It is not "cool" to be an abductee.

[AustralianAbductee]

I'm new to this group and thought I would join because I see there are some people with serious questions here.

The statement I would like to make is that there is NOTHING positive about being an abductee. Compare it to the likes of being sexually molested as a child against your will. That is definately "not cool", is it ?. Same with the abduction experience.

I am 30 years old and have been, and continue to be abducted. Before I had two beautifull children I did not care if I lived or died. The abductions have made me a very destructive person.

My family has suffered this for 3 generations. It drove my father to have a nervous breakdown and his brother (a catholic priest beleive it or not) to suicide.

Coz you see the worse thing about being an abductee is not being able to talk about it in fear of people thinking you are "crazy". Not talking openly about your feelings is a terrible burden to carry. For me it led to drugs, violence, crime and a general destructive lifestyle. I always knew what was happening to me but not being able to talk burned inside me like acid. Feeling powerless against these beings leads to low self-esteem, depression and in bad cases .. suicidal thoughts.

For most abductees the memory of the encounters is wiped from our conscious memory. This is why most abductees learn of the horrible experiences through "hypnotic regression". I also meditate and practice lucid dreaming techniques to enhance my memory of the abductions.

Forget EVERYTHING you see in the media. For me personally I cannot watch anything Sci-Fi related .. example, X-Files, Taken, Roswell etc etc. If I do I feel very uneasy and it results with terrible nightmares.

I do however talk to other abductees and study UFOlogy. I am also very interested in Ancient Egypt as I beleive there is a strong connection there.

I hate the fact that these beings are doing this too me. If I didnt clean up my life and accept it like I have, I would probably be dead by now. I am so thankfull for my two kids, they give me hope. I am very worried for them at the same time because this will start happening to them soon, its in our genetic bloodline now. DNA implants... will talk about them more later.

If anyone wants to talk privately please send me a PM.

Thanks for listening

AA

[Kismit]

Welcome to the board Australianabductee . It must have been quite hard to post that publicly so I thank you . I hope one day you feel comfortable enough around here to post perhaps some details about your experiences .

[Lionel]

Why does this happen only to members of your family? Do you have any idea when this all began? Do you have any memories of the abductions? Does this happen to other people in your surroundings? What are DNA Implants? Tell us more...

BTW welcome to the forum

[AustralianAbductee]

Why does this happen only to members of your family? Do you have any idea when this all began? Do you have any memories of the abductions? Does this happen to other people in your surroundings? What are DNA Implants? Tell us more...

BTW welcome to the forum 

First off thanks Kismit and Lionel for the welcome.

Lionel asked, "Why does this happen only to members of your family?"

The Abduction Phenomena is happening to thousands of people, and they are only the reported ones !. Its a commonality that abductions occur thru family bloodlines. I have no idea why someone is chosen for abduction. These beings are of such high intelligence that we have no idea what their "selection" process is.

"Do you have any idea when this all began?"

Its hard to pin-point when it began in my family. For me personally the earliest abduction memory I have is at 8years old. When I was 8 years old I went through a period of about 3-4 days where my mother said I was "sleepwalking". She came to that conclusion as I would be found in the middle of the night in different parts of the house, in the yard or even blocks away. My hypnotic regressions recall this as my first abduction. After that short period I did not experience abductions again until puberty (13).

"Do you have any memories of the abductions?"

Concious memories are very sketchy. I have flashes of thought and rememberance. These beings have the ability to control our minds so we never really remember the details of the abduction. All you know is that when you wake up, or you have had a period of lost time .. it has occured. Hypnotic Regression have opened up my mind and given me the awful details

"Does this happen to other people in your surroundings?"

You know I'm not really sure. I NEVER talk about this openly to people I know in real life. Infact, I have never even told my wife although she suspects. We talk about it indirectly. We have only been married three years so I'm sure when its the right time I will tell her. My mother and sister are the only ones I talk to. They have both been regressed.

"What are DNA Implants?"

Its a new theory but follows the one of Abductions thru Family bloodlines. For some reason my family has been very successful in their agenda. Experts say that the Alien Agenda is to breed human dna into their dna. This is a long subject but basically (in particular the greys) are cloned beings. i.e they do not have reproductive organs and reproduce via cloning. They have over-cloned themselves to the point of distinction so are trying to create hybrids. "Alien-human" beings. Think of it when you copy a video and then make a copy of the copy... the quality begins to degrade. Same with cloning.

They are mostly interested in the semen from men and the ovaries from women. Their experiments are specific to reproduction. A DNA implant is a way they can track us. They have gone past the crude electronic implant used in earlier generations and can now track us thru our DNA. Again this is such a new field and I am by no means an expert in this area.

