I think after around six months of this happening i could do with some advice somewhat or help.
Spiritual awakening happened in summer 2011 and just under a year later i had this phenomenon happen to me. I was sitting there, thinking about deep things, and i decided like i have done a few times to try and imagine myself playing with a red ball, as if i was bouncing it, and then, like before when i tried those 'proof of energy' tricks moving your hands about in a circle and seeing a persons aura, i felt some energy from y hand, a bit like a ball.
After some marijana sessions i started heavily to feel energy come from my hand. I've read a bit on psychic ability and creating ki balls, normally this requires a lot of practice o feel something but i feel this energy now 24/7 and it's becoming more and more intense, especially when high or meditating.
I can't take to anyone about this, i mean nobody in London gives two ****s about anything spiritual int he first place, if they did they wouldn't understand. I'm so different to everyone here, and inevitably i tend to feel lost, i don't like what people my age tend to like, i don't really follow the crowd. Anyone else have energy 24/7 every day coming from you hands as if your carrying a ball in your palm. This seems as if it's not a bad thing but it's just nice to have someone to explain what the **** is going on, am i some sort of healer or just a strange human being, i dunno.
Edited by northender, 15 December 2012 - 06:00 PM.