Could I myself be Haunted?

[NoahJaymes]

Alright, I have a little story that I'd like to have a diagnosis to if you will. This has been bothering me for quite some time and its not getting any better.

This story takes us back to March of 2006. At this point in time, I am in the military, just got my orders to get out in June and Im estatic. Do not get me wrong, I absolutely love the military and everything it provided for me, but it was for medical reasons. Nothing I could prevent. Anyway...I met my friend Amber around this time. We went out to a few movies, had a few drinks, nothing ever crossed our minds to take it any further than friends. One day out of the blue she asked me to come over to shoot a few games of pool. "She had a game room". I go over, we are shooting pool and I am feeling very uneasy. As though you walk into a bar knowing you are going to get in a fight. However it was just her and I there. She was on the other side of the table and I was taking my shot and I felt as though someone slapped my butt. I instantly stop and looked behind me which was the wall, "I always complained when I would lose because the wall would make it hard to shoot decent at times lol". Anyway, nobody around. I look at her and was like that was crazy. She asked what, but I said nevermind.

Later on that night, we are still playing pool and she was shooting this time my back was to a window and I felt the same exact thing this time harder. Now being interested in the paranormal for a long time and being an investigator I knew something was up. She even knew I was into ghost hunting and all that. I put my stick on the table and told her that I had to go. However, the look in her eyes after I said that, you knew she had something to say, and not anything any guy wants to hear at that particular time, if you get my drift .

So I asked her if anything was bothering her and then she asked if I could stay longer so she can ask me a few things. In the back of my mind, being a guy I'm like oh hell yeah, but upfront I knew it was serious. So we sit down and the first thing she asks me, "So, you know a lot about ghosts yea?" My reply, well, I do not claim to be an expert but I have been researching and investigating for a while now. "Well, I think I have a ghost here" Her eyes instantly started watering and her face started blushing. So now I go from intrigued to very concerned. I asked her if she would like to leave and perhaps get a bite to eat and discuss this outside the house and of course she said yeah.

So we go to waffle house, our normal late night eatery lol. We sit there for more than 3 hours talking nonstop about what was going on in her house. She was asking me questions that no one has ever asked me. So I ask her about what all she experienced. She said:

-As though someone was holding her down

-full body apparitions of a dark figure, I asked maybe of a shadow person, she said no, just dark

-The constant feeling of being watched

-a weird dense energy, almost described as a thickness in the air

So after all this is said and done, I asked her what she wanted from me, an investigation, someone to come around and keep her company? She looked at me and I will never forget this...she said "Noah, please do not think I am coming on to you, but will you please stay with me tonight?" I of course said yeah no problem.

So I stay the night, Im sleeping in the spare bedroom even though she asked me to sleep in her room. We both kept our doors open, so I could see into her room and she could see into mine. She is passed out, I refused to close my eyes trying to if anything would happen, any noises, shadows, anything. She is snoring louder than a freaking lawnmower lol then all a sudden the light in her bathroom turns on, and I can see directly into her room, I can see the bathroom door and her bed was on the other side of the room, still passed out snoring like a lawnmower. I could not believe my eyes...then the snoring stopped and she began to cry out my name. I rush into her room, turn on the light because honestly, I am freaked out. She was saying please tell me you turned on the bathroom light and I said I must have left it on after I went to the bathroom, I'm sorry. Just to ease her mind for the night. At this point, I decided to crawl into bed with her lol. I turned off the bathroom light and she is on me like a leech. In a non sexual way. I could feel her tremble as if she was shivering from the cold, but her skin was hot to the touch. So I have my arms wrapped around her, both of us facing the bathroom, the door is closed. I obviously can not sleep, she is snoring like a lawnmower which doesn't help....Then I felt as if someone slapped my hand twice. I look up and nobody was there...Amber is still snoring and I could feel if she moved and I know for sure it wasn't her. I put my head back down and not even 10 seconds later two more slaps on my hand. This time I woke up Amber and was like are you getting hot, she said no, I was like were you just slapping my hand and she said I was sleeping. Which I knew but I just wanted to convince myself it was her. However her right hand was under her head and her left hand was between her legs, as if she was cold, and thats how she was positioned both times. I stayed up the entire night until she got up to go to work and when she went to work I went back to my apartment.

