i need help understanding what i am

[rayroach]

ok so hi people names Raymond grew up with my mothers side (strong with the force) as far back as i know my great gramps was known as some witch doctor shaman in his little village in mexico.

mind you there will be major grammar issues i work soon sorry should have been the first sentence.

mom was forewarned of his death in a dream she sees those from time to time she was also the only one to stare into his eyes word was that his eyes were powerful didnt say how but he could see through people shatter glass and or so i was told my mom had conversations with him just by starring at each other.

today she does not practice or hone her natural abilities but that doesnt stop them from coming i have similar abilities and a few more but i want to hone myself. people hate my eyes or love em no in between really they scare people or theyre drawn in if i look someone a lot of the time i can persuade them sometimes works well with the ladies

im well liked with most people and life seems to be filled with luck i should have died several times i recently got hit with a low hanging electric power line it was to steal cable or something but it touched my neck and shoulder no marks but it was intense i seen a doctor my next work day (i work in a hospital) and he said i was but he was sorta amazed nothing happened.

i am prone to attacks on the mind i can i tend to give off a strong aura or so im told people lately ive been having theses memories along side reality memories of a time that happened literally seconds after the actual event only i know it didnt happen when i was younger i seen this owl follow me he was my friend or so i thought it wasnt a normal owl it was a shapeshifter who followed me around watching in highschool my friend had some demonolgy book and me having experience with spirits and supernatual went over to warn him.

i flipped through it and stopped at a page where it showed a picture of the owl that i saw as a child i never knew its name even when i did speak it didnt have a voice but i could feel what it had said he had never harmed me and even tried protecting me at times telling me not to sleep that they were waiting for me sometimes when i didnt listen when i was too tired id wake up with scratch marks on me his name in this book was Stolas and he is Goetic theres more but i have to go to work please help.

life is good but i need understanding and i would also like to get stronger if i can i want to have more control over my abilities. also i feel a close affinity to the dark but i am sworn to protect the light i am not evil and my sense of judgement is not clouded or currupt

[XenoFish]

I'm giving you a like because you know how to use paragraphs. I could be honest and destroy all these things you believe and explain how it works through psychology, but I'm not. The only advice that I'm going to give is to not take it serious. If you take it serious you will become strange and not in a good way. One of the first things you must always do is rule out any and all possible mundane (non-metaphysical) answers. 90% of the time it's all natural, the other 10% is what I call the weirdness factor, it's that unexplained something that happens to us all.

Good luck, be smart, and don't get too weird about it.

Edited January 20, 2016 by XenoFish

[barbco196]

Don't try and 'hone' in on anything. If you do have a gift, it will present itself when the time is right. Don't over-analyze and dwell on the 'strangeness'. Life is hard enough, don't open the door and invite more chaos.

[little_dreamer]

What happened with the owl? What was your story there?

[Hyades]

Hi Raymond, a warm Welcome to UM, I wish you a Wonderful Unexplained Mysteries Journey. You will have the pleasure of sharing your knowledge and experience with UM members. You will find out that UM members are also eager to do just the same.

Best of experience to you!