I need to know what will become of me this year. Will I find a steady job? Will I be able to save and plan for my wedding that I want to have this summer?
You should be more careful with personal information. I took out some of it for this post, I can't do anything about your post.
I suspect you have a very high IQ but it maybe unrealized because you lack focus. Sort of a jack of all trades but a master of none. This actually helps you to be an original thinker, a problem solver, you see unconventional ways of fixing problems that others can't. Whatever job you choose you will excel at, you just have to choose something that won't bore you to death. It's sort of strange and I'm not sure I understand it but I'm seeing you as an electrician, house current, construction or repair. You will be able to be creative, do the problem solving and the independence you crave along with a pretty good paycheck. I suspect you weren't born in to money or you'd be a doctor. Yes, you are that smart, don't argue with me, just say thank you. Learn to take a compliment. I see something about your future wife here too. Learn to share all of yourself with her, she's the best friend you will ever have and try not to be too controlling, she's not just a pretty face, she's got a good mind too. Together there is nothing you can't do!!