.........................end of part one....dont want to get it too long, part 2 coming next.

[JustNormal]

Alright, I have a little story that I'd like to have a diagnosis to if you will. This has been bothering me for quite some time and its not getting any better.

This story takes us back to March of 2006. At this point in time, I am in the military, just got my orders to get out in June and Im estatic. Do not get me wrong, I absolutely love the military and everything it provided for me, but it was for medical reasons. Nothing I could prevent. Anyway...I met my friend Amber around this time. We went out to a few movies, had a few drinks, nothing ever crossed our minds to take it any further than friends. One day out of the blue she asked me to come over to shoot a few games of pool. "She had a game room". I go over, we are shooting pool and I am feeling very uneasy. As though you walk into a bar knowing you are going to get in a fight. However it was just her and I there. She was on the other side of the table and I was taking my shot and I felt as though someone slapped my butt. I instantly stop and looked behind me which was the wall, "I always complained when I would lose because the wall would make it hard to shoot decent at times lol". Anyway, nobody around. I look at her and was like that was crazy. She asked what, but I said nevermind.

Later on that night, we are still playing pool and she was shooting this time my back was to a window and I felt the same exact thing this time harder. Now being interested in the paranormal for a long time and being an investigator I knew something was up. She even knew I was into ghost hunting and all that. I put my stick on the table and told her that I had to go. However, the look in her eyes after I said that, you knew she had something to say, and not anything any guy wants to hear at that particular time, if you get my drift .

So I asked her if anything was bothering her and then she asked if I could stay longer so she can ask me a few things. In the back of my mind, being a guy I'm like oh hell yeah, but upfront I knew it was serious. So we sit down and the first thing she asks me, "So, you know a lot about ghosts yea?" My reply, well, I do not claim to be an expert but I have been researching and investigating for a while now. "Well, I think I have a ghost here" Her eyes instantly started watering and her face started blushing. So now I go from intrigued to very concerned. I asked her if she would like to leave and perhaps get a bite to eat and discuss this outside the house and of course she said yeah.

So we go to waffle house, our normal late night eatery lol. We sit there for more than 3 hours talking nonstop about what was going on in her house. She was asking me questions that no one has ever asked me. So I ask her about what all she experienced. She said:

-As though someone was holding her down

-full body apparitions of a dark figure, I asked maybe of a shadow person, she said no, just dark

-The constant feeling of being watched

-a weird dense energy, almost described as a thickness in the air

So after all this is said and done, I asked her what she wanted from me, an investigation, someone to come around and keep her company? She looked at me and I will never forget this...she said "Noah, please do not think I am coming on to you, but will you please stay with me tonight?" I of course said yeah no problem.

So I stay the night, Im sleeping in the spare bedroom even though she asked me to sleep in her room. We both kept our doors open, so I could see into her room and she could see into mine. She is passed out, I refused to close my eyes trying to if anything would happen, any noises, shadows, anything. She is snoring louder than a freaking lawnmower lol then all a sudden the light in her bathroom turns on, and I can see directly into her room, I can see the bathroom door and her bed was on the other side of the room, still passed out snoring like a lawnmower. I could not believe my eyes...then the snoring stopped and she began to cry out my name. I rush into her room, turn on the light because honestly, I am freaked out. She was saying please tell me you turned on the bathroom light and I said I must have left it on after I went to the bathroom, I'm sorry. Just to ease her mind for the night. At this point, I decided to crawl into bed with her lol. I turned off the bathroom light and she is on me like a leech. In a non sexual way. I could feel her tremble as if she was shivering from the cold, but her skin was hot to the touch. So I have my arms wrapped around her, both of us facing the bathroom, the door is closed. I obviously can not sleep, she is snoring like a lawnmower which doesn't help....Then I felt as if someone slapped my hand twice. I look up and nobody was there...Amber is still snoring and I could feel if she moved and I know for sure it wasn't her. I put my head back down and not even 10 seconds later two more slaps on my hand. This time I woke up Amber and was like are you getting hot, she said no, I was like were you just slapping my hand and she said I was sleeping. Which I knew but I just wanted to convince myself it was her. However her right hand was under her head and her left hand was between her legs, as if she was cold, and thats how she was positioned both times. I stayed up the entire night until she got up to go to work and when she went to work I went back to my apartment.

