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Bored out of my tree lol

I guess if you have came in here, you are bored too...

Last time I made an entry was may 2006!!! wtf??

DAMN I am bored ..and nothing to say <---1st time for everything

Hey

I have been wanting to sit and study Psychology And I am so egar to get my BSc (honours degree) I want to do this ...reallly really want to do this, now that I am only working part time.....I have been wanting this for a long time but as I have always worked full time I never got around to doing it...now I can...I want to be a shrink LOL weird huh??

I have what it takes, and I am a great listener, I love to help people...its a passion of mine and I believe I can do this, now that I have the time

Here's the tricky part

I went on line to the Open University....downloaded the info I need

Got the price list and DAMN its expencive....the entire courses come to a total of £4580 (approx $9000) just to do the courses...they are done in 3 levels

Each level has a number of modules...I can chose one or two of the modules and each module costs between £295(aprox $580) - £595 (approx $900) each...and the ones priced £595 are the best ones to study!!

As I have bills to pay like my mortgage(mortgage costs £478 = approx $895) not including my rates...and the car insurance ect ect ...ect.credit card bills...cell phone cards...fuel...food...broadband ..sky tv ...my loan...garys car loan (almost paid but its still a lil left to pay on that) ..I cant afford to hand that kind of dosh over....so I looked up to see if I could get a student grant...the goverment only allows you £1100 if you are lucky WTF???

I so want to get my degree...my heart is set on it...and when Geri has her heart set on something like an exam/degree...I pass with flying colors...and get what I wanted from that exam/test

But I would like to see a much better way to get my degree and have easy payments

I tried ICS and they are just as bad...they are looking £300 (aaprox $570) a month...I cant pay that...I have bills to pay and mouths to feed...if I pay that after all my bills are paid and my food, electricty ect is paid for...I have enough to keep me going till next payday...but I drive too and I am trying to save for my holiday..so if i where to pay out £300 a month on top of what I already pay out ..I would have very little for myself!!!

Anyone got any ideas on how I can get to study and get my degree with lower payments?? I have a savings account but that money is for our holiday and Becky..so I am forbidden to touch that!!!


My mom wants me to be a lawyer...she has done for years...all becuase my teachers told her I would make a great lawyer...I have studied a bit on LAW...I like it....but even if I did deside to go for my Bachelor of Laws degree...it costs a lot more eeeepppppppppp and I am talking £2000 ($3700 odd) more !!!...and it something I KNOW I can do too

I am sick of kitchen designs I want to do betterLOL

So if anyone knows of anything...please let me know...I am pulling my hair out over here LOL

A girl I work with jayne told us a short funny story about a guy who worked in a factory near her home....

He was operating a machine (timber saw) it suddenely jammed on him..the top of his thumb was cut off.....blood everywhere!!!

He ran over to his boss...showed him his thumb....his boss told him to hop in the car and he would take him to the ER room in the hospital..


On the way out..the same guy..stood on a rusty nail..it went straight through his foot...so he ended up hopping over to his bosses car so he did hop into his bosses car LITERALLY!!

On the way to the hospital..guess what happened next??? The car ran out of Petrol/gas and as they where 500 odd yards from the hospital he had to get out of the car and hop the rest of the way..LOL with the blood still gushing from his thumb and his foot!!! Poor sod lol

When he reached the hospital...he fainted in front of the nurse......later after he got out..he went to sue his boss for what happened...his lawyer got back to him..telling him his boss was bankrupt and he couldnt get a penny for it OMG the poor guy....maybe he needs another lawyer eh??

Once again that is what I call rotten luck and one heck of a bad day

The other day in work, I was talking to this lady, she had a big bump and I figured she was almost due to have her baby, so what did I do?? I opened my big trap, smiled and said............"So when are you due?" ................She looked at me all weird like and said - "What?".....thats when I knew I had said the wrong thing and gulped and instead of changing the subject, me and my big mouth went on to say........... - "You look pregnant, I just thought you are almost due to have your new baby" <---cant believe I said that .... She turned to me and said.............."I'm not pregnant...I just have a big tummy, you aint the 1st to say this to me either"............This is the part when you wish the ground would open up and swallow you lol.........
.I couldnt appologize enough...but luckily she was cool about it and told me not to worry....I felt so bad...that I couldnt wait to get up stairs to the smoke room and light up a ciggy FAST to calm down LOL..but honestly she did look as though she was over eight months gone...so it was an easy mistake

So remember learn from BM's mistake...never ask a big woman who has a big bump when her due date is LOL dont do it

If Bond movies where based around UM, they would be...

I was going to replace the gun with a keyboard but it was too hard for BM so I left the gun in

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Here is another 2 from Burnside ..

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LOL hope I didnt offend anyone..its just for fun

My fav is - Suspend another Day

I was bored so I came across a pic of me and messed with it on paint shop lol

Took the original pic



turned it to this...



Then...this...



and then...(I actually like this one best)


And....so I did this ......



But I like this one too for some reason...