AA

[Benjo Koolzooie]

Welcome here AustralianAbductee.

Must have been hard for you to share that, much appreciated.

[Lionel]

Its a new theory but follows the one of Abductions thru Family bloodlines. For some reason my family has been very successful in their agenda.  Experts say that the Alien Agenda is to breed human dna into their dna. This is a long subject but basically (in particular the greys) are cloned beings. i.e they do not have reproductive organs and reproduce via cloning. They have over-cloned themselves to the point of distinction  so are trying to create hybrids. "Alien-human" beings.  Think of it when you copy a video and then make a copy of the copy... the quality begins to degrade. Same with cloning.

I dont understand this part. What do you mean by they have reached a point of distinction ?

[dust19]

I think this thread should be a lesson to all other people who want to discuss their 'experiences'. If you would like to be taken seriously, you must first present your experience seriously. This is a very welcome diversion from sightings o fthe like of..

"Me and my friend were walking thru da woods n we saw a grey. It chased us home so we hid in da closet all night! an saw a ghost too!"

Thank you australianabductee. You are warmly welcomed here, and I'm sure others feel the same way.

[izzy]

just to say hello and that i have also been studing a theory about dna but cant say nothing yet

[reese2]

Izzy, you are slowly losing credibility, the more you talk of your 'theories', without posting them... There is no reason to be so paranoid of posting 'theories', as that is all they are, THEORIES.

Reese

And welcome AustralianAbductee!!! I second Dusts' remarks, and welcome intelligent discussion, on this and any other subject of the kind...

[Kryso]

Firstly WELCOME AustralianAbductee.

We appreciate your honesty, with something that most be every hard to put into words.

Is it possible I could ask a few questions?

Firstly you say it is a terrible ordeal! Why would you want to undertake hypnotic regression, to experience the ordeal over again? Is it because you deserve to know, regardless of how painful it is to relive?

Secondly, you say you are very interested in Egyptology. Why is this? Have you learned something from you hypnotic sessions to believe they are in some way connected to aliens?

[AustralianAbductee]

I want to serioussly say thank you for the warm responses. I admire all of you who responded for your open minds.

It's hit and miss when I talk openly about this. I look for people with open minds and I have seemed to have found that here with all of you. I really look forward to continuing to contribute to the board. It's extremely positive for me personally and I wanted to let you all know that.

Regarding this subject all I have is integrity and honesty. Honesty is the key. I have no desire to fabricate an exoctic sci-fi story. I have no desire to describe this experience as "enlighting". It is far from that. I have not yet gone into the details of my experiences. They are not pleasant and some of you will be shocked.

It is an extremely horrible burden to carry in your life. Anyone who describes the experience as "positive" or "enlighting" should be seriously questioned. The true abductee is filled with fear, confusion and anger. I have been banned from self-proclaimed "abduction support groups" because I question those who claim this experience to be positive.

How can being taken against your will and experimented on medically / sexually be positive ?. If you were raped or molested by someone, would you say the experience was positive ? I dont feel special or unique. Infact I yearn for normality in my life. I yearn to NOT be part of this alien agenda.

Lionel asked again about DNA Implants. I should step back a little bit and talk about implants in general. An implant is a device found inside abductees. The implant is used by the visitors to "track" their subjects (abudctees). Thier agenda is to breed alien-human hybrids for the purpose of saving their own deteriorating race. They reproduce via CLONING. They have cloned for so long that they are a weak race. Compare it to a video tape that is copied. Then the copy is copied. Then the copy of the copy is copied again. You will start to notice the quality start to deterioate. Same with cloning.

The DNA Implant is a progressive step forward for them. They too are learning as generations of abductees pass before them. The DNA implant is passed thru parents to children. It surpasses the previous implant placed manually into abductees. They are advancing in their abductions. Physical abductions cause too much fear and confusion amongst victims. Most abductions occur through the 4th dimension (telepathic). They communicate via telepathy. Stories of being "beamed up to a spaceship" should be serioussly questioned. Why take the risk of a physical abduction when they can do most of their "work" remotely (telepathy).

After the positive response from you all I feel comfortable enough to post some visual media.

Below is a picutre of my scoop mark (implant) My hypnotic regression tell me this was placed inside my head at the age of 8 years old. Its one of two distinctive markings on my body that I beleive are a result of abductions.

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The next marking is an unexplained pigmentation of the skin on my left shoulder. I was so worried that this was skin cancer that I had it check by several specialists. It is not cancerous and cannot be analysed. Note the recurring trianlge theme. This is very common amongst abductees.

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Next pictue is of my daughter who was a true miracle. Being so depressed and scared from the abductions I turned to drugs fro my release. After years of drug abuse I beleived I was impotent until this miracle happened.

