity ... and an atom is to infinte space....