.........................end of part one....dont want to get it too long, part 2 coming next.

AWWWW Noah, its so awesome you are getting this out. Even before you get to part 2, I can tell whatever or whoever it was, followed you home or rather attached itself to you..Anyhoo GO ON...((HUGS))

[malaria]

physical unease... ive felt that before in situations and felt as if someone was in my face when i was someplace alone. this could also be something unseen doing physical contact .. ive thought this to happen to me on two occasions

[JackalnChainz]

Alright, I have a little story that I'd like to have a diagnosis to if you will. This has been bothering me for quite some time and its not getting any better.

This story takes us back to March of 2006. At this point in time, I am in the military, just got my orders to get out in June and Im estatic. Do not get me wrong, I absolutely love the military and everything it provided for me, but it was for medical reasons. Nothing I could prevent. Anyway...I met my friend Amber around this time. We went out to a few movies, had a few drinks, nothing ever crossed our minds to take it any further than friends. One day out of the blue she asked me to come over to shoot a few games of pool. "She had a game room". I go over, we are shooting pool and I am feeling very uneasy. As though you walk into a bar knowing you are going to get in a fight. However it was just her and I there. She was on the other side of the table and I was taking my shot and I felt as though someone slapped my butt. I instantly stop and looked behind me which was the wall, "I always complained when I would lose because the wall would make it hard to shoot decent at times lol". Anyway, nobody around. I look at her and was like that was crazy. She asked what, but I said nevermind.

Later on that night, we are still playing pool and she was shooting this time my back was to a window and I felt the same exact thing this time harder. Now being interested in the paranormal for a long time and being an investigator I knew something was up. She even knew I was into ghost hunting and all that. I put my stick on the table and told her that I had to go. However, the look in her eyes after I said that, you knew she had something to say, and not anything any guy wants to hear at that particular time, if you get my drift .

So I asked her if anything was bothering her and then she asked if I could stay longer so she can ask me a few things. In the back of my mind, being a guy I'm like oh hell yeah, but upfront I knew it was serious. So we sit down and the first thing she asks me, "So, you know a lot about ghosts yea?" My reply, well, I do not claim to be an expert but I have been researching and investigating for a while now. "Well, I think I have a ghost here" Her eyes instantly started watering and her face started blushing. So now I go from intrigued to very concerned. I asked her if she would like to leave and perhaps get a bite to eat and discuss this outside the house and of course she said yeah.

So we go to waffle house, our normal late night eatery lol. We sit there for more than 3 hours talking nonstop about what was going on in her house. She was asking me questions that no one has ever asked me. So I ask her about what all she experienced. She said:

-As though someone was holding her down

-full body apparitions of a dark figure, I asked maybe of a shadow person, she said no, just dark

-The constant feeling of being watched

-a weird dense energy, almost described as a thickness in the air

So after all this is said and done, I asked her what she wanted from me, an investigation, someone to come around and keep her company? She looked at me and I will never forget this...she said "Noah, please do not think I am coming on to you, but will you please stay with me tonight?" I of course said yeah no problem.