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I emphasize her eyes as I beleive she is a result of the hybrid program. She is only 2 years old but has advanced intellignece for her age. I worry about protecting her greatly. She already has a scoop mark on her arm and suffers from "night terrors". This is what pains me the most about the experience. Being unable to protect my daughter. All I can do is support her and try to explain the best I can. She is the only positive thing to come out of this experience. Without her, I would probably be dead.

Ok, that's it for now. Bedtime

Thanks for listening,

AA

[AustralianAbductee]

Firstly WELCOME AustralianAbductee.

We appreciate your honesty, with something that most be every hard to put into words.

Is it possible I could ask a few questions?

Firstly you say it is a terrible ordeal! Why would you want to undertake hypnotic regression, to experience the ordeal over again? Is it because you deserve to know, regardless of how painful it is to relive?

Secondly, you say you are very interested in Egyptology. Why is this? Have you learned something from you hypnotic sessions to believe they are in some way connected to aliens?

Hi Kryso,

"Firstly you say it is a terrible ordeal! Why would you want to undertake hypnotic regression, to experience the ordeal over again? Is it because you deserve to know, regardless of how painful it is to relive?"

Yes, you hit the nail on the head.

I had to have my regressions for my own sanity. Before the regressions I was filled with total confusion and fear. Through them I learnt exactly what was happening to me. As bad as it was (is), it gave me a new level of understanding.

I always knew something was wrong in my life. I have had enough lucid experiences to point me in this direction. The regressions have helped me to piece together "some" of the puzzle. I dont feel like I'm going "crazy" anymore. It also showed me I am not alone as my experiences are very similar to other abductees. It has been terrible, but it has helped.

I hope that makes sense.

With Egyptology the regressions did not shed any light on that. Its a personal interest.. especially with pyramids. Look at the face on mars and surrounding pyramid structures (on mars). I, like many others, beleive this was the first time an alien lifeform visited earth, during ancient egypt. Maybe they have been with us all along. Evolution is not a quick process.....

AA

[reese2]

OK, now you lost me a bit.

I can understand that you believe that you have been abducted, but the first picture looks like a blemish. (The only triangle I saw, was the one drawn) The second is just a tad questionable, at best. But, then you add your daughters' picture, stating that you believe she is a child hybrid of some kind. Do you not see how damaging this could be for her?

I have two little girls, and they have beautiful eyes, they are almost too perfect, but I don't tell them they are anything other than human. I don't see hybrid when I look at her, and if this is all the evidence you have to support it, then man, it simply isn't holding water. Please do not rely too heavily on hypnotic regression, as it is way too easy to be jaded by what you want to see, then what the truth may be.

You want to believe in hybrids so bad, that you now think with great assertion that your child is one of them.

I have done A LOT of drugs in my life, and just because I was lucky enough to have 2 kids, does not mean that it was some divine intervention by Aliens. My girls have both had night terrors, but that is a normal thing, not something Alien.

Now, if you have test results saying that you were sterile, and you had a child, maybe, just maybe that would be something to look further in to. But, the eyes being shaped the way they are should have nothing to do with your assertion..

I truly feel bad for your daughter now. If you believe this, then don't tell her, let her make up her own mind, and for God's sake, at least give her time to be a normal little girl.

You need to have more evidence than this. It just isn't enough to stand on the fence and say you were definately abducted, and she is a hybrid. Way too circumstantial.

Reese

[Thunder]

by the by, i'd just like to welcome you and have to say it makes me mad that aliens are doing this to you and especially mad they are doing it to your daughter. (by the way, she is very beautiful.) she is so young, why torment something as innocent as a baby? i also have a few questions to ask you. is there an actual implant inside of you? and why can't you attempt communication, one way or another. just tell them to stop cloning.

[reese2]

Thunder, I wouldn't be too mad at the Aliens right now.... It seems someone may be harming this child more than they would be.....

[Kryso]

Below is a picutre of my scoop mark (implant) My hypnotic regression tell me this was placed inside my head at the age of 8 years old. Its one of two distinctive markings on my body that I beleive are a result of abductions.

I looked at the photos you have posted, and firstly, I’m in no way a skin expert, or can comment on the mark in any way, so it’s best I leave areas along I have no knowledge of.

But secondly, your daughter had beautiful eyes, almost hypnotic to look upon, she is a precious gift. I have no children myself, so I don’t talk from experience, but like Reese has said, you will have an attachment to your child like nothing else on earth. I can’t honestly say she looks any different than any other baby I’ve seen (very sweet). But as Reese has said, it jumps over a very large obstacle when it comes to claiming your child is a hybrid mix! I mean no offence while making this comment, its just children are like sponges, and if you tell them something enough times they will believe it. Wait to she’s old enough to make up her old mind, but please (even though it’s your decision, being she’s your daughter) don’t tell her she’s a hybrid (as you believe) as soon as she’s able to understand and comprehend things. But you are her father, and you love her more than life itself, so you will obviously know what’s best for her!

