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[Tesla II]

Gilfaer, on 15 March 2010 - 08:02 PM, said:

I KNOW I'm going to regret this, but yes, I am one and have consciously known since roughly the age of twelve. I'm now in my early thirties.

If anyone is interested in asking anything, feel free to sling a question my way. It's probably easier to get a discussion going if I just open the floor to them, instead of setting off on a pre-determined course.

I have big one. How much can you recall in details?

[Gilfaer]

Or1on, on 29 January 2012 - 01:36 PM, said:

Hi,

First off I'd like to thank Gilfaer for being so open to sharing his thoughts and experiences. I don't know if this has already been asked because I haven't been able to go through all of the posts, but if the abductions are occurring on a weekly basis then would it be possible for you to set up a camera or run a webcam recording of yourself as you sleep? It would be extremely interesting to see if you're able to catch any of your episodes, or even verify to people that are asking for "solid proof/ scientific evidence" if the phenomenon is an explainable one similar to sleep paralysis.

They aren't occurring on anything like a weekly basis.

And yep, we've talked the camera idea to death. For many reasons it isn't practical.

Edited by Gilfaer, 29 January 2012 - 05:33 PM.

[Gilfaer]

Nuke_em, on 29 January 2012 - 03:36 PM, said:

I have big one. How much can you recall in details?

Well, until the age of twelve or so, I only recalled fleeting things. But at that age I first saw the image of a "grey alien" and this started much more detailed conscious recall, because I recognised the image. I'm thirty three now, so it's been twenty one years since I realised in 1990 that my "funny dreams" and marks on my body were due to what are today commonly thought to be extra-terrestrials.

[Gilfaer]

DENNISSTARR, on 29 January 2012 - 03:34 PM, said:

I was born at Walson Army Hospital in Nov 1967. My father was a USAF Enlisted Physician's Assistant stationed at McGuire AFB assigned to the Hospital. Funny this hospital has such a history (Walson Army Hospital thread)and my father had stories about letting babies expire in a room alone because they were deformed (one looked like a frog) and six fingered babies who had the extra appendages removed.

My experience leads me to believe I am a subject of study and experimentation. I strongly believe this hospital held secret program operations.

For example:

...I was taken to the base hospital regularly since I was two years old until the age of 15.  This was for a birth defect of which the hip joints were not completely formed I was told. I only remember one visit and that was the last one.  It included a simple X-ray of my pelvic area.

...I was compelled to watch any war movie or program while growing up. Compelled? I would flip through the channels and when a war picture would come up I would just be captured and sit and watched.  

...very often I would feel presence of others in my room or around me when I was alone, watching and/or waiting.

...I was told I was and avid sleep talker talking/arguing with someone but no one was seen in the room.

...I did not feel my mother was my real mother but my father was my real father.  

My children's mother was also an Air Force dependent who's father was also a medic. We got together whilst in the Air Force. I was a general purpose vehicle mechanic and she a communications repair specialists. Our children were experiencing night visits by some entities for some time. We know this because we saw them coming out from where they slept once. They (I would of liked them to look different), two of them, looked like what we all identify as Grays. They telepathically spoke to us telling us to lie down we could not stop anything. We complied. My children have been in advanced classes in school even though they they started late.

Me and my wife got out of the military and headed for the woods to get away from society and the government before the kids were born. We were not able to remain and slowly progressed back into the normal life. However, although we have we remain apart somewhat. Speaking for myself I never have felt normal. I have always felt apart from people. I am not a hermit but I do not relate to most people. I lose time on occasion and don't know where I am until I gain familiar land marks. I don't have good recall in the short term and I have trouble distinguishing multiple sounds apart. I get foggy. I can concentrate but only on one thing well. Yet I can solve immediate urgent problems and multitask to do so. I have good relations with my subordinates but I don't have true loyalty to them.

I don't have memories of abductions nor experiments.  I have been told though if I did remember I would not be able to handle what was done to me and what I have done to others.

I have read the first 15 pages of this thread.  Does any of this relate to your experiences?  I apologize for the sketchiness.

It doesn't relate very closely to me, no. But then nothing as broad as you've just described would apply closely to anyone but you.

[JGirl]

Gilfaer, on 26 January 2012 - 01:41 AM, said:

This is unusual... me bumping this thread because everyone else has gone away. lol

Just thought I'd bump it to see if anyone new hadn't read it yet.

where did you go? your thread was buzzing along then you disappear suddenly. now you are back bumping your thread. odd.

[Gilfaer]

JGirl, on 29 January 2012 - 05:39 PM, said:

where did you go? your thread was buzzing along then you disappear suddenly. now you are back bumping your thread. odd.

Actually, for the first time since this thread started almost two years ago, this was not the case.

On several occasions I've taken "holidays" from this thread, then come back after a few months and answered several dozen posts in quick succession, but on this occasion, the thread went silent of its own accord. If you look at the post immediately before my bumping one, you'll see it was me that wrote it. I answered the last questions put to me, then all went quiet until I did the bumping. In fact, I actually commented on this turn of events when I did the bumping.

Edited by Gilfaer, 30 January 2012 - 01:51 AM.

[Gilfaer]

Universal Sight, on 28 January 2012 - 10:25 AM, said:

Just waitin for you brother.... if anything new arose.

Hope all is well with you otherwise.

Everything seems to be, mate.

Btw, if you're asking what that comment in your sig means, it means that a lack of evidence does not disprove something. Only evidence against something existing disproves it.

[Gilfaer]

Or1on, on 29 January 2012 - 01:36 PM, said:

Hi,

First off I'd like to thank Gilfaer for being so open to sharing his thoughts and experiences. I don't know if this has already been asked because I haven't been able to go through all of the posts, but if the abductions are occurring on a weekly basis then would it be possible for you to set up a camera or run a webcam recording of yourself as you sleep? It would be extremely interesting to see if you're able to catch any of your episodes, or even verify to people that are asking for "solid proof/ scientific evidence" if the phenomenon is an explainable one similar to sleep paralysis.

By the way, as an aside, one of the members here isolated the main questions I was asked and the answers I gave. Here.... http://www.marcjager.com/gilfaer.html

You might find it easier than going through this whole thread.

[PaoloWillente]

Hi Gilf,

Anything new to report? Have you been taken since your last post in January?

Have you learnt anything new from the nordic looking guy whose name escapes me?

[ThePhantomFlanFlinger]

Id ask him.....'where the hell is Jimmy Hoffa?'

[Captain Zim]

Huh, never thought I'd be part of this dubious club. I'm a skeptic, and I have had an "abduction" experience.

Go on, fire away.

[archernyc]

How did I miss this one?? So, tell us what happened.

[Limeade Lily]

Hey Gilfaer! Has anything strange happened since the last time you've spoken? I was just wondering since we haven't heard from you in awhile.

[itsnotoutthere]

I would ask 'did your mother cuddle you as a child?'

[Gilfaer]

PaoloWillente, on 25 June 2012 - 10:58 AM, said:

Hi Gilf,

Anything new to report? Have you been taken since your last post in January?

Have you learnt anything new from the nordic looking guy whose name escapes me?

Sorry guys, the board has stopped notifying me of new replies. I thought the thread was dead.

Yes and no. A couple of incidents, but nothing with Jorgin among them. Not that I remember anyway.