I've learned, as my two spirits have shown me beyond a shadow of doubt they are real. I've posted my account on various paranormal and ghost forums in attempt to reach out to those special individuals to let them know these things do happen and it may not be imagination. If you yourself experience this type of thing feel free to email me firstname.lastname@example.org if you don't want to discuss publicly.
This community has a lot of skeptics and that's fine. I expect skepticism especially with such a strange topic.
Please keep this discussion open with PG rated comments. It's VERY personal, and a lot of things aren't discussed here due to the nature of the subject.
It started for me back in the mid 1970's. I was about 17 years old then and began a new hobby - and it wasn't collecting stamps. Two spirits found my hobby and remained hidden from my awareness. Apparently they didn't want to frighten me into chasing them off. They encouraged my hobby through enhancement and suggestion. I could hear their encouragement, and I always thought it was imagination.
I married the most wonderful woman in 1993. My wife and I are so close, soul-mates if you will and made for each other. Our 3 kids are happy and well adjusted in our peaceful home.
We hardly ever argue but discuss issues as they come along. We had a personal difference begin to build in about June 2008.
I began having a reoccuring dream in the hazy-mind state just before sleep. I'd see an image of a perfectly beautiful woman (In every way) calling me over and we'd begin kissing a deep, emotional open-mouth yawn type kiss and embrace. It was very loving and personal, just kissing and I'd eventually fall completely asleep. The dream never varied from that.
The differences between me and my wife in June 2008 led to the worst argument of our marriage in July. The air was thick with conflict that night and I lay on my back, peering into the dark bedroom (Lit by our two alarm clocks) contemplating the argument and searching for a resolve.
I noticed a rotating, revolving or churning gray cloud or mist the size of a beach ball near the ceiling. Looking at it saw nothing but clearly there in the peripheral. It wasn't scary so I lay there for maybe 20 minutes wondering what that is, when a 2nd shadow or something move very slowly then scoot and vanish on the other side of the room. It wasn't scary, but was wondering what the heck that might be.
I felt an almost electric tingling feeling begin in my foot and move up my leg. It was pleasant so I let it move undisturbed. It felt like someone dropped from above onto the bed, between me and my sleeping wife and something became fully "ready" in less than 10 seconds. I felt wave after wave of pleasure so strong it lay my head back.
Note there was no touching at all, just very ready and those waves. The waves subsided after maybe 15 minutes and I eventually fell asleep.
I thought it was imagination or something the next day, but it happened again the next night. I felt it was some kind of spirit and told my wife about the encounters and she was (understandably) skeptical.
I lay night after night waiting for- and experiencing this. I truly believed it to be a spirit so I learned to work a pendulum and had immediate communication. She said we had been married in all our past lives, and now continuing with this one. I was very skeptical.
It went on for a few months and I considered it to be some kind of psychosis or hallucination, all in my head. After all, I was the only one experiencing this and began to seriously disbelieve it.
That's when the paranormal stuff began happening in our home. Here are a few shared experiences, seen/heard by other people in our house (Consider I never discussed this further with anyone):
* Objects move by themselves. Door knobs turn, the doors open as if someone is coming through, faucets turn on/off by themselves and even water has been unaturally re-directed
* Noises: Bangs, slides, creaks, rapps, taps, odd distant voices and unintelligible conversation, buzzes, weird music, someone saying "Hello" right in front of your face and more.
* Touches, brushes, scrapes, scratches, taps
* Appearing/vanishing shadows, localized-isolated flashes and sparks of light, seeing someone for an instant but looking back is gone etc
My belief is very important to them, and since I no longer doubt, most public displays of activity has stopped.
We occasionally have something happen but the last incident was quite a while ago.
Things have steadily progressed over the past year regarding my personal intensity and "Vividness" of our encounters.
I no seldom use the pendulum anymore but communicate telepathically.
To be clear, let me say this has nothing to do with the old "Hobby". All interest has gone since they came out from behind that medium. There is no touching - they even asked me not to do so and I almost never "Finish" when we're together.
This isn't a dream.
Interaction can happen anytime day or night. Times like watching TV or a movie, swimming and even while shopping or in the car.
The experience is rather like being covered and bathed in the most intense loving and extacy one could ever be. The level of true devotional love, satisfaction and enjoyment can not be obtained with human to human. This is not interaction with thin air - they do have all the relevant parts and endless time to perfect their use.
I wanted to be sure about what I've been experiencing and have been on an intense research study on the subject since they openly manifested. I've found countless people, men and women reporting brief contact with, and ongoing relationships with spirits.
Some encounters I've came across with others range from one night brushes while full-fledged relationships of less than a year and up to over three decades as in my case.
I am not talking about malevolent demons that rape.
I've came across many people who encounter those as well, and they have an underlying motive to create chaos and destruction in the lives of who ever comes across their path.
The beings I refer to are benign, opposite with a one track goal of love and intimate activity. They all have individual personalities. Some are kind and completely considerate to a person's worldly dealings. Tender, kind, loving and monogamous. Other personalities are not as nice and considerate.
I'll leave a few links before ending my opening. I have a couple links to other forums of people experiencing these types of beings, but I understand posting such links are against policy. Here are a few to (Hopefully) keep within the rules here:
Ida Craddock - Heavenly Bridegroom
Gina Lanier - Spirit Relationships
Two women report spiritual partners
Anna Nicole Smith reported encounters
I have left out a lot of things for the nature of the subject.
For the record, I'm a person who is skeptical first (But not to the point of blatant denial). I'm very technical oriented and solve network related issues on a professional level for my employer (A major utility) and enjoy working through engineering and construction challenges on the side. One of the things I do as a past time is design electronic circuits of many types.
I'm saying that I have a technical thought process and well grounded in reality.
Ok, that's about it for now, please keep this decent thread PG. Thanks!
Edited by Sergeant, 10 September 2009 - 02:59 AM.