This is my personal rant

My partner and I own our own home, but like everyone that are in the same boat, know there are bills to be paid…right? And if you value your home and want to keep a roof over your head you will pay these bills

Sigh….My partner Gary has been living with me for 10 years, we always paid our bills on time, it was not a problem…but later Gary insisted he wanted to take full control as I have other things to attend…I thought fair enough!!

Up until last year, everything was going great, until one day I received a letter from the bank manager telling me our mortgage was in arrears!!!
This annoyed me, as I knew we could afford to pay this, so why the heck was it in arrears? Of course I collared Gary about this, he denied it…now when someone lies to me, I will get pissed off………..We winded up fighting over this….so I told him, that was it, from now on the monthly payments is something I will take care of and I will create a separate account for this.

He panicked for some strange reason…and asked me to give him one more change to make things right…after a while I had calmed down and said OK, this time I will give you the benefit of the doubt, and let you fix it.
He told me he had spoken to the bank manager, and had made arrangements to pay back what was outstanding….but he forgot that along with the mortgage, you also have to pay your rates, and if you don’t pay your rates, you could looses your home and wind up in court, as its illegal not to pay them…..guess what Gary ignored?? The RATES!!!...

I received a letter from the RSA telling me the rates where also in arrears. I was like WTF is going on with him??? So again I collared him about this…after he was done beating around the bush just to tell me..he couldn’t be bothered to pay them (when I knew fine well that was it) So he told me he would contact them and pay them back….again I gave him the benefit of the doubt…

A months later I asked him was everything being paid back like promised?..He smiled and said – Not to worry!! - I took his word for it, because he hates it when I question him and don’t trust him, so I did, but in the back of my mind I had a feeling he was telling more lies..but I decided to wait and see what happens.

A few months have now passed and guess what? – I just received another letter from the RSA saying the arrears where still not paid…wtf?? So I called him up this morning..I growled at him and asked WHY?? Its not as if we couldn’t afford it..so WHY lie to me about it and why not pay up??? He again LIED thought his teeth..grrrrrrrrrrrr…now the arrears have doubled..all because I placed my trust in him again…..so now I have to make arrangements for another account in my own name..and leave it purely for bills such as my mortgage and rates, and I know he will yap at me saying I don’t trust him ect…well darn straight I don’t trust him…he don’t like paying bills….he never worries over them, until he receives a final red letter….I like to get it over with ASAP..I think ahead all the time

He once had my previous bank account frozen…the big mistake I made, was letting him put his name on to my account. In time he had other bills left unpaid and he had the account frozen and everything went pear shaped and when I was pregnant, the stress I went though with this crap, was terrible. I had to sort this out myself..I am done arguing with him, I am done trusting him…he even ignores the fact his car tax needs sorted…I always tell him a few months before it runs out, that he needs to re-new his car tax…does he listen??? NOT A MISSION…he waits until they send him a letter to take him to court..yes he is a prize plonker !!!

How can I trust someone that lies all the time and creates a mess for us??? Is there help he can get?? Meaning someone to talk things out with him, that is a professional and will help him understand that he is now a father and a home owners and that these things should be taken care of ASAP!!!!


I could just scream!! I just want to smack him one and knock some sense into him...its supposed to be a 50/50 relationship aaacccckkkkkk


That is all

Yesterday I was singing a few nursery rhymes to my kid while sitting in the park next to other moms that where there with their kids and..one of the rhymes where.. - --
Humpty Dumpty sat on the wall
Humpty Dumpty had a big fall
All the kings horses and all the kings men
Couldn't put Humpty together again<--would break a kids heart

When a lady, turned to me and said....."You should leave off the ending to the nursery rhyme, it might up set other kids that are listening" I was like WTF?? (into myself of course) so I asked her what the big deal was, she said.... "It may make them cry thinking about poor humpty not being able to be put back together again" I said..."no offence, but that's just being silly, it was good enough for us when we where kids and didn't upset us at all, so why would it upset a kid now?" She tried to tell me that kids change....so What did BM do....I sang another nursery rhyme to Becky...it went like....

Baa Baa black sheep
have you any wool?
Yes sir yes sir, 3 bags full

One for the master,
One for the dame,
And one for the little boy
Who lives down the lane.

She turned to me again and said I was wrong and that the nursery rhyme was also offencive...I am now supposed to sing....Baa Baa RAINBOW sheep....ok that was enough for me I took Becky and went far away as possible

I thought it was madness that people through out the UK and ireland where told that Christmas was offencive to their muslim community...but after reading a number of reports in newspapers and on line it is getting way out of hand and someone should put a stop to it

Few sourses to look at
http://www.takingaim.co.uk/?p=154

http://www.lauramidg...our_stories.htm

It has gotten to a point that you cannot call a blackboard...blackboard...its now a chalkboard...not allowed to say you own a black car...you must say you own a colored car
Playing pool...guess what..it's not the black ball anymore it's the colored ball...you hair is not black its really really dark dark brown...the list goes on...and kids todays heads are being filled with this nonsense
See it's ok to call something WHITE...but not black...even though a black guy would refer to himself as...a black guy..but if a white person says it..man are they in trooouuuubbllleeee
It's all being well to let the colored folks have their say and get their way...but what about the white people..their rights to this issue is taken from them

