skydivingstars, on 03 November 2012 - 03:18 AM, said:
I apologize in advance because this may be kind of a long post. but I could really use some help. I started becoming very interested in the paranormal after my dad passed away when I was 19. I'm 26 now and for all this time, I keep hoping that I see something, feel something...to just get some kind of sign or proof of an afterlife. The only experience I've had was once on the queen mary, I almost passed out in the boiler room, I became very faint and started swaying back and forth, I had to grab onto my godfather and as on as I left the room, I was fine. The tour guide said that some people have that feeling in that room. That was the only thing that could have been perceived as 'paranormal'. I am incredibly disappointed because other spots that are supposedly haunted, I've been to, some more than once, and I've seen and felt nothing.
I'm starting to become so, so discouraged. I want to believe in an afterlife, I want to believe that my dad went somewhere where he's happy, I want to experience the afterlife while I'm still on this side. I want to be able to make contact or just see something, anything, but I can't seem to discover anything.
My husband just keeps saying that once you die, that's it. there's nothing else after this. For whatever reason, I refuse to believe that.
Am I just too desperate to see something? If I stop hoping, stop researching, then will I finally get what I'm looking for?
I feel so let down because I had such high hopes and no matter what I do, I get nothing.
What do I do? Ouji boards are out, I know better than to try one of those but I am definitely open to suggestions here.
Try asking for a sign that only you and your Dad would know.When my Dad died right after I asked for signs, to many to go into and I don`t know if they were all just concidences but they sure did come true right after I had asked for them. The last sign really convinced me. I said Dad remenber when we were kids you use to put coins in our shoes before you went off to work, if your aware would you put some coins in by shoe. I told no one, so a few days later and had forgotten all about it , I went to put my shoes on and I saw some coins laying by my shoe, I asked hubby did you dropped any coins and he said no,and no one had come into the house for weeks.So I put them on and went to my daughter house I felt something in my shoe, I took my shoe off and there was a nickel and a dime in my shoe.
Edited by docyabut2, 04 November 2012 - 08:50 PM.