ShadowKnights Knightmares

[ShadowKnight]

I suffer from a rare disease. I'm super-sensitive to peope,

places and things. so I'm constantly scratching my ears

and place cotton in them so I don't feel things crawl

in my ears. I suffer a long grueling process

which i must stay behind to fans to suck

the "parasites" out of my ears and into the atmosphere.

so i'll sneez like crazy. I constanlty have to eat with a

surgical glove over one or both hands to eat my food.

when I'm at school I'll scratch my ears constantly

because i feel things crawling on them. I tried

creams, soap around my ears (bad idea), facial creams, etc.

after I felt that Finished sucking whatever was in my head I'll

stay in front of the fan and let the rest just blow off my skin. I even

cleaned my ears with a cue-tip.

Please don't laugh. The only way i can go outside is if

I wear my knit-cap (beanie) to cover my ears completly.

i'm 16 and my mom knows about my problem. I went to

the docter but he said " nothing is wrong with me".

I dont think I can find a chick who can understand me

and respect me enough to not laugh.