So I stay the night, Im sleeping in the spare bedroom even though she asked me to sleep in her room. We both kept our doors open, so I could see into her room and she could see into mine. She is passed out, I refused to close my eyes trying to if anything would happen, any noises, shadows, anything. She is snoring louder than a freaking lawnmower lol then all a sudden the light in her bathroom turns on, and I can see directly into her room, I can see the bathroom door and her bed was on the other side of the room, still passed out snoring like a lawnmower. I could not believe my eyes...then the snoring stopped and she began to cry out my name. I rush into her room, turn on the light because honestly, I am freaked out. She was saying please tell me you turned on the bathroom light and I said I must have left it on after I went to the bathroom, I'm sorry. Just to ease her mind for the night. At this point, I decided to crawl into bed with her lol. I turned off the bathroom light and she is on me like a leech. In a non sexual way. I could feel her tremble as if she was shivering from the cold, but her skin was hot to the touch. So I have my arms wrapped around her, both of us facing the bathroom, the door is closed. I obviously can not sleep, she is snoring like a lawnmower which doesn't help....Then I felt as if someone slapped my hand twice. I look up and nobody was there...Amber is still snoring and I could feel if she moved and I know for sure it wasn't her. I put my head back down and not even 10 seconds later two more slaps on my hand. This time I woke up Amber and was like are you getting hot, she said no, I was like were you just slapping my hand and she said I was sleeping. Which I knew but I just wanted to convince myself it was her. However her right hand was under her head and her left hand was between her legs, as if she was cold, and thats how she was positioned both times. I stayed up the entire night until she got up to go to work and when she went to work I went back to my apartment.

.........................end of part one....dont want to get it too long, part 2 coming next.

well holy crap hurry up...you're killing me here!!

[emberlake]

OMG Gosh Noah...

I bet Amber was at her wits end with the haunting.

The physical contact would've scared the beejeebers out of me.

I suspect that this gave you more than a few shudders of discomfort too.

Was this your first encounter with physical contact from a spirit or disembodied force. (I don't know what word to use, somehow ghost doesn't seem to fit.)

Did you do an investigation? What do you think it is... was?

~ ~

Shame on you leaving us hanging like this...

I can hardly wait for part two.

~paces back & forth waiting for Noah~

Edited December 3, 2007 by D is here

[CANDIDPETS]

what all has it done to her?

[Belle.]

Everyone has started doing these dratted half stories! Tell us the rest Enjay!!!

Edit: I admit they do build the suspense though he he he!

Edited December 3, 2007 by Betsy

[JustNormal]

OMG Gosh Noah...

I bet Amber was at her wits end with the haunting.

The physical contact would've scared the beejeebers out of me.

I suspect that this gave you more than a few shudders of discomfort too.

Was this your first encounter with physical contact from a spirit or disembodied force. (I don't know what word to use, somehow ghost doesn't seem to fit.)

Did you do an investigation? What do you think it is... was?

~ ~

Shame on you leaving us hanging like this...

I can hardly wait for part two.

~paces back & forth waiting for Noah~

God, I wish he would type part two. So far its skeery...I can tell he is worried, but glad he has gotten this far..JN

[JackalnChainz]

Everyone has started doing these dratted half stories! Tell us the rest Enjay!!!

**snicker**

[emberlake]

God, I wish he would type part two. So far its skeery...I can tell he is worried, but glad he has gotten this far..JN

Yep, Noah is a tease...

Noah:

Hurry back and skeer us some more ...

Seriously, when are you going to post part 2?

[JustNormal]

Yep, Noah is a tease...

Noah:

Hurry back and skeer us some more ...

Seriously, when are you going to post part 2?

I dont think he's online any longer. Because of the nature of the haunting and feelings he is still going thru, maybe he wants to wait till tomorrow..JN

[NoahJaymes]

So I am sitting in my apartment laying down trying to get some sleep, remember I am on 45 days leave. All a sudden I hear a glass break. After the previous night, Im on full alert, but I had never suspected anything in my own home. Never had any reason to. I get up to check it out and three cupboard doors were open and a glass cup was laying in the middle of my floor broken. I immidately check my door to make sure it was locked, which I always lock it and it was. Same for the balcony, it too was locked. I checked every room in my apartment, nobody was in there.

