how am i able to make my hands glow blue??
im a soldier in the U.S. army.. when i was in iraq on my first deployment i had been experiencing paranormal activity from 3 ghosts (not unusual, i've dealt with them my whole life) i don't know how it started, but i was able to put my hands close together (about 3 inches) and feel the push on my hands when i moved them together and the pull on them when i pulled them apart.. i began experimenting with it for a while while everyone was asleep and discovered it made a blue glowing ball, the ghosts seemed afraid of it. (good because one of the ghosts was an evil ass b**** lol) after a while i started clamping my hands together and my hands would each turn into a blue glowing flame.. i didnt understand the connection between it and ghosts until one night..
i was alone at my fiances moms house, cleaning dishes when i felt that good ol' feeling of someone watching me.. i was infuriated.. i turned around and threw out my hand at the dark figure standing behind me. to my amazement, my one hand was already aflame; and when i struck out, the flame was thrown from my hand and at the figure and hit it.. the figure dissipated and ive never felt a dark presence in that house again.
could i really destroy demons?? i was shocked, but i must say i used it to my advantage.. ever since then if i fealt that i was in the presence of the dark and demonic i could make the 'energy' rush from my core and to my hands, igniting them.. ive moved into a new apartment and since then have noticed another demonic presence behind the ghost of a spanish woman, whose name starts with an 'A' (i whispered her name in some kind of a trance, i only remember the first initial) but anyways, i actively taunt the demon, daring to come out and show itsself..
this hasnt always been this way.. when i was first into harnessing this new energy i went on leave and on a vacation with my fiance and taunted a demon residing in our hotel (disneyland of all places heh.. dont stay in *Snip* unless you're packing some ghost-busting heat!)it went horribly wrong.. long story short it tormented us to all hell and my 'powers' did'nt hold a candle to it. but i went back to iraq with a vengeance and practiced my heart out, now i have the powers that 'killed' the demon in my fiances moms house..
furthermore, i have constant dreams of tearing the unholy apart with my bare hands and/or my powers, which lead me to my taunting of this current beast.. and since ive conquered my fear with it it doesn't show itsself anymore..
am i barking up the wrong tree? or is there anyone else out there with the same abilities i have?? is this a gift from GOD HIMself?? or am i crazy?? if you have any helpful information please reply
Edited by Karlis, 20 November 2010 - 01:24 PM.
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