Thirdly, (in the quote box) you state the mark was from an implant at the age of eight! So does that mean something has been removed from the scoop? Or meaning it was placed in, then removed at a later date, (by someone other than yourself) and this is the remaining result!

[Lionel]

AA the links dont work for me, could you please look into it.

[AustralianAbductee]

Thunder, I wouldn't be too mad at the Aliens right now....  It seems someone may be harming this child more than they would be.....

Sorry, but I never said she was A HYBRID. I said she is / will be part of the program. The same as me. I should have worded myself a little more clearly (sorry im Australian). No I DO NOT beleive she is a hybrid..

Any living (successfull) hybrids are kept by them.

If you read above you will see I havent even told my wife about this.

I dont plan to "force" it on my little girl. Like you said, let her make up her own mind when she gets older.

Cheers

AA

[mcginty]

Austrailian Abductee you are right about the abductions there is nothing positive. The only way I can relate it is too a "Blanket Party" someone throws a sheet over you then kicks the crap out of you. I always dreaded night time.

[Kismit]

I keep getting a file not found error when I try and load the links . Is there another way I can see the pictures ..

[Benjo Koolzooie]

I keep getting that too Kismit.

[reese2]

Next pictue is of my daughter who was a true miracle. Being so depressed and scared from the abductions I turned to drugs fro my release. After years of drug abuse I beleived I was impotent until this miracle happened.

I emphasize her eyes as I beleive she is a result of the hybrid program. She is only 2 years old but has advanced intellignece for her age. I worry about protecting her greatly. She already has a scoop mark on her arm and suffers from "night terrors". This is what pains me the most about the experience. Being unable to protect my daughter. All I can do is support her and try to explain the best I can. She is the only positive thing to come out of this experience. Without her, I would probably be dead.

Ok, that's it for now. Bedtime

Thanks for listening,

AA

OK, so I quoted you here, you say that it was an error of wording on your part?

The way I took that, was you thought she was a result of the hybrid program. OK, so if you didn't mean that, that is fine. THe way it reads is as though she is a hybrid, and now you say that they keep hybrids with them.. So, can you explain this at all? Why would you think that she is GOING to be in the hybrid program?

I am still having problems with the sterile thing. Why would you think because of drugs that you couldn't have kids? Were you tested?

I am just saying that maybe you should'nt throw conspiracy in to every aspect of your life, when things can be easily explained. I don't believe it, but that is me. If anyone else chooses to, then hey that is completely on them.. I say, show me something credible, and reliable to prove even one of your assertions.

Reese

[BellaLuna]

Hello AustralianAbductee,

I to am new in the forum and I am here to listen and learn and contribute my opinion when I see fit. And this is ONLY my opinion please take no offense.

The scope mark you mention and have pictures off do not resemble anything "odd"..in my eyes. And as someone had mentioned before, it is not triangular in shape at all, it is round. The skin discoloration is also not an oddity and not at all triangular in shape. It is more like a blotchy and irregular pigment discoloration. I to have a few of these. I can only say one thing about your daughters eyes, precious. She looks like a doll!

As much as I would like to support your findings, I can not agree with the "physical" evidence you have shown here. I have no dought at all that something is occurring in your life. And I do believe there are beings that we as humans have little knowledge of. But could you be feeding YOURSELF the idea that the physical evidence is really there because you have no true explanation for what you have been going through all these years.

Again, please take no offence to what I am saying. I feel that asking you these types of questions and presenting them to you in a subjective way may open your eyes to different explanations and misinterpretations you might have concluded to. You mentioned that you have not opened up to many people about these experiences. Maybe you should, because questions you thought YOU never had answer to might be answered by someone you least expect.

[Halo_Jones]

I can't get the pics up but by going on what reese says (she's a very reliable witness) all I can say is to me your story sounds familiar to a lot of "abductees" and sounds like the story to the TV series "Taken" but I'm very dubious of someone who involves their children in their stories. Either your completly paranoid which I would put down to the abuse of drugs or mentally unstable and suffering from your dulusions or your telling the truth! I'm not sure which but your posts make uncomfortable reading. I'll stay opened minded for now, but I really think you should rethink about involving your child in this.

[Kryso]

I'm very dubious of someone who involves their children in their stories. Either your completly paranoid which I would put down to the abuse of drugs or mentally unstable and suffering from your dulusions or your telling the truth!

If you want a straight answer, ask a Devonian... You couldn’t have hit the nail more on the head, unless you ran over it with a steamroller!