I will try write the story to be as accurate as I can remember it and do bear in mind I am not a delusional character nor do I believe in religion or magic, I am a man of science and discovery.
It was late july, 2011, cheltenham UK. The year had been a cruel one and with not only the murder of an old friend and the loss of my business, the death of my grandparents and my dog, as well as a whole load of other crap,, I was feeling quite down.
My girlfriend at the time was a girl from Thailand who worked down at my friends bar, she was beautiful as can be but came with problems and was nothing but constant drain on my emotion's, I think due to her this night i was feeling even more down than usual.
Late into the night I would smoke high quantities of Marajuana and either watch movies or play video games with friends.
I was pretty down to be honest, I fealt sad.. I had lost so much and was wavering on the line of clinical depression.
Smoke after smoke after smoke was the only thing that kept my mind at peace.
But did I still hold my sanity ?
- Of course and despite my problems I have never had a history of such things nor have I ever been known to be of such a nature.
all in all i was going through a rough time.
It was a hot summer night, I think a saturday to be sure, so by now wqas early hour's sunday morning....
I had been in a deep sleep for hours but something made me wake up,, not slowly not gently...but fast
my eyes were open now, it was becoming light, not quite away from darkness but that bit in between. (I think about 5am)
Perhaps a full moon as the light was a pale silver
I fealt cold, really cold..... something eary about it all, i fealt I was not alone,
looking around my small apartment I could see the double patio door's out to the balcony were open and a soft wind blew through hitting the curtain's and gently blowing them around.
I took a deep breath, closed my eyes, began to relac... there was nothing else out of place or wrong.
A spider crawling up my leg, i could feal it under the quilt, which I then immediately threw off
... no spider, but on my leg a red scratch mark, it seemed fresh
My heart by this point began to beat, goosebumps and everything. I was freaked out a bit
-But my rational mind overcame me, i laughed it off rolled over and closed my eyes.
"WAKE UP" the voice echoed in my head, and not only that something hit me "in" the head, it poked me, not on my head.. INSIDE i could hear the echo of it touching me, it boomed it was like a slight pain, a finger jabbing inside of me at this certain spot somewhere.
I sat up straight, looking around the room...
The unclean plates and dishes left in the sink and around the kitchen area began to rattle, at first i wandered if there was a small earthquake going on, but nothing else was rattling just them, and the rattle seemed to move from one area to another.
((I didnt know what to do...but i knew i had heard a voice in my head...(now i dont know if it spoke to me in my head or through spoken voice) I could hear real voices but i think they were from people roaming the street's after a night out on the town.
I could also hear the cries of seagull's flying around.
So i spoke
"Hello", I said...
"I am lost, I have wandered in here it was an accident, show me the way out"
"Your lost ?, then just leave the door's are open"
I heard laughing, it almost mocked me.
"Are you stupid ? dont you know how this work's ? .. You have to show me the way out, I cant leave by myself"
- I didnt feal scared, it was weird.. by this point i was amazed by it all.
I pointed towards the double door's that lead out to the patio
"That's the way out, was it the way you came in ?"
"Thankyou, all this wasn't here in my time, everything has changed, I just came in here by accident"
- the curtains began to move, now i was high up maybe four floor', so its not abnormal. BUT this is when it really get's interesting...
The voice spoke to me again,
but as it said it was leaving i said,
"WAIT, are you here to help me ?"
again it laughed, (at this point i noticed the voice was femanine before it was rough, deep and dark)
"Help you" ? -it laughed...
"Help you....can you not see I have problem's of my own"
I asked the girl if she knew she was dead i told her i thought she was a ghost, - at this point the room faded out black i could see nothing but the curtain;s at the patio door's blowing in the wind, they began to take shape It was as though i was in a cinema.
I saw a girl,, she was wearing victorian clothes i think this because of the bonnet on her head, and the way her skirt was, i fealt the sensation of a baker's or maybe a workshop with fresh wood chipping's.
she had blonde hair, she was young, clean clothes and beautifull eyes. I think about 16 years old
she was crying, like really crying i could hear her, infact it was like i was her that i was there i fealt sad, i could feel my eyes filling with tear's
It was horrible, i could see her face.
I saw a man beating her, she was raped from behind. somehow i knew this was a family member to her, maybe an uncle.
As she was being raped it was as though i was close to her face, I could see her face, the tear's i could sense the heat from her body the sunshine
from that came through the windows, the dryness of the table her body lay against.
the man behind her, was a lot older,,.,. he had a moustache, he had a hat on and an apron
I think at one point his face was close to her's i remember the sensation of his breath
the images changed shape to a rope hanging from a ceiling, i remember seeing the the body hanging, gently moving.
The tear's and sound of crying stopped
she left.... the curtain's stopped moving,,,
SILENCE,,, nothing but seagulls calling into the morning light
I lay my head down completely in shock and amazement at what had just happend,
I was annoyed in some way's that it left so easily, I had wanted to invite her to lay in my bed and rest for a while as i fealt she was tired i wanted to help her somehow tell her it was going to be okay, hold her against my body show her there is compassion.
Was it real i thought ? I looked around ... I took a pen from my bed side table and some paper,, I wrote some word's about it.
I lay down, closed my eyes and went to sleep..
The next day when i woke up i looked around my apartment for any clues or sign's, could not find anything
however I fealt a lot better, i fealt as though I had experienced something "magic"
I told a few people including my girlfriend, who said i was crazy high off the weed and imagined it all.
but in my heart now, I know it happened. Even know i get massive waves of emotion rushing through my body when writing about it, I can recall every moment easily and i remember the feelings i had at the time.
The girl hung herself i am sure of it, she was raped and she killed herself for shame of it all, maybe he even killed her.
So there we go that's my story, please give me feedback on all of this.
As a further note I sometimes have Premonitions of small event's I always have done since i was about 15-16 years old. nothing big, just strange little things that make no sense, they dont happen often and are very random.
Edited by rednuke13, 14 July 2012 - 02:41 PM.