Seeker79, on 12 January 2013 - 09:08 AM, said:
For such a good and enlightened person, you sure twist things up a lot, I wonder if you are doing that on purpose or if it happens to you internally.
I never said I sought thorizine, I said I would if entities started asking me to kill people. See. Sometimes I wonder if you only hear what you want from people. At first I thought it might be a language barrier, but I'm not so sure anymore.
Oh Seeker, poor Seeker, you are leaving no stone unturned, are you?

I knew what you meant about seeking thorazine and that is what I mentioned here. I said it is you who admitted that, not that you actually did it. May be I didn't express it properly. I'm still working on my english, but I have zero problems in understanding. I know that no entity asked you to kill people yet but if they did you would seek thorazine for that, right? This is what you have admitted about your determination to deceive yourself. You are so obstinately fixated on the "only benevolent spirits" thing that even though you know what you are interacting with are real spirits but when you will see their malevolence then you will even go to the extent of seeking psychiatrists to convince yourself that they were not real instead of admitting that atleast some of them can be malevolent. It is very evident who is wearing "colored googles" here, me or you. It is you who are too afraid to remove your "goggles" and see the reality.
Seeker79, on 12 January 2013 - 09:08 AM, said:
My experiences and knowledge don't come from books, I don't let books... Any books

control me...

Oh so your "knowledge" comes from his minions then. I get it now.
Just kidding.
Seeker79, on 12 January 2013 - 09:08 AM, said:
That's just it, there are no bad masks or faces only fear and fear based teachings. If you don't take the colored goggles off xing wi, how can possibly see properly?
Fear Fear Fear Fear. I'm bored now. Never once in my life was I afraid of anything when I was there. On the contrary when I found my feet, I was the one chasing them, smashing them, slashing them, plunging them into deep pits of hell. The only fear I have in my heart is the fear of God alone.
Seeker79, on 12 January 2013 - 09:08 AM, said:
I think I am starting to understand what happened to you now.
And I think I've already understood what happened to you. Maybe you should spare some time to contemplate on what happened to you or what they did to you, before attempting to analyze the psyche of others. I'm also open to the possibility that you are just a fraud. Maybe it is not them that are deceiving you, maybe it is just you who is deceiving the community here by making up stories of your "journeys" and "no demons". I'm leaning towards this especially after reading where you have admitted about making false claims of being a messenger of God.
This is a quote from another thread where you have admitted of making false claims of being a
messenger of God:
Seeker79, on 25 November 2012 - 01:23 PM, said:
I did a couple of experiments once on another forum. In one I stated in a matter of fact way that i I have an IQ of 160. The amount of negativity that then poored upon me was tremendous. In another forum i stated that I believed I was a messenger from god. I maintained an even logical and scientific tone. I was the center of attention for severely negative attacks, near constant ridicule, and frankly what amounted to bullying. It was fun to tear the bullying group apart logically
But the more reason I used, the more hostile they got.
and then you said next:
Seeker79, on 26 November 2012 - 03:39 AM, said:
how would they know or not if I were an auto dictate with an IQ of 160 or not. Or a messenger from god which I'm not.
If you can go as far as making up such big lies like being a messenger of God, then lying about these tiny "spiritual" jouneys is relatively a much trivial issue for you. It is very possible that you are making up all these stories of your experiences and deceiving everyone here with your claims about "no demons out there", just for "attention". If that is the case Seeker, then congratulations! You have succeded in your "experiment". You recieved all the "attention" that you were seeking.
@Kazahel, if you are reading this, thank you for pointing this out!
Edited by XingWi, 12 January 2013 - 06:30 PM.