I had recently switched back to Christianity, and I was feeling this sense of loss. I was a meditation teacher (a conduit of the "flow") for 12 years, and a practicing yogi for 34 years. Keep in mind, as well, that I had made my conclusion with the head of my order only 2 days ago, and thanks be to God that Guruji's a true, loving, understanding human being. At any rate, I feel a lot better now. I'm really living a new life nowadays, it's interesting to say. Being "born again"?? Well, it's another level of that concept. I've already experienced "awakening," the Bart Marshall kind.
Thank you for being perceptive.
Edited by braveone2u, 10 February 2013 - 10:59 PM.