Im thinking, man this is crazy, what is going on here. Yeah, I am a believer in the paranormal, but I HAVE NEVER experienced anything like this. In all honesty, I was trying to disprove it all, trying to be this hardcore skeptic because I never thought such things were possible, only in really extreme cases.

So I clean it all up, lay back down, wake up several hours later sick as hell. I'm talking vomiting, fever, I could barely move, the lights hurt my eyes. I was like great, this girl needs me and I have the flu.

Then I get in this depressive state. I was losing mad weight, I just sat there and stared meaningless into the TV as if I was staring right through it. Amber came over to check on me and she knew I was a massive clean freak and she seen my place was a disaster, being a nurse, I dont know how, but she instantly thought I was depressed. She took me to the hospital on Fort Bragg, I took a bunch of tests, they said I was depressed, gave me zoloft and klonopin and since I was on 45 days leave and had my own apartment by myself, they insisted I move back into the barracks, I was not about to do that, so Amber decided to take me in for the remainder of the 45 days.

Wow, now let me just say, I will be the first to admit, those pills screw with your mind royally!!! I was completly different, more cheery than I ever was...calmer, like NOT MYSELF LOL.

It takes a while for the medication to actually kick in, but you do feel the effects of them, like almost a high if you will. Anyway, so I am sleeping in her room now, totally just friends, but she refuses to sleep without the bathroom light on, I was like get a freaking nightlight but she will only sleep if the bathroom light is on.

So, during this time I am staying there I start to become a total different person. Like, negative if you will. I went from always having a positive outlook, lending a helping hand when it is needed to being clouded, distant and vulgor. When I would go to my appointments Amber even said that we need to get out of the house more, Im very different inside. Almost like Amityville horror, and I HATE TO COMPARE IT TO THAT because Amityville horror IMO WAS A HOAX LOL. However it was very similar.

So, it comes to around May...Amber, myself and her roommate Jenn, all of our birthdays are in may, so we are planning this HUGE party...we invited about a hundred people, which we never thought all of em would show...party came around, we were pushing 120+...it was crazy...Im having the time of my life, no worries and Im not drinking due to the medication....Then for no freaking reason at all, I spear tackle this guy across the room, he charges at me, I hip toss him, his feet hit the ceiling fan, he smashes into the coffee table, i start choking him then two guys get on top of me and I threw them off of me and I was laughing the entire time, I had three guys pinned down, im on top laughing my ass off then my ex fiance comes in and says my name and I just snap out of it. Like wtf, I get up they are like whoa dude wtf is going on. Amber is crying hysterically and im just in complete shock because I have no idea what the hell just happened. After that, it was kind of a wake up call. I mean, he was just standing there fiddling with CD's talking to a group of ppl. It was all in slow mo, I could see everything happen and I honestly had no idea of my stregth, here is Amber and I talking about it in a pm, a lil snippet.

Amber howell: there are only a few ppl that have ever seen me p***ed off... i have seen you p***ed you bought killed a dude at my house remeber

NoahJaymes: that wasn't me me. That was me on zoloft, klonopin

NoahJaymes: and its a good thing nikki came in

Amber howell: well still you about killed that guy

NoahJaymes: i was hell bent on breaking his neck

NoahJaymes: and i knew how

NoahJaymes: lol

Amber howell: i know

NoahJaymes: after that i was kinda sitting there like holy ****, i dont even know my own strength

Amber howell: yeah you didnt

Amber howell: good thing niki was there

After all this, I decided to move out, get away from all that. Even if I had to live in the barracks......

Part 3 coming next.....

[trickyhomunculi]

Good story EnJay looking forward to part 2.

