And i was just thinking about this but at the most random times i have just felt awful. I can't even describe it but i hate me, i "tell" myself im going to amount to nothing, my parents know im going to amount to nothing, and i basically don't have any friends. Its awful. one of the first times i experienced it i was on a four hour bus ride to a softball game for the high school and it was the most miserable thing of my life. Throughout the rest of the night it was just awful, next morning its almost like i had aftershock or something-i kinda felt bad, but sleep helped i guess. At first i though it had been because of something that happened a little while before that where i had lost a very close friend but the other day i felt it again and i had to sleep just to get over it. I couldn't help myself i just wanted to die. Someone please shed some light on this please!
Edited by kwaldrop22, 01 January 2013 - 05:12 AM.