Maybe I am a pessimist. No, I AM a pessimist. And observing the vices, evil, tragedies, and such in this world makes me even more adamant about my maltheism. Or, God might be neither good nor evil. Maybe somewhat closer to evil, like us. No one can stop God and God has no responsibility to act morally. Absolute Power corrupts everyone and God is no exception.
Maybe polytheists are right. There has to be some good deities out there. I don't know how it works out but I keep on thinking that a single deity cannot manage the entire universe. Maybe the deity who's in charge of our world might be a really lousy one. See, due to my perceptions and innate traits it's pretty damn hard for me to be an atheist.
It's really a depressing idea: God is not good and he enjoys observing all the bad things in our world. Since humans have the instinct to believe a benevolent deity or more, my kind of mindset won't be even computable to most people out there. Most people can't even think about the possibility of God being evil.
Sometimes I wonder if there's no God, though. My guilty pleasure is to visit celeb gossip sites and boy, a just and moral God must be taking a nap. Just like many single men out there I do have a celebrity crush. She is touted to be the next Elizabeth Taylor or something. And her image is quite squeaky clean. But recent news of her made me wonder: Why in the hell does she starring in three movies produced by one of the most powerful and vile scum in the Hollywood?
Gretchen Mol worked for this *snip* more than a decade ago. And she was one of his girls who passed through his legendary casting couch. One thing that derailed her career is that she wanted to end the affair with him. Many actresses were tainted by this disgusting piece of garbage: Jessica Alba, Anne Hathaway, Sienna Miller, Chris Martin's wife, and many more.
If God has my level of patience then he would personally come down *snip* and smote some bankers and hedge fund managers who are the actual power behind Hollywood....
Edited by Saru, 17 October 2012 - 09:44 AM.
Removed slur / reference to violence