[JackalnChainz]

while he's writing, I can expound on a point that he made very clear, and I think should be reiterated. All of these phenomena described can be explained. Even there is some rational explanation for the broken glass and the open cupboards. BUT....when you are there, and you are looking around your place for god knows what, and you are on your knees cleaning up that broken glass....there is little doubt in your own mind as to what has just happened. You can write it in a forum, and others will debunk it, and rationalize it away....but YOU know what happened, and it will stick with you forever. ~Jackal

[emberlake]

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Aw, Noah,

Bless your heart. I hurt for you. This is/was horrible for you to go through.

I hope you managed to get away from the overwhelming force of whatever was causing your rage and depression.

I worry for you.

I'm almost afraid of what part 3 may bring.

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I agree with Jackal.

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[NoahJaymes]

So, even though Amber is going through all of this at her house, I really needed to distance myself from the house for my own safety I guess. I still called to check in on her, she said everything is calm and but still sleeps with the light on.

Warning, the next part gets GRAPHIC

I go back to work early so I had something to do, to get my mind off of things. I was an MP in the army, which is Military Police so I always carried a weapon while on duty. Im sitting at my desk listening to music writing a synopsis on the back of a ticket I wrote when I started seeing flashes. Flashes of peoples faces laughing. Nobody I knew, but it was just flashes of people laughing, not so much at me but it felt directed toward me.

Then I got these violent images of me holding my gun to my head and pulling the trigger. Over and over and over again, nonstop. Next thing I knew I had the gun out on the desk, charged and on fire. I was literally crying as I inched the 9mm closer to my head then my cell phone rang...the ring tone was Beautiful by James Blunt, it was Amber. I kid you not, she called and said she had this gut feeling that something was wrong.......

part 4 coming next...........

[JustNormal]

So, even though Amber is going through all of this at her house, I really needed to distance myself from the house for my own safety I guess. I still called to check in on her, she said everything is calm and but still sleeps with the light on.

Warning, the next part gets GRAPHIC

I go back to work early so I had something to do, to get my mind off of things. I was an MP in the army, which is Military Police so I always carried a weapon while on duty. Im sitting at my desk listening to music writing a synopsis on the back of a ticket I wrote when I started seeing flashes. Flashes of peoples faces laughing. Nobody I knew, but it was just flashes of people laughing, not so much at me but it felt directed toward me.

Then I got these violent images of me holding my gun to my head and pulling the trigger. Over and over and over again, nonstop. Next thing I knew I had the gun out on the desk, charged and on fire. I was literally crying as I inched the 9mm closer to my head then my cell phone rang...the ring tone was Beautiful by James Blunt, it was Amber. I kid you not, she called and said she had this gut feeling that something was wrong.......

part 4 coming next...........

((((Noah))))

[NoahJaymes]

while he's writing, I can expound on a point that he made very clear, and I think should be reiterated. All of these phenomena described can be explained. Even there is some rational explanation for the broken glass and the open cupboards. BUT....when you are there, and you are looking around your place for god knows what, and you are on your knees cleaning up that broken glass....there is little doubt in your own mind as to what has just happened. You can write it in a forum, and others will debunk it, and rationalize it away....but YOU know what happened, and it will stick with you forever. ~Jackal

This is very true, excellent post.

[JustNormal]

This is very true, excellent post.

I agree too!!

[JustNormal]

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Aw, Noah,

Bless your heart. I hurt for you. This is/was horrible for you to go through.

I hope you managed to get away from the overwhelming force of whatever was causing your rage and depression.

I worry for you.

I'm almost afraid of what part 3 may bring.

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I agree with Jackal.

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Me too. Thing is, keeping it inside makes things worse. Letting it out is so theraputic, I did it. Even tho I was trashed for months, I didnt care, I told the events and am stronger for it..JN

[Belle.]

This is very intense!

[emberlake]

Noah,

Part 3 was beyond frightening. You must have been just absolutely terrified at this happening to you beyond your control.

