There are well-learned folk who aren't even certain he really existed, so I'd love to know how you got the opportunity to grokk with The Man, Jr. Time travel? Psychic union with his transtemporal soul? Or did you get a hold of some manner of secret document the rest of us aren't privy to?
..or maybe you were just playing a little fast and loose and blurred the difference between what you know and what you believe to be true?
Ancient texts that have come to light in recent years refer to Mary as the 'companion' of Jesus and his confidant in matters that he did not discuss with the rest of the disciples. This is now well known although there were clearly attempts to cover up their close relationship from early times. Even the biblical texts make her the apostle to the apostles.
The 'secret document' you refer to seems to be ancient landscape geometry which ties into the biblical accounts