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[dreamgoddess11]

Well said Damrod :-)

[Damrod]

err..ouch...

But no...I think your subconscious mind is trying to talk to you...sorry I got off track in explaining what I was thinking...I do that sometimes...the big mouth blabbering jester....it happens to me a lot...

sorry...

[dreamgoddess11]

:-) no really I meant it:-) im just not as much of a deep thinker compared to u. I think. :-) I sure am absorbing as much as a can though. u r right about the truths being sprinkled everywhere. I guess it keeps us going, if we already knew everything... What would the point of this life be?

[Damrod]

dreamgoddess11, on 09 December 2011 - 04:27 PM, said:

:-) no really I meant it:-) im just not as much of a deep thinker compared to u. I think. :-) I sure am absorbing as much as a can though. u r right about the truths being sprinkled everywhere. I guess it keeps us going, if we already knew everything... What would the point of this life be?

Wow...I am honored...

Deep thinker?...some might say "deep stinker"...lmao!

I'm kinda old...46 as of 9/13/11....I have seen and experienced things that...well...it's hard to explain...I was out there though...looking for it...pressing the envelope...challenging the powers....and I sometimes got my ass handed to me...it happens.

I have been exposed to..."paranormal activity"...I remember being in a friends studio apartment and partying down and his kitchen sink faucet just turned on by itself while we were sitting there....no BS...the lever just lifted up on it's own...never challenged it...it was so obvious to us that we just hushed it...

I have witnessed crime bosses breaking legs over maybe a thousand bucks...that is some scarey stories...they were not folks to try and screw...

I have been around for awhile...seen alot...don't try to big shot the scene....

I have done some pretty wild things all in the name of weird....'experience"...I have went places and done things that are...well...unmentionable...all in the name of fun....

Heck I remember a keg party I went to once and me and by buds got "supposedly" the last of the qualude 714's...it was the most amazing party I think I ever participated in...but that was then, like 1986-1987...

For me...I have always sought to "expand the mind"...to open those doors the pussies are afraid to open...on this...I am the bulldog...I have no fear...I want to see the other side...in fact...I have...several times...but I can't explain it in words that anyone can appreciate....maybe I should take some writing courses and learn how to describe things....cause I have been places that would fracture the minds of most people....I have seen the other side...both the higher and lower levels....and ....it is beyond words until you have seen it....


So there you have it lady....now maybe you know me a little better and maybe understand my point of view a tad.....life is meant to be adventure...otherwise...what the "F" is the point?....

[dreamgoddess11]

Wow, your writing is great. You should start a blog through your page and tell us your stories.

[Damrod]

dreamgoddess11, on 09 December 2011 - 05:02 PM, said:

Wow, your writing is great. You should start a blog through your page and tell us your stories.

Lol...well thank you lady!  My greatest and most fiery opinions are yet to come....when I get started on racism, sexism and bigotry....oh...I will piss folks off...guaranteed...I hate...the weapons of hate...and you know how well ideals like that sit in the 18th century modern day southern states....the claim to be progressive but they hate just as good as they did 150 years ago...prejudice lives in the south....what irony...a bunch of wanna be christian lovers that can hate and fear so much....fail...all of them...and this is NOT what Jesus taught....to all of you...read up cause you fail....

I might, just for fun!  I have a whole repertoire of madness to tell...if I can and it not be held against me...

Mostly, my experiences have been as a witness, and not so much as a perpetrator...but I guess I could get in trouble for what I have seen and heard and let go out of fear for my life...hey...**** happens...I can honestly say I got in lots of trouble for refusing to be "the iron hand"...i did what I did and the reconciliation of debt was up to others and I didn't need to be involved

If anyone knows what protections I can get and claim....sure...I'd be happy to tell my tale so know one else ever has to go there...the younger generation seems to love to live vicariously....well....i can feed that...I have done soooo much in my younger days...the choice to believe it is really irrelevant...being able to discuss it would be good therapy....if they choose to ignore it would be ok too....hell the biggest thing is the statute of limitations...lol...I'm not whispering shiz till I know this....I have good friends and I wouldn't want to get them in trouble for bad decisions made decades ago....I was a bad guy for years....now I am not...but the story is somewhat entertaining nonetheless...

