Oh wow, i cant believe this topic is still going!
I doubt anyone will remember me, but all of my 200+ posts except for maybe one or two is in this topic alone, i tried to astral project for around 2 years with very few results (although i did have some very weird experiences while trying, and i did learn a lot)
Now, 4 and a half years later, im back to try and get some answers about some really weird things thats been happening to me lately..
After a couple of years of trying to AP, life got a bit more busy and eventually i stopped trying (i felt like it wasnt going anywhere), id have a random experience once in a while where id suddenly be out of my body when i least expected it, but this never lasted long and i could never do it when i actually tried..
Lately though its been happening more and more.. but this is different.. let me explain exactly what happened a few days ago..
I woke up after 4 hours of sleep, i figured it was too early to get up, so i closed my eyes again and tried to fall back asleep, about a minute or so later suddenly i get this really weird feeling.. like im falling asleep except its really intense and i dont actually fall asleep.. it only lasts about 5 seconds, after that i sit up in my bed and think to myself.. that was extremely weird..
So i try to turn my light on.. it doesnt work.. i know i cant turn on lights when im asleep or dreaming, i dont know why but its always been my personal way of knowing if im dreaming or not, anyway, i try to turn it on and it doesnt work.. and then i realize that moving feels really weird too.. but i feel like im completely awake, to me i just closed my eyes for a minute, had a weird feeling and then sat back up
So.. at first it scares me, its happened before this time but it always kinda scares me.. i sort of panic because i cant seem to wake myself up, and because its either an OBE or a dream i know i might encounter something scary from my mind, but i figure okay.. i cant wake up.. i might as well explore.. so i walk out into my living room thinking its amazing how real this feels.. and i figure i should use this opertunity to try and really study this.. so i do a bunch of experiments..
I try to fly.. no success.. its like trying to fly in real life, nothing happens.. i try to put my hand through the wall.. same thing.. nothing happens.. i try to think myself to another place.. try to think things into existance like a sword or a ball.. nothing happens.. i realize that i am in no control over this whatsoever.. a very interesting point though.. i counted out loud to 100 to see if i could, and it worked, time seemed to be going the exact same rate as when i was awake (i felt i was in there about an hour, and when i woke up, about an hour had passed which is something ive never experienced befor this)
I knew the tv upstairs was on and i figured id go and see what was on, so i went upstairs.. saw some cooking show on tv and a time, but it got a bit boring.. it lasted for quite a while.. so i got up.. and i saw a mirror.. now it should be noted that i already know looking in a mirror when im out of my body gives some REALLY strange results.. and since it felt really real i figured.. hell why not.. so i looked in the mirror.. only to see 5 of me looking back at me all with distorted faces.. it scared the living crap out of me so i looked away and decided that never happened and just moved on
I decided to go back downstairs.. and as i did, my mom (which lives in the apartment over mine) calls for me, because she heard me.. at this point i was really surprised, i went back up and talked to her and i figured.. okay.. my mom is here.. and im talking to her like i usualy am.. and everything feels way too real.. i guess maybe im just awake.. so i tell her that i thought i was out of my body and we laugh about it a bit and i decide to go back down thinking i was awake this entire time.. and that maybe i just thought i saw something in the mirror
When i get back down i realize my mom is downstairs too with me.. and shes rarely down there.. and now shes just standing there.. so i realize im not actually awake.. and a chill goes down my back and i ask her.. who is she.. she turns around and looks at me and BAM i open my eyes in bed.. and not like i slowly wake up or something, i opened my eyes like a bullet.. and i wasnt tired at all.. this entire experience was so real to me that when i left my bedroom after i woke up i got a chill because i felt i had just done that
It should be noted that its become a morning ritual to walk around and try to turn on and off lights because im scared i havent really woken up
I know its a bit long, to those who read it, awesome, to those who dont feel like reading everything, heres a tl;dr version:
I keep getting forced out of my body more and more, and i cant seem to wake myself up from it no matter how hard i try, i just have to keep going with it till its done, i also cant control anything and looking into mirrors give crazy random reality shattering effects
anyone else with simliar experiences?
Edited by sephiroth976, 06 December 2012 - 11:01 AM.
Believing in God and believing in religion are two different things, when you believe in religion, all you do is read about it, you arent discovering or experiencing anything for yourself, you just maintain the illusion of knowledge.