We've been through this already. Why do you ask when you know my answer while you've already admitted of deceiving yourself? I have told you a hundred times before. They were there to RECRUIT me like they came for you. The only difference, I reached out and pulled off their mask while you went ahead and embraced them. And this did not happen just once. If something is good it does not need to wear a mask to appear bad, so if something wears a mask then it is bound to be deceiving irrespective of whether it appears good or bad. I did not put those masks over them. You might have read a book or two for your "journeys" but I sought real people for that who knew what surrounds us, who knew how to tread with safety because it is not just good out there. It is not just my "self-discovery". I have seen both the good and the bad. Moreover I'm not the one who admitted of seeking "thorazine" when I find out what lies behind, am I? It is you who did that!
Wish you a late happy new year.