I tend to think that there is something else behind it all but that belongs to my beleifs. Not science.
Well, IMO, that something else could be what Albert Einstein answered to the question if he believed in God. He said that all his life was trying
to catch God at His work of creation. Then, as he was asked if he was an atheist, he said, "Never, what I find hard to believe is in a personal God,
but an atheist, I have never been one." You don't believe in the beliefs of science? Don't you think that to believe that the big bang is a fact, is
to believe by faith, just like a common theist? As far as I am concerned, I see no difference.