i'd like to share my intense weird experience and see what you guys think of this ^^
Note: This all happened yesterday,and is an accurate representation of my experience,Nothing has been made up or added for sensation.
I've been working with brainwave entrainment meditation techniques lately (Tho very very limited with few progress as I dont have access to decent training guides atm,I'm mostly working with QuantumMindPower's monaural & isochronic BWE atm)
However,During the first experience I was just sitting behind my computer reading & browsing some forums.
All I did was simply ponder about what God,the All,the One,was
I came to the idea that it could be some light ball (in which we,our universe,exists) with a current of energy/electricity going through it.
so I closed my eyes..and visualized just that..an intense ball of light with lightning flashes..
it was at this moment that the weirdest experience of my life started
I immediatly felt INTENSE VIBRATIONS starting around my pelvis area,as my mind helt the image they became more & more intense
It felt like my mind was lifting up.
along with the vibrations,I felt INTENSE joy & arousal (to the point that I became very very aroused in a sexual context)
then I let my mind return to normal waking state, still i felt vibrations around my pelvis/tummy area (to the point that an hour later I was STILL feeling a sensation,tingling in that area)
this was very akward,and I just HAD to go further with it ^^
so I put up the QuantumMindPower's Shuman Resonnance track (a very powerful BWE track that brings your brain waves to theta state pretty fast)
laid down and started the same.
I was able to summon the vibrations almost immediatly (while simply thinking about going to a dream like state,the vibrations started again around the pelvis area)
and noticed I could control the vibrations,I spread em out
first to my chest,then my feet,then my shoulders,my head,and eventualy all of my body
at this point,my WHOLE body was vibrating VERY INTENSELY (as I said,i have been working with some mediation techniques which also conjure SLIGHT vibrations,THESE were nothing like it tho)
Eventho my eyes where closed,It felt like as if there was gentle light in front of it (Note:my room was dark)
then I tried to 'focus' the vibration energy at the pineal gland area
what I saw was amazing
the MOMENT I focused energy around my pineal gland,I LITERALY saw LIGHT coming from the sky connecting to my pineal gland area (note my eyes where CLOSED but I could SEE the light)
this probably sounds hard to believe,But I guarantee you its exactly what I experienced ^^
I finished off the session,and did some other stuff for a while.
eventualy,I tried a third time that day.
again starting with some BWE music,again I could conjure up the vibrations
tho they were ALOT less,it felt like I was unable to conjure alot of energy
it were weak vibrations..
now,today i tried again
Unfortunatly..I was unable to summon any intense vibrations
I could get some vibrations tho,but the regular ones u get while using certain mediation techniques in theta state of mind.
Even when trying to visualize the ball of light with energy..nothing
I didnt feel any tingling or sensation in my pelvis/tummy area either (which I felt the day before for several hours^^)
Anyone have an idea what this was or had any experience like it?and why I am unable to get those intense vibrations again?
P.S: sorry for bad grammar,english is far from my native language ^^
Edited by darksoul_, 24 April 2008 - 01:39 PM.