My great grandfather passed when I was young and I was extremely close to him. Most young children do not remember much of their early years but I remember my grandfather and how much love I had for him. I am wondering if he is happy with what I have done with my life; even though he is not here I fear disappointing him. Any other information about him would be gladly accepted - for example is he happy (cliche I know), was he truly happy when he died, etc.
My last request is if anyone can see a previous life for me. I have an almost unhealthy obsession with an event that occurred before my time. I always feel a pull in the genocide that happened and wonder if I was a victim of the genocide or if I was part of carrying out the genocide (even though this is not what i would want).
I don't mean to leave anything vague I am just doing so for the purpose of space and not getting too in-depth where it isn't needed. If there are more details needed please don't hesitate to ask as I would be glad to expand further.
Thank you for your time and energy.