If this keeps up sooner or later there will be some kind of war over this and people will demand to have their own rights...like they used to before this crap started...and if they don't...I wouldn't be surprised if a white v's blacks (coloured even) got into a war to try and ship them out of the country, and that wouldn't be fair...after all black, yellow white ect used to be able to live without this hassle untill some punk decided to make things awkward, and yapped about such trivial nonsense and it soon spread...so now the white folks throughout the UK and Ireland have to watch what they say but the colored people don't

"Never Ever"

A few questions that I need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
and how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me sane
but I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way, I'm going out of my mind
all the answers to my questions
I have to find

My head's spinning
Boy, I'm in a daze
I feel isolated
Don't wanna communicate

I'll take a shower, I will scour
I will rub
To find peace of mind
The happy mind I once owned, yeah

Vexing vocabulary runs right through me
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find

I'm not crazy
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong, no
I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard that this feeling
won't last that long

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad

Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right

I'll keep searching
Deep within my soul
For all the answers
Don't wanna hurt no more

I need peace, got to feel at ease
Need to be.
Free from pain - going insane
My heart aches, yeah

Sometimes vocabulary runs right through my head
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find

I'm not crazy,
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong
I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When ya gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad

Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right x4

You can tell me to my face,

You can tell me on the phone,

Uh, You can write it in a letter, babe

'Cause I really need to know

You can tell me to my face
You can tell me on the phone
Uh, You can write it in a letter, babe
'Cause I really need to know

You can write it in a letter, babe
You can write it in a letter, babe

1st two pic where just taken for a laugh...she got to hold the bottle for a few sec for that pic and the bbq rib she held for a min and found it tasty although I had to watch her every move then swipe it from her again LOL it was fun to take the pic at the time




This is all three of us together

Rules

Do you follow every rule according to the Bible and fear if you don't you may not get into heaven?

At work - You are aware of the rules within your working enviorment even if they sound silly - do you abide by them and play by the rule book?

Do you follow your own rules? Can you think for yourself? Or do you try and keep with in the rules but bend a few as you go along?

Personally I believe that some rules where meant to be broken ...but within reason.

IMO if you are at work and you do everything by the book even if it sounds silly and at home or at church wherever you go...do you follow the rules within the bible to keep yourself right or what you believe is right?...IMO you don't have much controll of your own mind.

Why is it when a guy asks a girl out, she rejects him and he replies - It's your loss!! - When it's really their loss as it where them that just got a big fat NO THANKS!!

Why is it when a girl that likes to dress up like a tart (dogs dinner in many cases) not leaving much to the imagination, that when a guy makes his move on her she cries out that she is not that kind of girl and he should back off?

Why do people (speaking in general of course) like to make others think they are all that, by acting the b*tch/jerk, when they have their pic taken they MUST screw their faces up to try and look smug, when they brag a lot about things that don't really matter, when they have to lower the tone in nearly every conversation both on line and in real life...are they hiding somehting??

Why are men attracted by mean smut like girls..and women attracted to mean smut like guys?...Is it too much of a challenge to go after someone with a bit of class?

Why do men think that size matters? (this could mean a number of things)

Why do people like to take drugs, when you can just as easy get off your face with drink?

Why do girls think that if they have sex with a guy on the 1st date they think that the guy will respect them?

Why do some partners complain when you are part of a forum/chat site that you don't spend enough time with them, and the sec you do, they completely ignore you anyway!!

Why is it that in some horror flicks such as Friday the 13th parts 1, 2, 3, 4 ,5, ect Halloween movies and others like them, you see the victims either having sex then bam they are killed by either Micheal or Jason....why is it that when you see a victim run like the hammers and you see either Michael or Jason walking ever so slowly behind them and all of a suden the victim fall to the ground, and within a sec there is Michael or Jason right next to them and in goes the knife!!!

Another thing about Friday the 13th Movies - How come the charater Jason died as a boy in the Lake, yet comes back as a 6ft+ man that looks as though he has had a great workout?

Becky & Her Mom Christmas Eve 2005

Once again no offence intended

Every time I leave the forum to attend to my duties as a *cringes to say..common law cring house wife* I come back when I am free again and if there hasn't been one pointless topic been made there is 3 - 4 of them. Surely members have seen how quickly topics like that are closed and told to put the pointless thread as a blog entry, but yet they continue to create more and more dribble topics...ie..be my friend....I got me a paper round...what do you like blonde hair with brown eyes or some stupid poop like that...it never ends and they seem to happen with in the space on an hour

When I go to the General off The Topic board I cring before I click on it, cuz I know I am going to see another pointless poop topic sitting there...the jokes & humour board is getting more and more childish...The one link wonders from henrik...the silly games that are getting worse, they'll soon make up a - tag you're it- game don't get me wrong but I like the wish game the odd time but I couldn't sit there all day going..Granted now you smell...Granted it smacks you in the kisser, .Granted it grew legs and chases you I get bored with that after 5 mins then move on to read something about a UFO dicovery in timbuktu as it's good to move around the boards instead of sitting in one or 2 topics all the time!!!.



Yes I am well aware everyone is different...but it's my blog and it's a nice ranting hole for BM