Posted 15 May 2012 - 10:46 PM
I sympathise with her, but killing a random person for such a thing tells a lot of things about her. If she just had to kill someone, why not target the power guy of some animal torture food corporation? It's a weak resolve. And a lack of trying to actually make things better. There's peaceful ways, better ways to have those ends meet, more comfortable ways... ways you can live out with the same money you hire a hitman or buy a rifle, or spend time in jail. Plus you get bad karma for yourself and a lifetime-lasting wound to your soul if you kill for something else than survival. Killing for survival is hard enough. Doesnt everyone deserve redemption, even if there are moments you grind your teeth together?
"Dreams are not just for dreaming, but for living them out." Onizuka Eikichi, 22, my favourite anime.
Madness is just a word that's an obscure label. A label for a wide arc of different states of mind. My madness as you might call it, has a method to it. It may seem like madness from your eyes, but from here, the more you get known to yourself, the better it feels.