Qangelify, on 06 December 2011 - 08:14 PM, said:
Seeker,
Please ask your guides for me: Since my sister died a year ago, I feel lost. Where/what should I be seeking?
Thanks to you and your helpers.
Qangelify
Hi my friend. I'm so sorry for your loss. I know this feeling well.
Boy: He is skipping circles with stones at the lake that I first met him in the Sierra Nevada mountains they go out of his hand and like a boomerang they come back. he is reminding you that this universe and what we think of as time is only but a great wheel in the machine of the great spirit. Your time with your sister are eternal moments never to be lost, and you honer her with your grief. Your grief and loss is apart of your experience of love. Without it love would surely be pointless. All love is a risk that you evenchually loose because without the loss you could not experience the beauty. He is also reminding you that the circle is larger than anything you can imagine. There is more time with your sister to come in this cycle.
Her: she is on her knees crying. She wants to take human form a bury your face on her chest ( not sexual ) wrap her arms around you and squeeze every ounce of pain out of you. But she knows she would be robbing you of your complete experience of love..... She dosnt care... She would do it anyway if it were in her power.. She is standing up..... She has waived her hand and I'm seeing profiles of people. She is telling me that the great spirit has put people in our society to guide us. She wants you to get online and sift through thereapists until you see a face that speaks to your inner voice. This persons job in life is to be there for you. This person has power and can help more than you think. She also wants you to find a secluded place in nature. She wants you to neal down. With your fingers she wants you to reach down and grip the earth and weeds. She wants you to scream and sob. She wants you to yell at the sky and express yourself to the great spirit with everythought that runs through your beautiful mind.
Grandfather: is sifting through piles of rocks. In one hand he has a broken one. He is looking for the other part. It is lost. He finds it. But a nasty looking snake us coiled around it that lashes at him every time he reaches for it. he is handing me a large stick. He wants me to give it to you. He wants you to take the stick into your dreams and kill the snake. The snake will guard this part if your soul ad long as you let it live.
( this is what my ancestors call soul loss. part of your spirit is missing and looking for your sister in the spirit world. You have created a living thought form that will not allow for it to return to you, until you kill it)
Good luck my friend. Reclaim you missing part. Allow yourself to fully express yourself, and do not be to pride to seek assistance in person.
I'm here for however i can help.
"To know oneself is to study one self in action with another person. Relationship is a process of self evaluation and self revelation. Relationship is the mirror in which you discover yourself - to be is to be related."---Bruce Lee