Thank God Amber called when she did.

Some folks might say that her call was coincidence, I personally believe that it was 'divine intervention'.

I await part 4 with fear of what next sad horrid events occurred or are still occurring.

[NoahJaymes]

So it was basically back to the drawing board with the depression. Obviously I was not better, the medications were not helping and I really needed help. The army seen this as a possible hazard which they should, put me on the no draw list, removed me from my job. My only job, to show up to my appointments and to get better.

They never seen me as a threat to myself though...but they were concerned nontheless.

So, eventually I got out of the army, living in Fayetteville, NC with my roommate Tim. The first night sleeping there I felt really good. As if, there was a good energy to the place...best way I can describe it. I remember laying in my bed and it felt as if someone was rubbing a feather on my head, slightly tingling sensation, I instantly sat up like what the hell, like brushing out my hair thinking ants were crawling on my head, we had a bad ant problem. lol...however no ants were even around, believe me, I would know. I HATE BUGS!!!! Sound familiar? As in Steve!!! lol Anyway, the research I did shows that that kind of sensation could be positive energy, or coming into contact with an entity of some sort, whatever it was, I finally felt comfortable with.

I decided to do some research on the area and found that a lady did die there. I felt ok with this, because for once Im not looking over my shoulder or getting messed up images.

I start dating this girl from Asheville, NC. It was about a good 3 hour drive, It was her birthday and I went to visit her, spent the weekend there, everything was fine. Time to go home, we say our goodbyes, I walk out to my truck and start driving. Its slightly raining, its dark and I have a good distance to drive yet. Then I get this horrific image of someone sitting next to me screaming at me, their face was blurred out as if from the Ring, ya know the pictures which looks like the faces of the next victim is all ganked up. It goes for a while, comes back, same thing. I notice road signs as if they were almost bleeding, or a rusty look.....but then it all went away...then I get back home.

So im back home, sitting in my computer room, then i get another image of the same person standing in the doorway screaming at me with the same blurred face......laying in bed, same person in the doorway with the blurred face screaming at me. You can kinda guess im poppin the pills to sleep through all this, Im literally sleeping with the lights on during this whole ordeal....

My roommate and I both get nailed hard with the flu, we are both very sick, he is laying on the floor and Im sitting in the chair watching smallville season 5, (best show ever), anyway, in our lil hallway which leads to my room and the bathroom, the light from the bathroom window is casted onto the hallway wall. The window sits high so no one walking by can look in and be like whoa, that guy is taking a p***. Anway, we are watching and I see a shadow on the wall, I look, nothing is there. I passed it off as maybe birds flew by the window. Well, I start feeling like hardcore crap so I hit the sack early. I wake up late at night to go to the bathroom. I ALWAYS have to lock the door, im weird like that, If the bathroom door isn't locked, I can not go to the bathroom. Anyway, I finish my biz, wash my hands, go to open the door, I hear a click and the door opens. This is all as I am reaching out to grab the door knob. The door is clearly locked still and that if the door is not completely shut, the door will swing open on its own, our house sat on a hill and was slanted, so the door would swing open if it wasn't completely shut. I did a bunch of video tests from my cell phone, I thought I uploaded it to my yahoo geocities account, but it may be on another account...i'd have to check...if its not, sorry for getting your hopes up, it really was not my intent..anyway, it was just a test not anything special.

So after that, again, computer room, same screaming blurred face screaming at me in the doorway.......as I have said before in previous posts to JN...I wrote these images off due to the medication I was on....after the other night, I now think differently!!

Part 5 coming up next.........

[Captain Rachael]

Eeeep!

I hope everything now is okay!

[emberlake]

I remember you spoke of the tingling or rubbing sensation of your forehead. I recall wondering how unsettling it really had to be.

I hate to hear that you were also experiencing worse things going on and are still going on.

Fella, you must be frustrated to the ninth degree with all this.

Part 5 ... ~holding my breath~