On the other hand, I sometimes wonder if these were not just specific scenarios for me and my edification...and maybe I should not share what I have witnessed and observed.  (I refuse to say participated in).  I'm thinking maybe a new thread is in order...I don't want to detract/distract from yours...if and when I can thin of a valid excuse to share this nonsense....I'll consider starting one...

Edited by Damrod, 09 December 2011 - 05:59 PM.

[Shoya_48]

dreamgoddess11, on 18 October 2011 - 02:25 AM, said:

In 2005 I was asleep and woke up because I heard a voice near my right ear. Still creeps me out. I woke up groggy and looked to my right to see where the voice was coming from...and saw nothing. I continued to hear the voice. it was a male voice with an old world tone to it. The words were poetic but dark, something about a Black river flowing and souls. Then as I became more panicked the voice slowly began to fade away. It continued to Speak While it was fading away getting quieter and quieter until it was silent again. Needless to say, I did not get any sleep after that. Intried to tell myself the entire ordeal was a complete dream. But I know I was awake, the voice actually woke me up. I moved looked to me right and saw nothing but my chair but continued to hear the voice. Totally not a cool experience at all. I just don't understand why something would do that to another?

Dreamgoddess11,several years ago,i have had the same experience!It was also a male voice.But whoever was,it was laughing.and it stopped,as i ignored it.However,i have to say it was realy very weird and scary,and still today i remember it....About what it may be,well,i have no explanation or answer for that.I wish,as I also experienced the same....

[dreamgoddess11]

Shoya_48, on 05 January 2012 - 11:21 AM, said:

Dreamgoddess11,several years ago,i have had the same experience!It was also a male voice.But whoever was,it was laughing.and it stopped,as i ignored it.However,i have to say it was realy very weird and scary,and still today i remember it....About what it may be,well,i have no explanation or answer for that.I wish,as I also experienced the same....

hmmm. This is interesting. I've been thinking about this event that happened for awhile now since my post & feedback from the seasoned UM peeps. Been reading up tons on mental states & the "other"...dreams,sleep, lucid dreaming, entities ect.
I thought about what was going on in my life during the time this occured. I was not being "the best lady" I could be. I had a friend That wasn't the best influence and was messing with things I had no Bussiness messing with.  I have come to the conclusion that I opened myself up to allowing something dark or unexplainable but very real in. after it happened I changed my ways. But at the time I was not aware why I did. so I'm glad it happened. it was a good wake up call for me.

[SexyAlchemist23]

The same thing happened to me only slightly different.. I woke up and felt as though I couldn't move. I was on my side and felt something next to me but behind my back. My body was covered in goosebumps as I heard this angry voice repeat the numbers 538 in my ear. I could feel his breath on my ear. Once he stopped, I felt like weight lifted off my shoulders and the room felt normal to me. That was scary...

[Mantis914]

Also, how about when you hear a voice call you when you are completely awake?  How does that fit into a dream state?  I've heard on several occasions a female's voice call me by name when no one was around.  I say the voice sounds like my mom and at the time if I have the means, I will call her to see if she was just thinking of me at that time to which every time she says no.  I've heard other voices too which sounded like an old man and one that sounded like a smoker with a raspy voice, which sounded terrible.
I've also heard sounds while I'm drifting off to sleep which have totally scared me enough to jump out of bed.  One night, I heard glass breaking which made me think someone was breaking in the house so I got prepared and went from room to room checking but there was no glass broken nor in my cars outside either.
I think I did mention that several times at the old house I used to live in, I would hear car accidents in the middle of the night and then go outside to find nothing not even glass on the ground or people looking around so maybe that was in a dream also.
I have been awake during the night watching late night TV and went to the restroom and heard what sounded like a kid giggling out by my front door.  I think I was groggy enough to not even register fear in my mind so I went and checked it out but no one was there.

[Simbi Laveau]

It whispered my name ,right in my ear . Disturbingly creepy . It was a demon,playing w me,in my case. I was barely 14 I think .