Beckys_Mom on Jun 2 2008, 05:46 PM, said:
Well maybe you have a point, and you are right I did have such high expectations for god, high enough to have my trust broken down.
Again..I do not know, all I know is for some reason I believed there was just one being that I could trust....one true being to help...and you know the rest!
PS I hate to say this...it will sound so horrible...but part of me wishes I didn't have any love for children (appart from my own)...I think it causes me to be this way and its a feeling I don't need
Ye know, if you had of told me a week ago - BM you will loose that faith and be angered at god...I would have called you a lair and maybe gotten angry at such a statement for I never would have believed it...
You are welcome BM. Thinking is a very good start. I believe that you have not lost faith, but have just got to know God better. I have a question: Do you ever go to Church or get instruction about God? Maybe this is why all this is too much for you: Because you don't know God beyond what you expect of Him. Take care and God bless